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<image_137>The image is a screenshot from the video game Overwatch. It shows a character in the game, wearing a red and black outfit and holding a weapon. The character is standing in a street at night, with a building in the background. The player's character is in the center of the image, and they are facing towards the right side of the screen.

On the top left corner, there is a menu bar with various options and settings. On the top right corner, the player's health and health bar are displayed, and on the bottom right corner there are various icons and information about the player. The game's logo is also visible in the bottom left corner.

<image_138>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is wearing a red and black outfit and is holding a weapon. The background shows a tunnel with a red light shining through it. On the left side of the image, there is a player's avatar, and on the right side, there are various stats and information about the player's health and health settings. At the bottom of the screen, there appears to be a dashboard with various buttons and menus. The overall mood of the screenshot is tense and action-packed.

<image_139>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from a futuristic city at night. The scene is set in a dark and eerie environment with neon lights and buildings in the background. The sky is dark and the ground is covered in fog. In the center of the image, there is a large screen with various icons and information about the game. On the left side of the screen, there are two cars, one green and one yellow, engaged in a battle. The green car is on the left and the yellow car is in the middle. On top of the green car, there appears to be a character from the game, who is holding a gun and is in a fighting stance. The character is wearing a helmet and has a determined expression on their face.

At the top right corner of the screenshot, there has a menu bar with various options for the player to choose from. The menu bar has a list of items such as weapons, weapons, and enemies. There are also several buttons and menus on the screen that can be used to navigate through the game's interface.

<image_140>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a red spaceship flying over a city at night. The spaceship is in the center of the image, with its wings spread wide and its nose pointing towards the right side of the screen. The city below is visible in the background, with buildings and skyscrapers visible. The sky is a deep blue, and the water is a light blue-green color. On the top left corner, there is a menu bar with various options such as "Menu", "Settings", and "Settings". On the bottom right corner, on the bottom left corner of the screenshot, there are several icons, including a map, a compass, and a shield.
</video><transcript><audio_141>all right we got five minutes we're going to see what they can do well in are a lot of mercy records and it's got a glove plant mer yeah they do we saw some of that last week as well we've got exam option for the trade</transcript><transcript><audio_142>surface or a nice nice diversion I like that they're definitely looking at more this side style competition so be fair a dive sound really it's only going to be effective and its really a dive style because up again gee that's an all business but we should all see in this</transcript><video>
<image_143>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a character from the video game, wearing a red and black outfit with a large backpack on their back. The character is standing in a room with a green wall and a window in the background. On the left side of the image, there is a player's avatar and a menu bar with various options such as "Menu", "Settings", and "Options". On the right side, there are two buttons - one for the player's health and the other for the game's health. The player's character is holding a weapon and appears to be in the middle of a battle.

<image_144>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is holding a gun and appears to be in the process of firing it. The background shows a futuristic cityscape with tall buildings and neon lights. The game's interface is visible at the top of the screen, with various options and settings for the player to customize their character.

In the foreground, there are two green and yellow vehicles, one on the left side of the image and the other on the right side. The vehicles appear to be attacking the player, with one of them holding a red laser beam. The laser beam is pointing towards the player's target, which is visible in the bottom right corner of the screenshot. There is also a pink and orange circle in the top right corner, which could be a weapon or a weapon. The overall mood of the game is tense and action-packed.

<image_145>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is wearing a red suit and is holding a weapon, which appears to be a motorcycle. The motorcycle is green and has a blue light emanating from it. The background shows a city street at night with buildings and cars.

On the top left corner of the image, there is a menu bar with various options such as "Menu", "Settings", and "Settings". On the top right corner, there are various buttons and menus for the player to navigate through the game. On the bottom left corner, the player's avatar is visible, and on the bottom right corner there is an icon for the game's health and health settings.

<image_146>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is wearing a black outfit and is holding a gun in their right hand. The background is a dark and futuristic cityscape with buildings and explosions. The game's interface is visible at the top of the screen, with various options and settings.

In the center of the image, there is a player's avatar, which appears to be a character from the video game Overwatch. The character is standing on a platform with a blue and green color scheme. On the left side of the platform, there are various icons and information about the game's settings, such as the player's health, stamina, and other health settings. On top of their avatar, there appears to have a red and yellow color scheme, indicating that they are in the game. The image also shows a map of the game with various locations marked on it.

<image_147>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from a battle between two cars on a road. The cars are in the center of the image, with one car in the foreground and the other in the background. The car on the left is red and appears to be in the middle of a fight, with a large explosion coming out of it. The explosion is made up of blue and purple lights, and there is a large cloud of smoke in the air.

On the top left corner of the screen, there are various icons and information about the game, such as the player's health, stamina, and other stats. On the top right corner, there is an image of a wind turbine, indicating that the game is in motion. The bottom left corner has a logo for the game's official website, and the bottom right corner has the game logo.

<image_148>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is holding a gun and appears to be in the midst of a mission. The background shows a futuristic cityscape with tall buildings and neon lights. The game's interface is visible on the top left corner of the screen, with various buttons and menus.

In the center of the image, there is a large screen with a red arrow pointing towards the player's target. On the right side, there are two green guns, one with a yellow dot on the side and the other with a black dot. The screen also has a menu bar at the top with various options such as "Menu", "Settings", and "Help".

On the bottom right corner, there appears to a player's health bar, which is displayed on the screen. There are also several icons scattered around the screen that appear to be related to the game's health and health settings.
</video><transcript><audio_149>work regardless wow that means just waiting in the back line for null if you might counter whoa links all and now we've got both teams Buffett full strength their cycle tryna break through making something happen here tryna it's ready to arrow mail town they're all</transcript> all right we got five minutes we're going to see what they can do well in are a lot of mercy records and it's got a glove plant mer yeah they do we saw some of that last week as well we've got exam option for the trade surface or a nice nice diversion I like that they're definitely looking at more this side style competition so be fair a dive sound really it's only going to be effective and its really a dive style because up again gee that's an all business but we should all see in this work regardless wow that means just waiting in the back line for null if you might counter whoa links all and now we've got both teams Buffett full strength their cycle tryna break through making something happen here tryna it's ready to arrow mail town they're all


<image_150>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The scene is set in a dark and eerie environment with a large archway in the background. The archway appears to be made of stone and has a red light shining on it. On the left side of the image, there is a red car with a green light on top of it, and on the right side, there are several enemies scattered around the scene.

In the center of the screen, we can see a character from the video game, wearing a white outfit and holding a sword. The character is standing in front of a large explosion, which is visible in the bottom right corner of the screenshot. The explosion is made up of yellow and orange flames, and there are various icons and information about the player's health and health settings on the screen.
<transcript><audio_151>things I'm going to try and all from this tank will just kind of getting bounced around right now cops is all but optimally chemical really get anybody with that they are able to slow down the</transcript><transcript><audio_152>for how long went in China redrew I'm going to bat under the arch there yeah that's a good position by Chris spawn is so close and deftly be a challenge oh absolutely yeah it's always better safety stay back to that open window up there on the left is also pretty</transcript><video>
<image_153>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from a battle between two characters. The character on the left is holding a gun and appears to be in the middle of a fight. The background shows a cityscape with buildings and a blue sky. On the right side of the screen, there are various icons and information about the game, such as the player's health, stamina, and other stats.

In the center of the image, there is a large explosion with blue and red lights. The explosion is taking place in front of a building with a large window. There are also several smaller icons scattered around the screen. The game's logo is also visible in the bottom right corner.

<image_154>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from a battle in a city at night. The scene is set in a dark alleyway with buildings on either side. In the center of the image, there is a large robot with a red light emanating from its mouth. The robot appears to be attacking the robot with its arms and legs. On the right side of the screen, there are various icons and information about the game, such as the player's health, health status, and other health settings. At the top of the screenshot, there appears to have a menu bar with various options for the player to choose from.

<image_155>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is holding a gun and appears to be in the midst of a fight. The background shows a city street at night, with buildings and streetlights visible.

On the right side of the image, there is a character with blue hair, wearing a black outfit and holding a weapon. The character is standing in front of a building with a red light shining on it. On the left side, there are several other characters engaged in a battle, with one character holding a sword and the other holding a shield. There are also several icons and menus on the screen, including a shield, a gun, and a map. The game's interface is visible in the top left corner of the screen.

<image_156>The image is a screenshot from the video game Borderlands 3. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is holding a gun and is in a crouched position, ready to defend themselves. The background shows a city street with buildings and a red car parked on the side of the road. The street is lined with trees and there is a building on the right side.

On the top left corner of the screen, there are various icons and information about the player's health and health settings. On the top right corner, there is an icon for the game's health bar, indicating that the player has successfully completed a mission. In the center of the image, there appears to be a red vehicle with a red light on it, which is likely a weapon used by the player in the game. The vehicle is moving towards the player, and there are several enemies visible in the background.

<image_157>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is holding a red and black weapon, which appears to be a weapon with a long barrel and a pointed tip. The weapon is aiming at the player's target, which is marked with a blue circle. The background shows a city street at night, with buildings and streetlights visible. On the top left corner of the screen, there is a menu bar with various options for the player to choose from. On top of the menu bar, there are various stats and information about the player. The game's interface is also visible in the bottom right corner.
</video> things I'm going to try and all from this tank will just kind of getting bounced around right now cops is all but optimally chemical really get anybody with that they are able to slow down the for how long went in China redrew I'm going to bat under the arch there yeah that's a good position by Chris spawn is so close and deftly be a challenge oh absolutely yeah it's always better safety stay back to that open window up there on the left is also pretty

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<transcript><audio_158>hazardous lays into Xavier who even him back 9 20 nice nice clean up there by us a river all right of every scene nine beers road hog you thought I've had enough of these guys time to really push</transcript><video>
<image_159>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is holding a gun and is aiming it towards a red truck that is moving towards the right side of the screen. The truck is on a street at night, with buildings and streetlights visible in the background. On the top left corner of the image, there is a menu bar with various options for the player to choose from. At the bottom of the screenshot, there are various icons and information about the game's health and health settings. The game's logo is also visible on the bottom right corner.

<image_160>The image is a screenshot from the video game Borderlands 3. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is holding a gun and is in a fighting stance, ready to attack. The background shows a city street at night, with buildings and buildings on either side of the street. The game's interface is visible at the top of the screen, with various options and settings for the player to choose from.

