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ours was an epic love story , and i wo n't be able to get more than a sentence into it without disappearing into a puddle of tears . gus knew . gus knows . i will not tell you our love story , because-like all real love stories-it will die with us , as it should . i 'd hoped that he 'd be eulogizing me , because there 's no one i 'd rather have ... '' i started crying . `` okay , how not to cry . how am i-okay . i took a few breaths and went back to the page . `` i ca n't talk about our love story , so i will talk about math . i am not a mathematician , but i know this : there are infinite numbers between 0 and 1 . there 's .1 and .12 and .112 and an infinite collection of others . of course , there is a bigger infinite set of numbers between 0 and 2 , or between 0 and a million . a writer we used to like taught us that . there are days , many of them , when i resent the size of my unbounded set . i want more numbers than i 'm likely to get , and god , i want more numbers for augustus waters than he got . but , gus , my love , i can not tell you how thankful i am for our little infinity .
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a range of emotions raced over jill 's features -- especially fear and confusion -- but she leaned down and buried her face against her mother 's shoulder in acceptance . `` okay . ' it was a touching moment , and again , i almost felt like crying . i 'd had my own share of family drama and parental issues . like before , i wanted the mastranos to have this moment -- but they could n't . `` you ca n't , ' i told them . `` you ca n't go on like before . jill ... jill has to go to court . ' emily jerked away from jill and stared at me . only a second ago , emily had been full of grief and distress . now , i saw intense anger and ferocity . her blue eyes were stormy , fixing me with a sharp glare . she is not going there . she is never going there . ' jill had already visited court before , but both emily and i knew that i was n't referring to some casual sightseeing trip . jill had to go with her true identity . well -- maybe true was n't the right word . illicit royalty was n't part of her nature , at least not yet . she was who she 'd always been , but her name had changed . that change had to be acknowledged , and the moroi court would be shaken .
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finally , alex had told her big sister that she had to use the bathroom . when lauren wanted to come into the small room with her , alex had thrown a fit . i do n't want you watching me . she 'd stood there with her hands on her hips , just like their ma used to do . her sister finally told her that she 'd wait for her at the front counter and left her alone . she waited in the bathroom long enough so that her sister could make it up front . then she peeked out the crack of the door to make sure that she had disappeared . she tiptoed down the aisle and pocketed the horse smoothly . she had n't counted on a hand dropping onto her shoulder . you are n't supposed to do that . alex spun around to see grant do-gooder holton standing behind her . grant was the same age as alex and had earned the nickname by being the towns biggest tattletale . he thought that just because his daddy was the towns hotshot lawyer that he had to tell everyone else what to do . all the other kids at school made fun of him about it . grant was a little taller than she was . then again , almost everyone was taller than she was . her mother had said that she was a small statue .
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there is a grocery shop , a chemist , a souvenir-gift shop , petrol station , friels hotel on the other side of town and of course a pub . the buildings are all painted in gay colours of peach , yellow and warm dun . some have small neat garden patches . the sea can be seen stretching northward , to the left , on entering the village , with its necklace of islands . to the south are the mountains of donegal with ardrigh ( high king ) living up to its name by dominating the skyline . amid all this natural beauty stands our little village of glenbeg . all could clearly be seen from my vantage point . why , i asked myself , would anyone want to leave this ? ! there were a few people on the street talking outside the grocery shop where sarah worked . sarah , like aisling , had become pregnant very soon after my wedding . aisling was expecting her third in june , and sarah , her second , in july ! looked like they had been working in tandem ! before entering the village , about half a mile out , is a crossroads . it is where the coast road intersects with another road . in one direction , this road leads south to letterkenny . in the other direction , it leads north for a mile , ending in the harbor .
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she asked , while pointing at the dark area and white pointy thing in the pictures of my wrist . i nodded in awe . well put a cast on it , and it should heal fairly quickly . she smiled at me and then at my dad quickly . he finally met her eyes , but i didnt think he recognized her . i needed to fix that . while she wrapped my arm in soft white gauze , then pink , i asked her , doctor forbes , dont you recognize us from the park ? its you , right ? she nodded quickly and blushed . then i looked to my dad who finally caught on to our doctor . ive been , well , you knowworried about this one . dad pointed to me . im francis and youve met my little squirt . doctor forbes smiled politely . the fright was written all over your face . dads face had relaxed , and his eyes brightened while they talked . i invited her to my grandparents house , but she said she was working late . then dad made sure shed be at the park the next day . well see you at the park tomorrow ? would you like to share a bench while the munchkins play ? i saw the sparkle in their eyes . and even though i knew it would take time , maybe my prayers would come true and i would get a mommy after all .