In the center of the image, there is a red truck with a futuristic design, which appears to be a spaceship or a spaceship. The truck is moving towards the player, and there are several red and yellow lights on it, indicating that it is in motion. On the right side, there are various icons and information about the player's health, health, and other health and health settings. At the bottom right corner of the screenshot, there has a blue circle with a white circle in the center, which is likely the game's logo or emblem.

<image_161>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is holding a gun and is aiming it towards the right side of the screen. The background shows a futuristic cityscape with tall buildings and a red neon sign. In the center of the image, there is a large red car with a blue light emanating from it. The car appears to be moving towards the left side, as if it is about to attack the player. On the top left corner, there are various icons and information about the player's health and health settings. The top right corner has a menu bar with various options such as health, stamina, and health. The bottom left corner has the game's logo and a shield with a skull and crossbones on it.

<image_162>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is holding a gun and appears to be in the process of firing it. The background shows a city street at night, with buildings and streetlights visible.

In the center of the image, there is a large pink circle with a blue light emanating from it, which is likely a target. Around the circle, there are several icons and information about the player's health and abilities. On the top left corner of the screen, there has a menu bar with various options such as health, health, and other health settings. On top of the menu bar, there appears to have a list of options for the player to choose from, such as "1", "2", "3", "4", "5", "6", "7", "8", "9", "10", "11", "12", "13", "14", "15", "16", "17", "18", "19", "20", "21", "22", "23", "24", "25", "26", "27", "28", "29", "30", "31",
</video>
<image_163>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is wearing a black outfit and is holding a gun in their right hand. The background shows a building with a red light on the right side and a green trash can on the left side. There are also several yellow stars scattered around the scene. On the top left corner of the image, there is a menu bar with various options such as "Menu", "Settings", and "Options". On the bottom right corner, there are several buttons and menus for the player to navigate through the game.
<transcript><audio_164>a campaign we got you can see them positioning that there we go that's where he thats reinhardt pocket great and all day Oh managed to pick up that mercy doesn't doesn't make it work we've got that me to stand back easily able to</transcript><transcript><audio_165>keep his team up</transcript> hazardous lays into Xavier who even him back 9 20 nice nice clean up there by us a river all right of every scene nine beers road hog you thought I've had enough of these guys time to really push a campaign we got you can see them positioning that there we go that's where he thats reinhardt pocket great and all day Oh managed to pick up that mercy doesn't doesn't make it work we've got that me to stand back easily able to keep his team up [Music]


<transcript><audio_168>team earth make it a push right here so they've stabilized the bushes if they can make it through this Bend it's very challenging to hold the card at the end there and that's what they're looking to do is nightmare pokin up trying to get</transcript><video>
<image_169>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is wearing a red helmet and is holding a weapon, which appears to be a shield. The background shows a futuristic cityscape with tall buildings and a large screen in the center. On the right side of the screen, there are various icons and information about the player's health and health settings. At the top of the image, there is a menu bar with various options such as health, health, and other health options. The game's logo is also visible in the bottom right corner.

<image_170>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is wearing a green outfit and is holding a weapon, which appears to be a shield. The weapon is red and black in color and has a large barrel on the left side. On the right side of the image, there is a large screen with various icons and information about the player's health and health settings. In the center of the screen, there are two yellow orbs, one on the top left corner and the other on the bottom right corner. The background shows a cityscape with tall buildings and a blue sky.
</video><transcript><audio_171>so we're going to see maybe more duress you good I'm yeah I was going to say we also got to Mercy residents here which means either team could be saying let's use that to our advantage again mm-hmm and we also got dance helmet sorry all unbelievably effective it can really</transcript> team earth make it a push right here so they've stabilized the bushes if they can make it through this Bend it's very challenging to hold the card at the end there and that's what they're looking to do is nightmare pokin up trying to get so we're going to see maybe more duress you good I'm yeah I was going to say we also got to Mercy residents here which means either team could be saying let's use that to our advantage again mm-hmm and we also got dance helmet sorry all unbelievably effective it can really


<image_172>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from a battle between two characters. The character on the left is holding a gun and appears to be in the middle of a fight. The background is dark and there is a building in the distance. On the right side of the image, there are two enemies, one of which is holding the gun and the other is standing in front of it. The enemies are wearing red and black armor and are engaged in a battle.

At the top of the screen, there is the game's menu bar with various options and settings. The menu bar has a red arrow pointing to the left and a green arrow pointing towards the right. There are also several icons on the screen that appear to be related to the game, such as a shield, a sword, and a shield. The game's logo is also visible in the bottom right corner.
<transcript><audio_173>turn the course the fighting they're going to make a play for this are you not the real do it no all the defense of all coming down is going to make it really hard and link goes down trying to hide but soldier his soldiers cleaning</transcript><transcript><audio_174>up house right there now that's an effective soldier all I wish we could have seen in its entirety but taking out three there so the team earth is making the final push here for the wind I say</transcript><video>
<image_175>The image is a screenshot from the video game Borderlands 3. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is wearing a red and black outfit and is holding a gun in their right hand. The background shows a dimly lit room with a round table in the center. On the left side of the image, there is a menu bar with various options for the player to choose from. At the top of the screen, there are several icons and information about the player's health and health settings. The game's logo is visible in the bottom right corner.

<image_176>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is wearing a red and black outfit and is holding a gun in their right hand. The background is a dark room with a large window on the left side. On the right side of the screen, there is a menu bar with various options and settings. In the center of the image, there are two red and yellow lights that appear to be glowing. The lights are arranged in a circular pattern, creating a sense of depth and movement. The game's interface is visible in the top left corner of the screenshot, with various buttons and menus.

<image_177>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is wearing a red and black outfit and is holding a weapon, which appears to be a sniper rifle. The background is a dark room with a large window on the left side and a door on the right side.

In the center of the image, there is a red robot with a yellow light emanating from its mouth. The robot is attacking the robot with its mouth open, as if it is about to attack. On the top left corner of the screen, there are several icons and information about the game's settings, such as the player's health, stamina, and other stats. On top of the robot, there appears to have a red arrow pointing towards the player, indicating that they are in the midst of a mission.

<image_178>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is holding a gun and is aiming it towards the right side of the screen. The background shows a futuristic-looking room with a high ceiling and a large window on the left side. The room is lit up with red and yellow lights, and there are several enemies visible in the background. On the top left corner of the image, there is a menu bar with various options for the player to choose from. The menu bar has a red arrow pointing to the right, indicating that the player can navigate through the room. The game's interface is also visible on the top right corner.
</video><transcript><audio_179>that was a big that was a big breakthrough moment for Team earth there in the homestretch they got to be feeling pretty good right Joe if wind is not able to hold this final push that's</transcript><video>
<image_180>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is holding a gun and is aiming it towards a red circle in the center of the screen. The circle is surrounded by a black background. On the top left corner, there is a menu bar with various options such as health, stamina, and other health settings. The top right corner of the image shows the player's health and health settings, while the bottom left corner shows the game's logo and other information about the game. The background is dark and eerie, with red and orange lights illuminating the scene.

<image_181>The image is a screenshot from the video game Fortnite. It shows a scene from the game where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is wearing a red outfit and is holding a gun in their right hand. They are standing in front of a large screen with a red background. On the top left corner of the screen, there are various options and stats displayed, including the player's health, stamina, and other stats. In the center of the image, there is a character with a green outfit and a yellow helmet. The character appears to be in the midst of a fight, with their arms outstretched and their fists clenched. The background is dark and blurry, suggesting that the game is taking place at night.

<image_182>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where a player is in the middle of a battle. The player is wearing a red and black outfit and is holding a weapon. The background is dark and there are various icons and information displayed on the screen. On the top left corner of the screen, there is a menu bar with various options such as "Menu", "Settings", and "Menu". On the right side of the image, there are two buttons, one for the player's health and the other for their health. At the bottom right corner, there appears to be a control panel with various buttons and menus. The game's logo is also visible in the bottom left corner.

<image_183>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where a player is in the middle of a battle. The player is wearing a black outfit and is holding a gun in their right hand. The background is a dark room with a red light shining on the floor. On the left side of the screen, there is a player's avatar and a menu bar with various options such as "Menu", "Settings", and "Settings". On the right side, there are various icons and information about the player's health, health, and other health settings. At the bottom of the image, there appears to be a menu with various buttons and options for the player to navigate through the game.
</video><transcript><audio_184>trying to pop that may all a little bit of early they just don't have anybody to deal with these ad she's taken our dope spoke too soon to know there we go Oh rain I all nothing's more gratifying</transcript><transcript><audio_185>than that hook into the lobby nightmare pushing against you got a big opportunity for an all fair big ol gets caught instead no you have link though coming up big red keeps everybody up breeze a little bit more life into this team we're going to see what they're</transcript><video>
<image_186>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from a battle between two characters in a futuristic environment. The character on the left is wearing a red suit and is holding a gun, while the character in the center is wearing an orange suit. The background is a dark room with red walls and a large window on the right side.

On the top left corner of the image, there is a menu bar with various options such as health, stamina, and other health settings. On the top right corner, there are several icons and information about the game. In the center of the screen, there appears to be a weapon, possibly a weapon from the game, with a green and yellow light emanating from it. The weapon is positioned in a way that suggests it is in the middle of a battle, and there are two enemies on either side of the weapon. The player's health and stamina levels are displayed on the screen.

<image_187>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is holding a gun and appears to be in the midst of a fight. The background is a dark and eerie room with red walls and pillars. On the left side of the screen, there is a large explosion of yellow and orange flames, which is likely from the explosion. On top of the explosion, there are several enemies and enemies scattered around the room.

On the top right corner of the image, there has a menu bar with various options such as health, stamina, and other health settings. There are also several icons on the screen that appear to be related to the game's health and stamina levels.

At the bottom of the screenshot, there appears to have a menu with various buttons and options for the player to navigate through the game. There is also a button that says "For more information about the game" and a link to a website for more information.

<image_188>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a character from the game, wearing a black outfit and holding a gun, in a battle-ready stance. The character is standing in front of a red wall with a yellow light shining on them. The background is dark and there are various icons and information displayed on the screen. On the right side of the screen, there is a menu bar with various options such as health, stamina, and other stats. At the bottom of the image, there are two red and white buttons, one for the player's health and the other for the game's health.

<image_189>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from a battle between two characters. The character on the left is holding a gun and appears to be in the middle of a battle. The background is a dark room with a red light shining on the scene. On the right side of the image, there is a player's avatar and a menu bar with various options. The player's character is wearing a black outfit and is holding the gun with both hands. There are also several icons on the screen, including a red circle, a yellow circle, and a green circle. The game's interface is visible in the top left corner of the screen.

<image_190>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The player is holding a gun and is aiming it towards the right side of the screen. The background is a dark and foggy environment with a red light shining down on the scene. On the top left corner, there is a menu bar with various options such as health, stamina, and other health settings. In the center of the image, there are two enemies, one on the left and one in the center, engaged in a fight. The enemies appear to be attacking the player with their weapons. The game's logo is visible in the bottom right corner.
</video> turn the course the fighting they're going to make a play for this are you not the real do it no all the defense of all coming down is going to make it really hard and link goes down trying to hide but soldier his soldiers cleaning up house right there now that's an effective soldier all I wish we could have seen in its entirety but taking out three there so the team earth is making the final push here for the wind I say that was a big that was a big breakthrough moment for Team earth there in the homestretch they got to be feeling pretty good right Joe if wind is not able to hold this final push that's trying to pop that may all a little bit of early they just don't have anybody to deal with these ad she's taken our dope spoke too soon to know there we go Oh rain I all nothing's more gratifying than that hook into the lobby nightmare pushing against you got a big opportunity for an all fair big ol gets caught instead no you have link though coming up big red keeps everybody up breeze a little bit more life into this team we're going to see what they're


<image_191>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a scene from the game, where the player is in the middle of a battle. The scene is set in a dark room with red walls and a large window on the left side. On the right side of the image, there is a red circle with a white circle in the center, which appears to be a spaceship or a spaceship. The player is holding a weapon and is in mid-air, ready to attack.

At the top of the screen, there are various options and settings for the player to choose from, such as the player's health, health status, and other health settings. There are also several icons and menus visible on the screen. The game's logo is also visible in the bottom right corner.
<transcript><audio_192>able to do here I stay Ripper keep it up but again another mercy all stops them from getting through here whoever that made barely staying alive we got the earth team hanging on for dear life cycle in the corners of rhyme getting</transcript><transcript><audio_193>paid almost reversed no no there we go there is a line of make it happen trying to hold that cart all know is how important is as long as you got somebody on the carnival make it happen rexall being the next set of games</transcript>
<image_194>The image is a screenshot from a video game. It shows a car driving on a dark road with red lights on either side. The car is in the center of the image and appears to be moving at a high speed. On the top left corner of the screen, there is a menu bar with various options such as "Menu", "Settings", and "Help". On the right side, there are several buttons and menus for the player to navigate through the game. The background is dark and there are red and yellow lights scattered throughout the scene. The game's logo is visible in the bottom right corner.
<transcript><audio_195>hopefully got Dan really trying to make it at work here see what a great job going to have his all substitute in another male down another what is that three in this corridor so far she's doing some work dando dude a really good</transcript><transcript><audio_196>job picking them off here nice shot and they've stabilized yeah they can if they can get Xavier yep there we go all right good job way it stabilized on the corner oh oh man oh really bad right nope we</transcript><transcript><audio_197>got are they going to anthro in the defense with the wasn't that bad then one and picks it up and that's going to be a holy women spoke too soon and that's going to be it team earth Wow</transcript><transcript><audio_198>gets third place close game there at the end I cannot believe that then all babe</transcript> able to do here I stay Ripper keep it up but again another mercy all stops them from getting through here whoever that made barely staying alive we got the earth team hanging on for dear life cycle in the corners of rhyme getting paid almost reversed no no there we go there is a line of make it happen trying to hold that cart all know is how important is as long as you got somebody on the carnival make it happen rexall being the next set of games hopefully got Dan really trying to make it at work here see what a great job going to have his all substitute in another male down another what is that three in this corridor so far she's doing some work dando dude a really good job picking them off here nice shot and they've stabilized yeah they can if they can get Xavier yep there we go all right good job way it stabilized on the corner oh oh man oh really bad right nope we got are they going to anthro in the defense with the wasn't that bad then one and picks it up and that's going to be a holy women spoke too soon and that's going to be it team earth Wow gets third place close game there at the end I cannot believe that then all babe


<transcript><audio_199>alright we're going to see a zooming on our teammates are ready to go let's watch his play of the game here</transcript>
<image_200>The image is a screenshot from a video game. The background is black and the game's title is written in white text at the top. Below the title, there is a menu bar with various options such as "Defeat", "Wired", and "WIRED".

On the left side of the screen, there are several icons representing different weapons and abilities. The icons are arranged in a grid-like pattern, with a blue light emanating from the center. On the right side, there appears to be a shield with a red and gold emblem on it.

In the center of the image, there seems to be an arena with a black background. The arena is lit up with blue and red lights, creating a dramatic effect. There are also several smaller icons scattered throughout the image. The overall color scheme of the game is black, blue, and red.
<transcript><audio_201>these are going to know there's that all really help carry that is nice job all right those are stats to the game and</transcript><transcript><audio_202>this means that team earth is going to secure our third-place team wind ends in</transcript>
<image_203>The image is a screenshot of a mobile game interface. The background is dark blue with a galaxy-like pattern. At the top of the screen, there is a menu bar with various options such as "Defeat", "Wicked", and "19". Below the menu bar, there are three icons representing different levels of the game.

The first icon on the left is a shield with a red background and a gold emblem in the center. The shield has a white background and the emblem is in the shape of a lion's head. The second icon is a red square with a black background and white text. The third icon is an orange square with the word "XBOX" written in white text and a red circle in the middle. The fourth icon is blue and white with a white circle in front of it. The fifth icon is red and white in color and has a blue background. The sixth icon is yellow and black in color. The seventh icon is green and blue in color with a yellow circle around it.

At the bottom of the image, there has a list of different levels and options for the player to choose from. There are also several icons scattered throughout the screen.
 alright we're going to see a zooming on our teammates are ready to go let's watch his play of the game here these are going to know there's that all really help carry that is nice job all right those are stats to the game and this means that team earth is going to secure our third-place team wind ends in


<caption><image_0>The image is a screenshot from a Korean TV show. It shows two people, a man and a woman, sitting on a couch and engaged in a conversation. The man is on the left side of the image, wearing a black sweater and appears to be in his late twenties or early thirties. He has short dark hair and is looking down at the woman with a serious expression on his face. The woman on the right side is wearing a gray sweater and has shoulder-length brown hair. She is also looking at the man with a concerned expression.

There are two banners in the image with Korean text on them, one in red and the other in black. The text on the banners reads "그리스타에세요" which translates to "The best of the best" in English. There is also a logo in the top left corner of the banner.</caption><transcript><audio_1> 평범한 주거였던 제가 사업가가 되었습니다를 출간한 작가 정문교입니다. 저는 현재 대구에서 건축자재 관련 사업을 하고 있고</transcript><transcript><audio_2> 저 또한 그 어려움을 피해갈 수 없었던 작년 재작년 그런 시기를 겪다가 정말 힘든 돌파구를 찾는 중에 이 책쓰기를</transcript><transcript><audio_3> 그래서 제가 살아온 삶이 책 한 12권은 나올 것 같다는 그런 생각을 계속하면서 살아왔던 탓인지 기회가 주어졌을 때 저도 한번 제 이야기를 책에 담아보고자 하는</transcript><transcript><audio_4> 마음이 간절하게 생겼습니다. 그래서 책쓰기를 배우게 되고 그러면서 저의 책을 이번에 11월에 출간을 하게 되었습니다. 특히 작가님께서 살아오신 삶의 경험들이 아마 오늘 영상을 보시는 분들에게 뭔가</transcript><transcript><audio_5> 저는 이제 그런 마음으로 촬영에 임하고 있습니다. 네. 저도 제 책에 담고 싶었던 딱 두 글자가 바로 희망이거든요. 그래서 그 희망이라는 게 사실 어떻게 보면 인생의</transcript> Hello, this is a writer's specialty school that published I Was an Ordinary Housewife But I Became a Businessman. I am currently running a business related to building materials in Daegu. It is a difficult time for everyone these days and I also went through such a period last year and the year before last when I could not avoid those difficulties.  While I was looking for that difficult quack, I learned about writing a book. So, I guess it was because I kept thinking that the life I lived would be like a dozen books, so when I was given the opportunity, I wrote my story in a book. Now I want to see  I became desperate, so I learned how to write a book, and now my book has been published in November. Especially now, the new author 's life experiences will probably give some courage and hope to those who watch the video today. I am now So, in fact, in some ways,


<transcript><audio_6> 저는 생각을 하고 그 부분을 가장 많이 담고 싶었고 또 전달드리고 싶었습니다. 이 책을 쓰시게 된 계기 어떤 이유로 이 책을 쓰게 되신 건가요? 제가 이렇게 살아오면서 많은 우여곡절이</transcript><transcript><audio_7> 사실 책을 쓴다고는 생각을 한 번도 해본 적이 없었어요. 해본 적이 없다가 그러면서 이제 책 쓰기를 제가 배우면서 이렇게 썼는데 처음에 쓰면서도 이게 과연 책으로</transcript> I think that hope is the most important part of life, and I wanted to include that part as much as possible and convey it. This is what led me to write this book. For some reason, I wrote this book.  bitterly  Is it true? I've lived like this, I've lived like this, going through many twists and turns like this, but in fact, I 've never thought about writing a book. I never tried, and now I'm learning how to write a book, and I wrote it like this, and even though I wrote it for the first time, this was the best


<transcript><audio_8> 그런 의심도 사실 많이 했었는데 계기라면 계기고 한 게 사실 제가 저희 남편을 먼저 하늘나라로 보내고 그 과정에</transcript><transcript><audio_9> 막 묻어두고 있는 상태였지 어떤 제대로 된 치유를 받아본 적이 없었어요. 근데 이 책쓰기를 통해서 정말 진정한 어떤 이별을 했다고 해야 될까 마음에 있던 모든 걸 다 털어낼 수 있는 어떤 그런 기회도 됐고 그리고 한 번 더 저의 남편을 굉장히 많이 생각하는 그런 계기도 됐고</transcript> publication.  I actually had a lot of doubts about whether it would work out, but I decided to put it aside. In fact, I sent my husband to heaven first, and in the process, I was just burying the pain in my heart and had never received any proper healing. But But should I say that I really had a real breakup through writing this book? should I say that I really had a real breakup through writing this book? It was an opportunity to let out everything that was in my heart, and it also gave me an opportunity to think a lot about my husband one more time.