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`` he must set this to rights . '' keeley said as she shot to her feet . `` i am not claimed by the mcdonald clan . 't is true i have healing skills and i am sought out regularly by some of the mcdonald clan , but i do n't live within their walls . i am free to go where i please . '' mairin regarded her with open curiosity . `` if you have such a gift , they would be fools not to keep you . why do you no longer call yourself mcdonald ? '' `` 't was not my choice , '' keeley said in a low voice . `` i did n't turn my back on my clan . they turned their back on me . '' they were interrupted when maddie swept back into the room bearing a trencher of food . she set it on the small table a mere foot from where keeley stood . `` there now , eat up , lass . you must keep your strength up as well if you are to tend to alaric through the night . '' as hungry as she 'd been , keeley found she no longer had an appetite after learning of alaric 's impending marriage .
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thor wished he knew how to respond - but he did n't really know where he had been himself . that he had fallen asleep outside on the ground , on argon 's mountain ? it made no sense , not even to him . `` i do n't know , '' he answered , not knowing how much to tell them . `` i got lost , '' thor said . `` well you 're lucky you made it back when you did , '' reece said . `` if you had come back late for the day 's assignments , they would n't have let you back into the legion , '' elden added , coming up beside them , clapping a beefy hand on his shoulder . you were missed yesterday . '' thor was still shocked at the difference in how elden treated him since their time on the far side of the canyon . `` how did things go with my sister ? '' reece asked , in hushed tones . thor blushed , unsure how to respond . reece prodded . `` yes , i did , '' he began . although we had to leave abruptly . '' `` well , '' reece continued , as they all lined up side-by-side before kolk and the king 's men , `` you will get to see more of her tonight . put on your finest .
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`` i 'm so lost , '' eve murmured . `` we 're people who help other people in trouble , '' swanny said , swiveling in his seat to look at eve and her siblings . his expression was serious , but his eyes were soft and friendly , contradicting the harsh look given to him by the scar that raked across one side of his face . his words should have reassured eve . because she and her brother and sister were definitely in trouble and they definitely needed help . but the words did n't reassure her . they just made her more nervous about the man in whom she 'd placed her and her siblings ' trust . as if sensing her unease , donovan reached for her hand again , curling his fingers around hers . familiar warmth spread up her arm . it was something she could become addicted to . just a brief moment when she felt that all was well and that walt did n't exist . it was a stupid thought and one that could get her killed if she did n't snap out of it . there was no safe harbor from walt . `` it 's going to be okay , eve . the quiet vow shook her to her core . he sounded absolute . how could anyone make such a promise ? especially when they had no idea what they were up against ?
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the decorations dotted one half of a lawn in front of a two-unit condo . and clearing a swath through the yard , like a christmas decoration lawnmower but with the attitude of general sherman burning his way to the coast , agnes sturgis ripped out forks and flamingoes , hurling them into an industrial-sized black plastic bag she dragged behind her . i knew agnes . all of sweetwater knew agnes . she was the crankiest , most no-nonsense , tell-it-how-it-is member on the city council . agnes recently fussed at the ceo of the towns largest retailer at a public meeting . the ceo had the gumption to petition the town to allow a variance on landscaping . he claimed the landscaping required by the town would block his stores signage . agnes shot him down in five minutes of non-stop , sour-mouthed lecturing and gesticulating captured in a video that went viral in certain circles on the internet . i parked my jeep near agness side of the condo and hopped out , noticing for the first time that louise , the 80-something-year-old receptionist at grayson investigations , stood on her own half of the condo lawn .
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but the answer is so plain because im a fool its 5 a.m. and im facing the truth buried beneath the distance i keep between us its no good to keep myself , keep myself so far , far away knowing that the answer to the question is that she would be here if i would start a new day keeping myself not so far away anymore but letting her be here and holding the most precious woman i know close close forever and not just in my heart then the whispering flames echoing stars and the throbbing in my veins will testify im no longer the fool because shes here because im here because were together and not just in my heart . love , your secret admirer march 17 you : happy saint patrick 's day ! i like the green glitter rimmed glasses you 're wearing today . guess who crashed a car yesterday while doing a test drive ? was i texting while driving ? was i driving drowsy ? was i loudly unwrapping a peanut butter and jelly sandwich during the quiet test ? believe it or not , a deer came jumping out of the middle of nowhere and literally jumped over the hood , which scared the jeepers out of me , so i swerved and slammed into a table of engineers that ran away before i could hit any of them while simultaneously proving that the tires they use do , in fact , stop a full twenty eight feet earlier than the competitions under similar circumstances . so there was a lesson to be had by all . and what might that lesson be ? that it is not necessary to be a distracted driver by sleepiness , texting or unwrapping peanut butter and jelly sandwiches because nature will create plenty of obstacles to safe driving for us . man need not create his own obstacles to his own safety or the safety of a nearby table full of observing engineers .