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<transcript><audio_11> 지금 하고 계신 사업이 남편분과 같이 했던 사업인 거죠? 네. 계속 같이 했었죠. 사업에 우여곡절이 많으셨더라고요. 남편분과 사업을</transcript><transcript><audio_12> 어떤 사업이고 어떻게 부족하게 되었나요 저희가 했던 게 사실 경험도 없었고 아무 준비도 안 돼 있었던 상태라서</transcript><transcript><audio_13> 그때 IMF 때 저희 아버님께서 하시는 걸 저희한테 이거를 해볼 생각이 있냐고 하셔서 제가 그때 이렇게 말을 했죠. 망하더라도 우리 젊을 때 망하는 게 낫다. 그러면서</transcript> true breakup.  I was able to do it. In a way, the business you are doing now is a business that my husband's mother did together. We continued to do it together. We had a lot of ups and downs in that business. We were in business together with my husband and we went bankrupt. How did we start a business? What we did now was actually a business that my father had been running while we had no experience and were unprepared. At that time, when my father was leaving for the IMF, he asked us if we wanted to try this, and I just said this at the time.  I said that even if we fail, it is better to fail while we are young, even if we fail, it is better to fail while we are young,


<transcript><audio_14> 전혀 관련 없는 일을 하는 남편한테 이거 우리가 한번 해보자 해서 시작을 했는데 사실 이 경험이나 이러한 부분을 없이 시작을 하면 그만큼의 돈이 분명히 들어가더라고요.</transcript><transcript><audio_15> 그 과정에서 돈 관리도 안 되고 어떤 지식도 없고 경험도 없고 그렇게 했을 때 저한테 주어지는 결과는 어떤 사업의 부도로 그게 이어지더라고요. 그래서 모든 게 내 경험이 밑바탕 되지 않은 상태에서 한다는 건 위험이 이만큼 따른다.</transcript> and now I told my husband, who was doing a job completely unrelated to me, that we should try this, so we started, but in fact, if we started without him or any of this experience, we would definitely lose that much money. In the process of learning, I was unable to manage money, was unable to manage money, had no knowledge or experience, and when I did that, the result was that a certain business went bankrupt, so everything was not based on my experience.


<transcript><audio_16> 많이 느끼고 깨달았습니다. 여기서 부두가 났다는 게 어떤 상황인 거예요? 정확하게 정말 가지고 있던 공장들이 다 날라고 이런 건가요? 그때는 공장을 하지 않았고 저희가 자제</transcript><transcript><audio_17> 건축자재 도매사업을 하는데 이 도매사업이라는 게 사실 우선 눈앞에 보이는 현금은 굉장히 많이 들어오지만 그 현금 관리가 제대로 되지 않았을 때 그게 전부 빚으로 남거든요.</transcript><transcript><audio_18> 공장에 어떤 결제를 해주는 그 시스템을 잘 돌려야지만 이제 회사가 계속 유지를 하는데 저희 남편이 사실 그 부분을 놓쳤어요 그래서</transcript> At that time, I really felt and What kind of situation was it exactly? The factories that we owned didn't ask for everything, so we did the material wholesale business. We are in the building material wholesale business, and this wholesale business is what it is.  In fact, the first thing you see before your eyes is A lot of cash comes in, but when the cash is not managed properly, it all ends up as debt. So, the system that makes certain payments to the factories that receive the products needs to be properly implemented, but now this company continues to maintain it, and my husband actually takes care of that part.  I missed my husband actually takes care of that part.  I missed


<transcript><audio_19> 낫고</transcript> it. So, I was busy spending all the money that came in front of me. First of all, I was busy writing, and I lived like I had already achieved everything, and I lived like that as if that was everything, and I built a lot of castles on the sand. As I did that, I am now wealthy.  is low [Music]


<transcript><audio_21> 은행권하고 이쪽에 어떤 어음 발행했던 부분이 부도가 났기 때문에 사실 개인적인</transcript><transcript><audio_22> 저희가 은행권이나 신용보증기금 쪽에 재물을 갚지 못해서 생긴 부도다 보니까 저도 그때 부도가 나면서 이거 야반도주 해야 되지 않나 생각까지 했었는데 사실 아무 일도 일어나지 않더라고요.</transcript><transcript><audio_23> 없어진 건가요 어떻게 된 거죠 그렇죠 남편 신용만 없어진 거죠 신용이 없어지고 남편의 사업자로 더 이상 사업을 할 수가 없고 그런 상태고 그래서 이제 저희 그</transcript><transcript><audio_24> 시동생 명의로 또 다시 사업을 하게 되고</transcript> Even if the default is low, we have now defaulted on the bank and the credit guarantee fund that issued the note, so in fact, we have no personal debt, and we can now file a claim with the bank or the Credit Guarantee Fund. Since it was a bankruptcy caused by not being able to repay, we and I actually thought that we should run away late at night when we went bankrupt, but in fact, nothing happened. What happened? My husband's credit was gone. My credit was gone.  We can no longer run the business as my husband's business, so now we are so now we are starting the business again under the name of my brother-in-law. starting the business again under the name of my brother-in-law. [Music]


<transcript><audio_26> 사업을 그렇게 부도처리하고 남편분의 건강 안 좋아지셨더라고요 남편분의 아내와</transcript><transcript><audio_27> 그 전에 전혀 징조가 없었나요? 아무 증세가 없었어요. 아무 증세가 없었고 저희 남편은 사실 태어날 때부터 B형 간념 복윤</transcript><transcript><audio_28> 태어난 게 아니고 태어나면서 모태로부터 감염이 된 상태였어요. 감염이 된 상태여서 비형 바이러스라는 바이러스에 감염이 돼 있는 상태다 보니까 간세포 자체가 일반인들보다는 건강하지 않은 상태였거든요. 그런데</transcript><transcript><audio_29> 근데 워낙 술을 좋아하고 거의 매일 술을 먹다시피 하고 그래도 크게 건강에 문제는 없었어요 몸이 힘들다든지 피곤하다든지</transcript><transcript><audio_30> 전혀 피곤한 기색도 없고 그러다가 아주 우연찮게 다른 것 때문에 병원에 갔다가 정말 콩알만한 것을 발견하게 됐거든요. 그래서</transcript> So, we are in a situation where we cannot run the business with just our credit.  After the bankruptcy, my husband's life got worse. It's his cancer. How come I any signs before that? I didn't have any symptoms. My husband was actually a carrier of hepatitis B since he was born.  I was n't born with it  I was infected from my mother's womb when I was born. Because I was infected, Because I was infected, my liver was infected with a virus called type B virus, so the liver cells themselves were in a less healthy state than the general population. However, I really like alcohol and drink alcohol almost every day.  I ate a lot and still didn't have any major health problems. still didn't have any major health problems. Well, I felt tired or tired, but I didn't seem to be tired at all, but by chance, I went to the hospital for something else and went to the hospital for something else and found something the size of a bean.  second  So,


<transcript><audio_31> 그렇게 치료를 시작했었죠. 그런데 이렇게 콩알만 하면 치료가 될 수 있는 거 아닌가요? 그러니까 병원에서는 처음에 저희가 대구의 암 전문의가</transcript><transcript><audio_32> 진료를 받으러 갔는데 CT나 이런 모든 걸 보더니만 의사 선생님이 바로 간암 진단을 내리더라고요. 내리고 중증 환자로 바로 등록도 시켜주고 그러면</transcript> suddenly, I had to have surgery again and started treatment like that. Oh, but is n't it possible to get treatment with just a little bit like this? So, at the hospital, at first, we are now going to the cancer specialty hospital in Daegu to receive treatment.  We went there, and after looking at the CT scan and everything, the doctor diagnosed us with liver cancer right away. He even registered


<transcript><audio_33> 지금은 수술이 답이고 수술만 하면 바로 완치입니다. 이런 표현까지 썼거든요. 그래서 어떻게 해서 완치할까요?</transcript><transcript><audio_34> 촬영으로 CT나 이런 걸 찍어서 보면</transcript><transcript><audio_35> 굉장히 좋은 저거라고 확신을 줬죠. 그래서 저희 남편도 너무 감사하고 감사하는 마음을 가지면서 수술만 하면 아무 일이 없다고 생각을 하고</transcript> us as a seriously ill patient and even used expressions like, "For now, surgery is the answer, and we'll be cured immediately after surgery." so  When we asked how he was cured, he said that if you take a CT scan or something and just cut out the visible cancer cells from inside the body and take them out, it would be cured. What he told us at the time was that he was blessed just to be able to have surgery like this.  They convinced me that it was a very good product, so my husband was very convinced me that it was a very good product, so my husband was very grateful and grateful and thought that nothing would happen as long as the surgery was done.


<transcript><audio_36> 바로 한 달, 한 달? 발견되고 한 달 만에 수술 날짜를 잡았었거든요. 그렇게 해서 이제 수술을 하게 되었죠. 근데 수술을 했는데 결과가 어땠나요? 처음에 수술하고는</transcript><transcript><audio_37> 힘든 수술이었습니다 완전 개복을 해야되는 상황이었고 명치에서 배꼽까지 그리고 배꼽에서 왼쪽 갈비뼈 끝까지 완전 다 개복을 해서</transcript><transcript><audio_38> 그 회복 과정이 사실은 너무 힘이 들었고 그러면서 저희 남편이 원래 한 85kg 정도 나갔었거든요 키가 176-177kg 그 정도였는데 굉장히 건장한 체격에</transcript><transcript><audio_39> 그 수술을 받고 한 달 채 안 돼서 거의 10kg 이상의 살이 빠지고 굉장히 왜소해지더라고요. 그래서 수술 자체가 그러면서 이 수술을 회복하는데 거의 삶의 질이 다 떨어지고</transcript><transcript><audio_40> 통증을 달고 있어야 되고 배 주위로는 아예 감각이 없어지거든요. 이미 나 칼을 댄 상태이기 때문에 그렇게 해서 했는데 사실 그 전에도 아무 증상이 없었거든요.</transcript><transcript><audio_41> 수술을 하고 나서도 사실 몸에 수술로 인한 통증 외에는 아무 증상이 없었어요. 아무 증상이 없었고 피 검사를 해도 간 수치는</transcript> Then, the date of the surgery was discovered in just one month and the surgery was done in a month.  date  I caught it. That's how I ended up having the surgery. But I had the surgery, and what was the result? In fact, the surgery itself was a very difficult surgery. The situation required a complete open abdomen, and it completely covered everything from the solar plexus to the navel, and from the navel to the end of the left rib.  I had a major surgery that involved cutting out more than a third of the body through an open abdomen, but the recovery process was actually very difficult, and my husband originally weighed about 85kg. He is 176cm tall. weighed about 85kg. He is 176cm tall. 7 It was about that, and he was middle-aged with a very strong physique, but within a month after the surgery, he lost almost 10 kg and became very small. So, the surgery itself, and now that I am recovering from this surgery, my and now that I am recovering from this surgery, my quality of life is almost gone. Because of the surgery, I was always in pain and had to wear it all the time, and I lost all feeling around my abdomen. I did that because I had a knife applied, but in fact, since then, I haven't had any symptoms before, but even after the surgery, I actually don't have any sensation in my body.  There were no symptoms other than the pain from the surgery. There were no symptoms, and even when blood tests were done, liver


<transcript><audio_42> 그래서 이제 아 그러면 이제 이걸로 우리는 완치가 되었다 라고 생각을 하고 병원에 보통 3개월에 한 번씩 정기적으로 검사를 받으러 가거든요 그렇게 이제 받으러 가면서</transcript><transcript><audio_43> 그렇게 했는데 1년</transcript> levels always came back normal, so we thought we were completely cured and went to the hospital for regular check-ups, usually once every three months.  I'm going to get it. So now that I've gone to get it, I've always been careful about my eating habits, but a year


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<transcript><audio_45> 만에 다시 또 재발이 되었어요 그럼 그때 수술 당시에는 완치가 파증 난 건가요 제거를 했으니까 제거하는 자체가 완치라고 그때 담당 의사분이 저한테</transcript><transcript><audio_46> 그러니까 암세포 있는 걸 몸 밖으로만 드러내면 그리고 이 간암은 일반적인 다른 암들에 비해서 수술을 하고 나서 항암을 한다든지 어떤 약물 치료를 한다든지 이런 게 전혀 없거든요.</transcript><transcript><audio_47> 그러면서 저희한테는 복 받은 케이스라고 그렇게 이야기를 했는데 그게 복이 아니고 이런 불행이 될 줄은 그때는 몰랐죠</transcript><transcript><audio_48> 여기저기 책을 보고 사례도 보고 공부를 쭉 해보니까 사실 이거는 제 개인적인 말씀을 드리자면 남편은 원래부터가 B형 간염 바이러스 복용을 안 했었거든요.</transcript> year and 5 months after the first surgery, it recurred again. So, was it completely cured at the time of the surgery? surgery, it recurred again. So, was it completely cured at the time of the surgery? I had it removed.  The very act of doing it  That's what the doctor in charge told us at the time that it was a complete cure. So, if the cancer cells cannot be changed and revealed, and compared to other common cancers, there is no need for surgery, chemotherapy, or any drug treatment for liver cancer. cure. So, if the cancer cells cannot be changed and revealed, and compared to other common cancers, there is no need for surgery, chemotherapy, or any drug treatment for liver cancer. You just need to have surgery and that's it. You said that it was a blessing for us, but we didn't know at the time that it would be such a misfortune and not a blessing. We set a date for the surgery and now I'm looking at books and looking at cases here and there. Now study  After trying it out for a long time, I'll tell you personally, my husband has been taking hepatitis B virus since the beginning,


<transcript><audio_49> 때문에 간세포 자체가 일반 정상인들에 비해서 간세포 자체가 굉장히 건강하지 않은 상태였거든요. 그리고 이런 간암이 생기는 케이스를 쭉 보면 거의 B형 간염 복윤에서 간암으로</transcript><transcript><audio_50> 그럴 확률이 거의 70%가 거기에서 이제 유발이 되는 그거였는데 그랬을 때 과연 그 기계로 보이는 암세포만 제거한다고 해서 이게 치료가 되지 않는다든지</transcript><transcript><audio_51> 그러면 건강하지 않은 그 옆에 있는 다른 세포들이 또 암세포화 되기 위해서 분명히 준비를 하고 있을 건데 그러면 그때는 또 어떡하지? 이런 생각을 하니까 제가 사실 수술 날짜를 잡았거든요.</transcript><transcript><audio_52> 우리 수술 받지 말자고 수술이 답이 아니다 수술 받지 말고 다르게 치료를 해보자 라고 이제 권유를 했는데 그때는 저희 남편은 제 말을 아예 듣지 않았어요</transcript><transcript><audio_53> 저하고 굉장히 많이 싸우고 그러니까 자기는 수술만이 답이다라고 딱 결론을 내려놓은 상태인데 제가 수술을 반대하니 오히려 저한테 굉장히 심한</transcript> so the liver cells themselves were in a very unhealthy state compared to normal people. And this kind of liver cancer.  If you look at the cases where this happens, there is almost a 70% chance that liver cancer will develop from taking hepatitis B, but in that case, it is said that removing only the cancer cells that can be seen with the machine will not cure it. I had come to the conclusion that other cells next to the unhealthy ones would definitely be preparing to become cancerous cells again. As I was thinking, what should I do then? I actually set a date for the surgery and recommended it to my husband.  I told her that we shouldn't have surgery, that surgery is not the answer, that we should try different treatment instead of surgery, but surgery is not the answer, that we should try different treatment instead of surgery, but at that time, my husband didn't listen to me at all. He didn't listen and fought with me a lot, so he said surgery was the only answer.  Just conclude that it is  It was put down, but I was against the surgery, so he started


<transcript><audio_54> 그때 저하고 굉장히 많이 싸웠었는데 결론은 두 번의 수술을 두 번째도 또 수술을 했었거든요. 잘라낸 수술한 건가요? 네. 또 두 번째도 또 개복해서 수술을 했는데 두 번째는 수술을 하고 한 달이 채 안되어서 간 전체에 또 암세포가 다 퍼져 버렸거든요 그때 저희 남편이 저한테 이제는 네가 하자는 대로 내가 할게 이렇게 인정</transcript><transcript><audio_55> 두 번의 대수술을 받고 사실 이 간이라는 게 굉장히 만신창이가 되어버린 상태이기 때문에 더 이상의 회복할 수 있는 기회가 없었던 거죠. 그래서 저는 주위 사람들한테도 늘 양해하고</transcript> spewing out really harsh verbal abuse at me, and we had a lot of fights with him at the time. In the end, he had two surgeries, and the second time was because he had to so he had the surgery, but the second time. Less than a month after the surgery, the cancer cells had spread all over the liver. the cancer cells had spread all over the liver. At that time, my husband told me that from now on, I will do whatever you want, but the truth is that I have already had two major surgeries and my liver is in complete disrepair.  Because it has become  That's why I why I


<transcript><audio_56> 칼을 댈 때는 굉장히 신중하게 한 번 칼을 대면 돌이킬 수 없는 상황이 되어버리기 때문에 신중해야 된다라고 저는 늘 이야기를 많이 하고 있습니다. 남편분은 어떻게 보면 의사선생님의 말씀</transcript> always tell people, but I always tell them that when you cut yourself, you have to be very careful and apply because once damage is done, it becomes an irreversible situation. becomes an irreversible situation. My husband, in a way, is just like the doctor's words.  I completely believed that he could be completely cured if I just


<transcript><audio_57> 완치될 수 있다는 말을 철석같이 믿었던 거고 작가님께서는 남편분이 가남에 걸렸다니까 여러 가지 문헌들, 책들 보시면서 공부를 하다 보니까 이거 잘라서는 안 될 것 같은데 이제 생각해보니까</transcript> cut it, and the writer said that my husband was now poor, and and as I was studying through various literature and books, I thought that cutting it off would not be a good


<transcript><audio_58> 그럼 이제 작가님께서 그 당시에 남편과 치료법 문제로 갈등이 있었을 때 작가님이 생각했던 치료 방법은 뭐였어요? 수술을 하지 말자 했으면 어...</transcript><transcript><audio_59> 죽는 건 어떤 하늘의 뜻이라는 말도 있고 한데 저는 칼을 대는 것보다는 그 모든 얼마 전에 제가 암의 역습이라는 책도 읽었는데 그때 그 책을 쓴 분이 일본에서</transcript><transcript><audio_60> 회원 아주 좀 그쪽에는 굉장히 이름 나신 분인데 이분의 책을 보면 저의 생각이 거기에 고스란히 담겨있더라고요. 그러니까 이분의 결론은 암은 절대 칼을 대어서도 안 되고 칼을 대는 순간 진짜 암이었을 때는 분명히 내 몸을 다시 공격을 한다고 그 책에 적혀 있거든요.</transcript><transcript><audio_61> 현대의학에서 기계로 봤을 때 암이라고 하는 게 진짜 암이 아닌 경우가 태반이라고 그 책에는 적혀 있어요. 제가 하는 말이 아니고 그 전문 의사생활에서</transcript><transcript><audio_62> 내 몸을 다시 공격하기 때문에 칼을 대면 안 되고 가짜 암일 경우에는 칼을 대지 않아도 살아갈 수 있기 때문에 굳이 칼을 대서 몸에 어떤 데미지를 입힐 필요가 없다. 그 책의 결론인데 제가 경험했던 부분이 바로 그러한 부분이었습니다.</transcript> idea, so now I'm going to do it like this.  At that time, when there was a conflict with my husband over the treatment, what was the treatment method that the author had in mind? If you said not to have surgery, what was the treatment method that the author had in mind? If you said not to have surgery, in fact, there is a saying that it is the will of heaven that a person lives and dies, but I decided to use a knife.  Rather, not long ago, I also read a book called Cancer's Counterattack, and the person who wrote that book was a very well-known person in Japan who had been treating cancer patients for over 40 years. When I read this book, my thoughts were there.  It was completely contained. So, this person's conclusion is that it is written in the book that cancer should never be heated with a knife, and that the moment you apply the knife, if it is a real cancer, it will definitely attack your body again. But now, in modern medicine, when we look at it like a machine, The book says that in most cases, what is called cancer is not real cancer. That is not what I am saying, but So, if it is not real, you should not use a knife because it will attack your body again. If it is fake cancer, you should not use a not use a knife because it will attack your body again. If it is fake cancer, you should not use a knife.  Even if you don’t touch it  There is no need to inflict any kind of damage knife.  Even if you don’t touch it  There is no need to inflict any kind of damage to your body by using a knife because you can survive. to your body by using a knife because you can survive. That's the conclusion in the book, and that's exactly what I experienced.