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being late or taking legal action meant rescheduling , and she did n't want to wait even one more day to see her-beth 's baby . she shut off the alarm . letting ryan accompany her was the most expedient choice . `` you can follow me to the medical complex in your car . '' `` and give you the chance to lose me in traffic ? he withdrew his key ring from his pocket . he might have her backed into a corner , but that did n't mean she had to go down without a fight . with a shrug he pocketed his keys and opened the door then extended his arm , palm up , to indicate she lead the way . nicole snatched her purse out of the drawer and marched ahead . his palm pressed her lower back and her pulse jumped . she wished he 'd quit doing that-at least until she could numb herself to his touch . thank goodness lea was on the phone , but her eyes rounded as she took in nicole leaving with ryan and the familiar placement of his hand . there would be questions later , and eventually nicole would have to figure out how much she was going to share . right now she was too rattled to worry about it . ryan folded himself into the passenger seat . her pearl-white cadillac srx crossover was both comfortable and roomy . `` i have to taxi clients and their luggage around sometimes .
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but he could n't remind her of anything if he did n't first persuade her to stay . sean stilled her h*ps and sent her a stern glance of warning . then he brought her down on his c*ck again , like a knife through melting butter . so damn slowly a shudder wracked him again . her keening cry zipped to his balls and straight up his stiff length . damn it , she was going to dismantle his self-control if he did n't get a grip . her delicate fingers bit into his shoulders . she moved with him , graceful , sensual . their breathing aligned . sean watched her close her eyes and finally let him dictate their rhythm . he witnessed her slow , intoxicating loss of control . as she undulated , the delicate collar he 'd clipped around her neck twinkled above her br**sts , which bounced gently in his face . he took one nipple in his mouth , melting inside as the candy-hard tip tightened on his tongue . then he took the other tight pink bud between his lips and laved her before sucking deep . callie was so utterly responsive , and he did n't think for an instant that she simply needed sex after her long abstinence . he was n't going to be done here until he knew that she needed him .
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`` auras tell a lot , rose , and i 'm very good at reading them . much better than your friends probably are . a spirit dream wraps your own aura in gold , which is how i knew . your personal aura is unique to you , though it fluctuates with your feelings and soul . when people are in love , it shows . their auras shine . when you were dreaming , yours was bright . the colors were bright ... but not what i expected from a boyfriend . of course , not every relationship is the same . people are at different stages . i would have brushed it off , except ... ' `` except what ? ' `` except , when you 're with dimitri , your aura 's like the sun . so is his . ' she smiled when i simply stared in stunned silence . `` you 're surprised by this ? ' `` i ... that is , we 're over . we used to be together , but after his change , he did n't want me anymore . i moved on . ' where moving on apparently meant holding hands and having close , heated moments . `` that 's why i 'm with adrian . i 'm happy with adrian . ' that last sentence sounded almost defensive . her or myself ? `` behaviors and feelings rarely line up , ' she said , sounding very dimitri zen-like .
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no one bothered them the next morning , and they slept until long after the sun began pouring brightly into the room . nev luther , seeing john 's truck parked in its normal location , came to the house to ask him a question , but edie dared the foreman to disturb them with such a fierce expression on her face that he decided the question was n't important after all . john woke shortly after one , disturbed by the heat of the sunlight streaming directly onto the bed . his temples and mustache were already damp with sweat , and he badly needed a cool shower to drive away the sluggishness of heat and exhaustion . he left the bed quietly , taking care not to wake michelle , though a purely male smile touched his hard lips as he saw her shift lying in the middle of the floor . he did n't even remember pulling it off her , much less throwing it . nothing had mattered but loving her . he stood under the shower , feeling utterly sated but somehow uneasy . he kept remembering the sound of her voice when she said `` i love you '' and it was driving him crazy . had she been dreaming , or had she known it was him ? she 'd never said it before , and she had n't said it again . the uncertainty knifed at him .
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clearly my fantasies knew no limit . i hoped that would n't come to a crashing end tonight when he realized i was so far out of his league that there were probably laws against us dating . yet still , my stalking knew no bounds . instagram , facebook , and twitter . i 'd need a twelve-step program if i were to cut myself off from this . but he was so good-looking , i could n't possibly be held accountable for my actions . he seemed to communicate professionally and politely with fans online , but i liked that i secretly knew he had an absolutely filthy mouth . pulling myself away from my computer , i dressed in jeans and a t-shirt and grabbed my camera . gunnar had hooked up with a french waiter last night and subsequently canceled on me since they were apparently still in bed . regardless , the louvre and i still had a hot date today . it was just the cultural and visual distraction , and i needed the diversion to keep my thoughts from diving into the gutter . deciding what to wear on a date with ben shaw was like trying to solve a rubik 's cube in the dark . i tried on and abandoned nearly every article of clothing i brought .