<transcript><audio_63> 그리고 저는 수술하기 전에 저도 이제 정립되지 않았지만 제 소견이 그 선생님의 어떤 생각과 저는 일치하는 부분이 많았기 때문에 그러니까 칼을 대지 말고 그냥 안고 살아가자. 그 콩알만한 그 암세포보다는 정상세포가 더 많은 부분을 차지하고 있는데 굳이 그 콩알만한 암세포가</transcript><transcript><audio_64> 내면서 그 다른 옆에 있는 다른 세포들까지 영향을 미칠 필요가 뭐 있겠노 저는 이렇게 생각을 하고 했는데 뭐 남편은</transcript><transcript><audio_65> 자기의 어떤 목숨이 담보로 되어 있는 치료다 보니까 아무리 부부라 해도 더 이상 제가 넘을 수 없는 선이 분명히 있더라고요. 내가 수술을 하자고 아무리 권해도 남편이</transcript><transcript><audio_66> 말했다면 또 그 또한 안 됐을 건데 제가 아무리 하지 말자고 이야기를 해도 저희 남편은 죽어도 수술대 위에서 죽겠다라는 어떤 그런 신념을 가지고 있었기 때문에 더 이상 제가 저희 남편을 뭐 말릴 수도 없었고 그래서 이제 두 번의 수술을 하게 되었던 거죠. 그러니까 이제 잠깐</transcript> And before the surgery, I also didn't have any points, but my opinion is what the doctor thought. There were a lot of things in common with me, so let's just live with it instead of using a knife. Normal cells take up a larger portion than those pea-sized cancer cells. By cutting out the pea-sized thing with a knife, I cut out the other cells next to them as well. I thought, “What is the need to influence it?” But my husband was against it. He was against it, and seeing as it was a treatment where his life was collateral, there was clearly a line that I could no longer cross, no matter how much we were married.  No matter how much I urged him to have surgery, if my husband had said I didn't want to do it, it wouldn't have worked. No matter how much I told him not to do it, my husband had this belief that he would die on the operating table, so I no longer knew what to do with my husband.  We could n't stop it, so now we've had to undergo two surgeries.


<transcript><audio_67> 암 세포가 콩알만하게 있다고 하니까 그걸 이제 식이나 이런 것들로 수술을 하지 않고 이걸 좀 우리가 관리를 잘해다 가자 이런 입장이었던 거군요. 남편분은 왜 치료를 하지 말라고 그러냐 이런 입장인 거고 맞습니다. 자기를 죽이려고 한</transcript><transcript><audio_68> 그렇게 받아들이는 거죠 소위 대구말로 마누라가 나를 죽이려고 한다라는 생각까지 가지게 되고 그러면서 저를 엄청 미워했어요 그때</transcript><transcript><audio_69> 진짜 많이 하고 제 마음은 그런 게 아닌데 남편이 자꾸 오해를 하니까 굉장히 그때 많이 힘들었죠. 그런 감정적인 부분 때문에 그렇게 수술 두 번 하고 나서 작가님</transcript><transcript><audio_70> 제가 기억하기에는 한 챕터를 아예 해가지고 절대로 의사를 신뢰하지 않겠다 이런 내용을 쓰셨더라고요. 이건 어떤 이유에서인가요? 대구에서 수술을 하고 1년 반 만에 다시</transcript> The author said that the cancerous cells were the size of peas, so we took the position that we should manage it better instead of doing surgery due to timing or something like that. My husband.  The person asked me why I shouldn't treat him, and he said that he was trying to kill me earlier, but now he is accepting it that way. He even started to think that his wife was trying to kill me in the so-called Daegu language, and he hated me so much. At that time, I also suffered a lot.  That 's not how I feel, but my husband kept misunderstanding me, so it was very difficult at that time. Those emotional parts. Now that I've had two surgeries, the Now that I've had two surgeries, the author has written a chapter in the book that I can remember and said I will never trust doctors. Now, it's like this.  What is the A year and a half after the surgery in Daegu, the A year and a half after the surgery in Daegu, the


<transcript><audio_71> 병원을 갔을 때 그 의사 선생님이 또다시 저희한테 수술을 또 권하는 거예요. 그래서 제가 의사 선생님한테 물었죠. 혹시</transcript><transcript><audio_72> 수술을 받고 아직까지 몇 년이 지나도 생존하는 확률에 그런 환자들이 있나요? 라고 제가 질문을 드렸죠. 그 선생님한테. 그러니까 그런 환자가 있대요. 그래서 제가 하도 답답해서</transcript><transcript><audio_73> 그러면 그 환자분 전화번호라도 혹시 저한테 주실 수 있나요? 제가 제 눈으로 확인을 하고 저희가 수술을 해도 하겠다. 그렇게 하는데 저희 남편이 말씀드렸는데</transcript><transcript><audio_74> 그래서 거기서 제가 대구에 의심병원에 실례를 할 수가 없다 해서 서울 삼성병원을 찾아오게 되었습니다. 삼성병원에서 가장 잘하는 게 암세포만 공격을 해서 레이저 수술을 하는 시술이 있더라고요.</transcript> cancer came back again, and when we went to the hospital, the doctor wanted us to have another surgery. So I asked the doctor So I asked the doctor if it was possible to have two surgeries.  I asked the doctor, “Are there any patients who have liver cancer surgery and still have a chance of surviving even after several years?” I asked the doctor, and he said that there are such patients. I was so frustrated, so could you at least give me that patient’s phone number?  Do you have it? I confirmed it with my own eyes and said we would do the surgery, but now my husband stopped me, so I couldn't do it anymore, so I came to Samsung Hospital in Seoul because they said I couldn't trust Daegu.  most in  There is a laser surgery procedure that is good at targeting only cancer cells. So,


<transcript><audio_75> 받아야 되겠다는 마음으로 제가 남편을 데리고 서울 삼성병원을 찾아갔는데 그곳에서는 가자마자 하는 말이 간 이식을 먼저 이야기하는 거예요.</transcript> with the thought, "Oh, then, I should get this," I took my husband to Seoul Samsung Hospital, and the first thing they said as soon as we got there was liver transplantation. thing they said as soon as we got there was liver transplantation. [Music]


<transcript><audio_77> 전혀 없었어요. 대구에서는 듣도 보지도 못했던 간이식을 거기 가니까 이야기를 하는데 사실 간이식이라는 부분이 모든 게 맞아야지만 되는데 저희 남편의 형제들도 간이 건강하지는 않아서</transcript><transcript><audio_78> 다 태어날 때부터 비형관념 포균을 가지고 태어나고 그리고 또 저희 아이들은 그때 다 어렸기 때문에 그러니까 그거는 맞지 않았기 때문에 할 수가 없었고</transcript><transcript><audio_79> 암세포만 딱 치료하는 고고를 받고 싶다 하니 의사 선생님이 그거는 맞지 않다. 이식이 아니면 무조건 수술이다. 수술밖에</transcript><transcript><audio_80> 또 그렇게 이제 저희한테 말씀을 하셔서 사실 의사는 권유를 하지만 환자인 저희 입장에서 그 권유가 바로 처방이고 치료라는 결론을 내려주신 거기 때문에</transcript><transcript><audio_81> 또 다시 남편이 또 수술을 받겠다고 자기가 그렇게 선택을 해서 저희가 거기서 수술을 받았거든요. 근데 중요한 건 수술을 하고 한 달 뒤에 재검사를 하러 갔는데</transcript> Before that, there was no such thing at all. There was nothing like that. I all. There was nothing like that. I went there and heard about liver transplantation, which I had never heard of or seen in Daegu. Now I 'm talking about it. Actually, everything has to be right about the liver transplant, but my husband's brothers also don't have healthy livers.  We were all born with hepatitis B, and our children were all young at the time, so we couldn't do it because it wasn't right for them, so I said we wanted to get a treatment that targets only cancer cells with this laser. The doctor told us that that was not right, that it was surgery unless it was a transplant, and that there was no other way than surgery. In fact, the doctor made a recommendation, but from our perspective as Chinese characters, we concluded that the recommendation was a prescription and treatment. Because of the place you gave me Again and again, my husband decided to have another surgery, so he had the surgery. But the important thing is, I went for a re-examination a month after the surgery, and when I did the test, I found that there were


<transcript><audio_82> 갔는데 그때 검사를 하니까 간세포 전체에 암세포가 다 번졌다고 그렇게 이야기를 하고 근데 수술을 권했던 의사 선생님이 그때 저희한테 했던 말이</transcript><transcript><audio_83> 가고 있네요 이렇게 저희한테 이야기를 하는데 저는 진짜 그 순간에 거기에 진짜 폭탄이라도 집어던지고 싶은 그런 본인이 스스로를 권해놓고 자기들이 생각했던 시나리오를</transcript><transcript><audio_84> 그런 말을 환자한테 할 수 있는지 그래서 저는 그때 서울에서의 모든 치료를 다 거부하고 저희가 대구로 왔거든요. 대구로 왔는데</transcript><transcript><audio_85> 정말 이제는 산을 찾아서 그냥 자연에 맡기는 치료를 하자는 느낌의 녹즙도 먹고 매일 산도 가고 산소가 암석이</transcript> went for a re-examination a month after the surgery, and when I did the test, I found that there were cancer cells all over the liver cells. Now we're saying that we lost, but what the doctor who recommended the surgery told us at the time is going according to the scenario we had in mind. He's talking to us like this, and I really want to throw a bomb right there at that moment. They recommend and go with the scenario they thought of.  How can you say something like that to a patient? can you say something like that to a patient? So I refused all the treatment in Seoul and now we have come to Daegu. We came to Daegu for 100 days and now we have to find a mountain and just leave it to nature.  I drank green juice, which felt like it was healing, and went to the mountains every day. and went to the mountains every day.


<transcript><audio_86> 계속 매일 산을 다녔거든요. 그러면서 정말 100일 기도하는 마음으로 다녔는데 사실 그때 컨디션도 굉장히 좋았습니다. 굉장히 좋아서 뭔가 좋아졌겠지라는 어떤 희망을 가지고 다녔는데</transcript><transcript><audio_87> 혹시나 조금 좋아졌을까 하는 기대를 가지고 갔는데 그때 처음 저희한테 간암 진단을 내렸던 그 선생님을 찾아갔는데 그 선생님은 저희가 그때 자기 환자였던 것도 사실 모르고 있더라고요. 그러면서</transcript><transcript><audio_88> 저희한테 하는 말이 젊은 분이 왜 처음부터 간 이식을 하지 않으셨어요? 이 말을 저희한테 하는 거예요. 자기는 그 간 이식에 대한 말을 저희한테 한 적도 없었는데</transcript> There was a lot of talk about how oxygen is very good for cancer cells, so my husband continued to go to the mountains every day from then on. He went there with a prayerful heart for 100 days. In fact, he was in very good condition at that time.  It was went there with a prayerful heart for 100 days. In fact, he was in very good condition at that time.  It was so good that I went back to the hospital in Daegu where I was first diagnosed with some hope that things would get better. Now I went there with hopes that things would get better, but then I saw the same doctor who first diagnosed us with liver cancer.  We went to see him, and the doctor didn't even know that we were his patients at the time. What the doctor was saying to us was why the young man didn't have a liver transplant from the beginning. He didn't say anything about the liver transplant.  You never said anything to me say anything about the liver transplant.  You never said anything to me


<transcript><audio_89> 그러면서 더 상황이 안 좋아졌다. 결과 그렇게 이제 이야기를 하는데 그때 저희가 이제 정말 절망적으로 생각을 하고 병원을</transcript><transcript><audio_90> 복도에 가랗게 현수막이 붙어있더라고요. 간이식 전문병원 이렇게. 그러니까 저희가 처음에 갔을 때는 없었던 기술이 최근 1년 안에 그 기술이 그 병원에 도입이 되었던 거죠. 그런데 정말</transcript><transcript><audio_91> 정말 간이식이 답이었다면 처음부터 저희한테 그거를 이야기를 했었어야 되잖아요. 한국에서 안 되면 미국이라도 찾아가라. 지금 당신한테 가장 필요한 치료는</transcript><transcript><audio_92> 이렇게 권유를 할 수 있어야 되는데 아무 말도 없던 사람이 2년 뒤에 가니까 왜 간이식을 하지 않았냐고 저희한테 답으로 그렇게 이제 묻는데 참 제가 그때 아 정말 믿을 수 없구나</transcript> And then the situation got worse. As we are now talking about the results, we were feeling really hopeless and were just leaving the hospital. When we looked, there was a banner posted in the hallway of the hospital. It was a liver transplant specialty hospital. So, it was not there when we first went.  The technology was introduced to that hospital within the past year. But if liver transplantation really isn't the answer, you should have told us about it from the beginning. If it doesn't work in Korea, go to the United States. The treatment you need most right now is Better than surgery  We should be able to recommend liver transplantation, but people who didn't say anything are now asking us why they didn't have a liver transplant when they passed away two years later, and I really couldn't believe it at the time. I really couldn't believe it at the time.


<transcript><audio_93> Yeah.</transcript>Music] Hey, I'm


<transcript><audio_94> 말씀 들어보니까 믿을 수가 없네요. 환자가 하나의 영업상품인가 생각이 들 정도의 그런 경험을 하게 되었고</transcript><transcript><audio_95> 제가 하는 이야기를 이런 의료 종사하시는 분이 보면 어떻게 판단할지 몰라도 정말 그냥 환자이고 보호자인 제가 느꼈던 부분은 정말 병원이 환자라고</transcript><transcript><audio_96> 저는 그 생각밖에 할 수가 없었습니다 그것도 목숨을 담보로 하는.. 근데 이제 보통 두 번이나 큰 수술 받으셨잖아요 그럼 이제 큰 수술 받고 나서는 전부 다 이제 완치가 됐다라고 얘기를 들으신 거죠?</transcript><transcript><audio_97> 첫 번째 수술은 봤고 굉장히 희망적이었죠. 살도 인위적으로 빠진 수술에 의해서 살이 빠졌지만 그래도 몸도 날씬해졌고</transcript><transcript><audio_98> 그러면서 다른 어떤 증세가 없었으니까 그리고 피검사나 이런 모든 게 정상 수치를 다 나오니까 이렇게 관리하면 앞으로 더</transcript><transcript><audio_99> 그런 희망을 가지고 있었는데 느닷없이 1년 반 뒤에 CT를 찍으니까 또다시 보이지 않는 암템포가 또 보이고 그리고 두 번째도 수술을 하고 바로 온몸에 다 퍼져버렸으니까 완치라고 생각해 본 적은 거의 없었죠.</transcript> really telling you this and I was really a product for patients, and I don't know how someone in the medical field would judge what I'm saying, but as a patient and guardian, I felt like the felt like the hospital was really doing business with patients.  I couldn't think of that. It was risking my life, but now you 've had two major surgeries. So, been told that you're completely cured. So, no, it's not the first time.  After the second surgery, I was very hopeful. Although I lost weight through the surgery, my body is now slimmer and lighter, and there were no other symptoms. And my blood tests and other things were showing normal values, so I managed it like this.  If you do it, go forward  I had hopes that my body would get better, but suddenly, a year and a half later, I had a CT scan and it showed up again. And after the second surgery, it almost never thought it was cured.


<transcript><audio_100> 치료를 거부하고 자연과 함께하는 삶을 사셨잖아요. 그러니까 얼마나 동안 더 사신 건가요? 두 번째 수술을 하고 저희가 퇴원을 그때</transcript><transcript><audio_101> 그리고 1월에 서울 병원에 가서 간 전체가 암세포로 다 덮였다는 사형선고나 다름없는 말을 듣고 그리고 대검에서</transcript><transcript><audio_102> 사실 병원치료는 할 것도 없었고 더 이상 받고 싶으면 아무도 없었고 그래서 그때부터 저희는 간에 좋다라고 하는 녹즙이 있더라고요. 여러 가지 녹황색 채소들로 이루어진 정말 색깔만 봐도 못 먹는 그런 거 있잖아요.</transcript><transcript><audio_103> 쳐다도 안 보일 그런 건데 저희 남편이 살고자 하는 마음이 강하니까 아침마다 제가 그거를 녹즙을 짜주면 그거를 먹고 그리고 모든 일에서는 손을 다 떼고 매일</transcript> So now I'm refusing treatment.  And now he lives a life with nature. How long has he lived like that? It was in December when he was discharged from the hospital after the second surgery. And in January, he went to the hospital and went to Seoul Hospital and was told that his entire liver was covered with cancer cells. entire liver was covered with cancer cells. After hearing that it was like a death sentence, and now that we were in Daegu, there was actually no need for hospital treatment and there was no one who wanted to receive any more treatment, so from then on, we had that green juice that was said to be good. Just by looking at the color, why can't we drink it?  You know, there's something like that. Normally, you wouldn't even look at it, but my husband now has a strong desire to live, so every morning I squeeze him green juice and he eats it. He took his hands off everything and went


<transcript><audio_104> 찾았죠. 매일 산을 찾았는데 대구에 가면 팔공산이라는 아주 기운이 좋은 산이 있거든요. 거기에 우연하게 산을 자기가 찾다가 거기에 작은 불상을 하나 발견을 합니다. 그런데 그 불상은</transcript><transcript><audio_105> 신라시대 때부터 있었던 작은 불상인데 그게 약사여래함이라는 이름이 앞에 붙어 있었는데 약사여래함이라는 게 뭐냐면 아픈 사람을 낫게 해주는 그러한 부처님이라는 건데</transcript><transcript><audio_106> 우연하게 발견을 하고는 또 거기에다가 어떤 의미를 부여하는 거죠. 내가 나을 수 있겠구나. 그래서 또 이런 부처님도 내가 여기서 만나고 저 도저히 부처님이 있을 수 없는 자리에 그 부처님 불상이 있었거든요.</transcript><transcript><audio_107> 매일 한 시간 이상을 부처님을 찾아가서 절을 하고 또 내려오고 이거를 거의 100일을 기도하듯이 그렇게 했었거든요. 그렇게 했는데 이제 마지막 병원에서 그렇게 통보를 받고 나니까 그때는</transcript> to the mountains every day.  If you go to Daegu, there is a very energetic mountain called Palgongsan. By chance, while looking for the mountain like this, you find a small Buddha statue there. But when you look at that Buddha statue, you see that it is a small Buddha statue that has existed since the Silla Dynasty. It is the Medicine Buddha.  The name 'Ham' was attached to the front, and what 'Medicine Tathagata' means is the Buddha who heals sick people. But now my husband discovered it by chance and gave it some other meaning. I can give birth to it.  So, I also met this kind of Buddha here, and there was a statue of that Buddha in a place where a Buddha couldn't possibly be. So, I visited the Buddha for more than an hour every day, bowed to him, and came down again, and I prayed for almost 100 days. That's what I did. But now, after receiving that notification from the last hospital,


<transcript><audio_108> 희망의 끈을 그냥 다 놓아버리고 그러면서 4월, 5월, 7월에 이제 마지막 운명을 하셨거든요.</transcript><transcript><audio_109> 남편이 떠나시고 어떤 부분이 가장 힘드셨어요? 남편하고 저하고 만났던 게 사실 결혼 전부터 연애 시절까지 합친 거의 20년을</transcript><transcript><audio_110> 생각해 본 적이 없을 만큼 거기다 일도 같이 하지 거의 24시간을 매일 같이</transcript><transcript><audio_111> 어떤 그 시간 속에 있었던 내 함께 있었던 사람이 어느 순간에 그 사람이 눈앞에서 없어져 버리는 그게 굉장히 저한테는 사실 고통이었어요.</transcript><transcript><audio_112> 처음에 남편을 보내고 한동안은 제가 집에 혼자 있을 수도 없었어요 집에 혼자 있으면 너무 무섭고 그러니까 아이들은 그때 고등학생 때니까</transcript> my husband just gave up all hope suffered his last fate in April, May, and July. After the second surgery, I husband left? My husband and I met. In fact, we lived apart for almost 20 years, including before we got married and when we were dating.  We never had enemies, and we worked together, so we lived together almost 24 hours so the fact that the person I was with for 20 years suddenly very true to me.  It was a pain. It was a pain. When I first left my husband, I first left my husband, I couldn't be home alone for a while. It was so scary to be home alone. The kids were in high school at the time, so they The kids were in high school at the time, so they


<transcript><audio_113> 보통 오면 12시 다 돼서 오고 이런 상황이었는데 저 혼자 밤에 있는 게 너무 무섭고 고통스러웠고 그래서 집에 혼자 있지도 못하고 그렇게 힘든 시간도 사실 많이 보내주고</transcript> came late from school, and they usually came around 12 o'clock. It was like that, and I was alone at night.  It was so scary and painful that I couldn't stay home alone, and I painful that I couldn't stay home alone, and I actually went through a lot of difficult times. The


<transcript><audio_114> 사실 많이 보냈었고 제가 지금 하고 있는 사업의 원기술자가 저희 남편이거든요. 원기술자가 없는 기술을 가지고 제품을 만들고</transcript><transcript><audio_115> 그런 일은 아니거든요.</transcript> actually went through a lot of difficult times. The original engineer for the business I'm currently working on is my husband, so the fact that I'm making a product using technology that doesn't have a original engineer is actually true.  It's not easy [Music]


<transcript><audio_117> 원기술자가 있다면 더 빠르게 발전도 시키고 어떤 개발도 더 신경을 쓰고 할 텐데 그러한 부분도 굉장히 거기서 딱 정지가 되는 느낌 남편이 개발해놓은 그 상태에서 정지가 되는 느낌이</transcript><transcript><audio_118> 정지가 되는 느낌이었고 무엇보다 저희 아이들이 이제 커가는 과정에서 저희 남편이 그때 마지막에 했던 말이 우리 아들 군대 가는 모습이라도 내가 볼 수 있으면 좋겠다 이 말을 굉장히 많이 했거든요 근데 사실 군에 가는 모습을 못 봤고 그러다가</transcript><transcript><audio_119> 1살이 되어서 군대를 가게 되었거든요. 사실 그때 정말 제가 많이 울었습니다. 아들을 군에 보낸다는 자체 때문에라도 제가 눈물을 흘렸는데 사실 우리 아들 군에 가는 모습이라도 봤으면</transcript><transcript><audio_120> 그 말이 계속 떠오르고 해서 그런 살아가는 매 순간순간이 늘 생각이 나고 그 생각이 날 때마다 지금도 굉장히 많이 아픈 부분이죠. 얼마 전에 저희 아들도 미국에 유학을</transcript><transcript><audio_121> 미국에 유학을 보냈는데 그때도 또 굉장히 많이 생각이 나고 이제는 조금 아픔으로 다가온 그런 시간은 이제 조금 지났는데</transcript> So, if there was an original engineer, we would have developed faster and paid more attention to any development, but that part also felt like it was just stopping there. It felt like my husband's development was coming to a halt, and coming to a halt, and more than anything, my children  Now, in the process of growing up, the last thing my husband said at that time was that he wished I could at least see my son go to the military. But in fact, I never saw him go to the military, and then my son turned 21 and ended up going. In fact, he did.  I cried a lot at that time. I shed tears just because of sending my son to the military, but in fact, my husband's words of wanting to see my son go to the military kept coming to mind, so I coming to mind, so I always think of every moment of my life, and whenever I think of that, I still feel very sad.  This is a very painful part. Not long ago, my son also went to study abroad in the United States, and I Not long ago, my son also went to study abroad in the United States, and I thought about it a lot again. Now, the time that used to be a little painful has passed, but it


<transcript><audio_122> 얼마나 좋았을까 하는 그런 아쉬움이 굉장히 많이 남는 순간입니다 저 같은 경우는 이제 그 가까운</transcript><transcript><audio_123> 삶에 대한 호부감이 되게 좀 크게 다가오더라고요 근데 이제 작가님께서는 진짜 가까운 배우자의 죽음을 어떻게 목격을 하신 거잖아요</transcript> still leaves me with a lot of regret, thinking how good it would have been if we had been together.  The case is now always feel it, but the sense of futility about that life has become quite big. Butnow, how did the author witness the death of a spouse who was really close to him? how did the author witness the death of a spouse who was really close to him? [Music]


<transcript><audio_125> 생각이나 가치가 이런 게 좀 바뀌신 게 있으신가요? 어떠신가요? 저희가 보통 살면서 진짜 유명한 연예인이 어느 날 갑자기 세상을 떠났다 해도</transcript><transcript><audio_126> 자기가 자살을 하고 해서 죽었을 때 그때도 참 허무하다는 생각을 많이 했는데 하물며 그런 연예인이 죽어도 그렇게 삶이 허무한데 아까도 말씀드렸지만 20년을</transcript><transcript><audio_127> 어느 날 정말 한 줌의 제가 되어서 저희한테 왔을 때 그 허무함은 정말 말로 표현할 수가 없더라고요. 그러니까 정말 저희가 낙골당에서 항아리에</transcript><transcript><audio_128> 말로 표현할 수 없는 허무감이죠. 그 허무감은. 그래서 그 뒤로 제가 느끼는 거는 늘 친구들한테도 하는 말이 멋이 중요한데. 멋이 중요한데. 대구말로 멋이 중요하노?</transcript><transcript><audio_129> 저는 나 자신이라는 생각을 그때 더 많이 가지게 되거든요. 가지게 되었죠. 제가. 저희 남편은 사실 자신을 굉장히 희생을 많이 하면서 살았어요.</transcript><transcript><audio_130> 스트레스가 쌓이고 해서 몸에 그런 병이 왔을 수도 있는데 저는 지금도 인생에서 제일 중요한 게 뭐냐고 물으면 저는 제 자신이라고 이야기를 하거든요. 내가 행복하고 내가 기뻤을 때 내 아이들</transcript> Something about life?  Have you changed your thoughts or values? So, even if a really famous celebrity in our lives suddenly passed away one day, in fact, I remember Choi Jin-sil committing suicide in the past, so when she died, I now feel like it was really meaningless.  I did a lot  Moreover, even when such a celebrity dies, life is so meaningless. As I said before, when my husband of 20 years came to us one day as one of those few people, the feeling of futility cannot be expressed in words. futility cannot be expressed in words. I mean, he really was in the charnel house. I mean, he really was in the charnel house. When I became a handful of ashes in that jar and was still exposed to the warm heat, it was a feeling of emptiness that couldn't be expressed in words. That feeling of emptiness was what I always felt after that, even to my friends: What's the point? even to my friends: What's the point? What is important? In Daegu, we most important thing in life is myself. At that time, I started to think more and more. My husband actually sacrificed himself a lot during his life, so maybe that was more stressful.  It may be that the accumulation of it has caused such diseases in my body, but may be that the accumulation of it has caused such diseases in my body, but even now, when people ask me what is the most important thing in life, I say myself. When I am happy and I am happy, my


<transcript><audio_131> 기쁨을 함께 누릴 수 있는 거지 그 속에 내가 없으면 아무 소용이 없다는 저는 그 생각을 많이 하게 되었습니다. 그럼 이제 그렇게 남편분 떠나시고 아까 말씀하셨던 대로 회사의 원인으로서</transcript><transcript><audio_132> 남편이 회사를 기여한 분이 상당히 많았고 작가님께서는 인생의 반려자와 사회 동반자를 다 잃으신 거잖아요 그런 상황 속에서 어떻게 다시 또 지금의 기업을 또 일구시게 된 거예요? 다행히 남편이 두 번째 수술을 받기 전에 저희 여동생 남편이죠.</transcript><transcript><audio_133> 저희 남편한테 동서가 되는데 그분한테 그분이 이제 저희 남편한테 기술을 배우게 되었습니다. 그때 기술을 배우고 얼마 안 있다가 다시 재발이 되고 두 번째 수술을</transcript><transcript><audio_134> 되고 두 번째 수술을 하게 되고 그러면서 아예 일을 더 이상 못하고 손을 놓게 되었는데 그래도 그나마 그때 남편의 모든 기술을 저희 제부한테 다</transcript><transcript><audio_135> 그래서 그 기술력으로 그때 배웠던 기술력으로 지금 계속 버티고 있었고 버티고 오면서 그걸로 저희는 이제 승강기 쪽에 승강기 바닥 전문으로 아예 계속 그쪽으로만 그러니까 확장을 시키기보다는 깊이 있게 파고 내려가자는 신념으로</transcript> children are happy and my parents can also enjoy the joy together. If I'm not inside I thought about that a lot, thinking that it was of no use. After I thought about that a lot, thinking that it was of no use. After my husband left, as you mentioned earlier, he was the company's original engineer, and he had already run the company for a long time. In a way, the author is now a life partner and a social partner.  You have achieved everything. In such a situation, you Fortunately, before my husband undergoes the second surgery, he is my sister's husband. I was tipped off, and he became my husband's sister- in-law.  To my husband  I learned the technique. At that time, I At that time, I learned the technique, but after a while, it relapsed again and I had to have a second surgery. As a result, I relapsed again and I had to have a second surgery. As a result, I couldn't work anymore and had to But at least at that time, my informant taught me all of my husband's techniques. Because you taught us, we have been holding on now with the technology we learned back then, and with that we have now that we have now specialized in elevator floors in the elevator area, specialized in elevator floors in the elevator area, rather than continuing to expand only in that area.


<transcript><audio_136> 그래서 그쪽 시장에 계속 저희를 알리는 그 작업을 계속했었고 어느 정도 제가 생각하는 목표치에 지금 계속 다가가고 있는 중입니다.</transcript><transcript><audio_137> 얼마 전에 또 하나의 어제 특허 등록을 또 하나를 했거든요. 했는데 그 자체도 또 저희 남편 기술이었는데</transcript><transcript><audio_138> 한 번 저희 남편을 생각을 했습니다. 제가 진짜 고마워하는 부분이고 이런 선물까지 남겨놓고 갔는데 제가 모르고 있었구나 그 생각을 하면서 그 특허를 가지고 한 번 더 또다시 도약할 수 있는</transcript><transcript><audio_139> 작가님이 사업에 관련해서 얘기하실 때</transcript> did it with the belief that I wanted to dig deep, so now I've continued to work on making ourselves known to that market, and to some extent, we're getting closer to a certain goal I think. And we registered another patent not too long ago, just yesterday. But that in itself was my husband's technology, so I thought of him once again. It was something I was really grateful for, and he even left me a gift like this, but I didn't know about it. I thought about it, and thought about how I could take another leap forward with that patent. It was a moment where I thought it would be an opportunity to do something.  When the writer talks about business, I do