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i shouted , and he looked startled , but backed away with both hands held up , palms out . i wish youd never touched me . i seized the anger burning inside me and fed it until it roasted my pain and vaporized my unshed tears , because the alternative was unacceptable . i wish id never met you , i spat . heather was right . it was better to avoid temptation than to take that first bite , then have the feast stolen away from you forever . if it was always going to end like this , you should never have asked me out in the first place . i dont need your help , and i dont want your sympathy . i grabbed my backpack and pulled the door open , then ran down the hall without bothering to close the door at my back . noah called from behind me , and if hed chased me , i would have let him catch me , because the ache from losing him still hurt infinitely worse than my wounded pride . but when i didnt stop , he only closed the apartment door . i ran down two flights of stairs , fighting tears , now that he wasnt there to witness my heartbreak , but by the time i hit the sidewalk , i was seeing clearly . my vision had been sharpened by the truth . focused by pain .
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the cigarette felt like a lollypop stick in his mouth , and he had to flick the wheel on the lighter several times before he got a flame . `` i hate to be responsible for a lover 's spat . '' i 'm lex manchester , by the way . '' talking made the cigarette wiggle , so he had to stop until he got it lit . `` yeah , i read your nametag . '' so far , the guy had more information about lex than lex had about him . then he took a drag on the cigarette and started to choke . bumming a cigarette might not have been the best move . he used the first excuse he could think of . `` i 'm sort of ... asthmatic . '' he took the cigarette out of his mouth before he mangled it with his coughing . `` if you 're asthmatic , you should n't smoke , '' the guy said . but i crave it . '' as if to prove his point , he took another drag on the cigarette . the smoke affected him just as much , but this time he was determined not to launch into another coughing fit . he swallowed rapidly , trying to stave off the coughing , but the strain must have shown on his face . `` you do n't look good , '' the guy said . `` have a drink of my beer . '' he pushed it toward lex .
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in the moment , colt did n't even think about the fact that he was supposed to be a ranch hand . `` yeah , i 've done some traveling . i got my mba at harvard . met some of my best friends there . to this day we 're still as close as brothers . '' you went to harvard and you 're a ranch hand ? '' there was the thing about lying again . he was silent for a minute while he tried how to answer as honestly as he could . `` i had amazing parents , the best in the world . they died five years ago while on vacation in oregon . but i worked hard in school , got excellent grades , and played basketball . '' that was honest , at least . that 's impressive , colt . but why ranch if you have an mba from harvard ? you could go anywhere with that , make so much money . '' `` i grew up here , and i love it here . i knew when i went to college that i would come back home . '' she just did n't know he was extremely wealthy . she did n't need to know that right now . she would have to know when he bought her land . `` i went to brown , '' she admitted shyly . `` you 're pretty impressive yourself , brielle . ''
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well , i do..butokay , my uncle who lives in la , offered me a job in the movie industry therebackstage , you know , im supposed to work in a hollywood movie studio . so you must be going ? uhmim still thinking about it . i dont know , who does ? serena laughed , youre one crazy guy . you should go , youd probably meet some hot young actress , go out with her and go get a vegas wedding . oh , serena , i dont think id want that . but if you do , it would be cool . id be like , hey , i went with that guy out one time come on , i wouldnt want this to be the last date . whoa , easy , easy . blake said , i know youd think its too early to say that buti do . youre just thisbreath of fresh air , and i enjoy talking to you . i wan na get to know you more . blake , listen , he said , the more i talk to you , the more i getenthralled . you are beautiful , and not just physically , serena , i blake , we all have these people we enjoy talking to . i know , but its different with you . blake told her , youre like magic . serena laughed , oh , dont use those lines on me .
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devon did n't like the aggravation that he sensed from her ; it was more than apparent that she was annoyed by the boy . melissa glanced toward the table . devon folded his arms over his chest as cassie shook her head at mark . he already had enough competition in the form of cassie 's boyfriend for her attention ; he did n't require anymore . melissa frowned at him as her dark eyebrows drew together over her petite nose . devon 's gaze returned to the table as the tall blond he 'd seen her with last night appeared . hell , the boy had crawled through her bedroom window last night , and he had n't come back out . it was an emotion that until now , had been utterly foreign to him . for most of his existence he 'd always taken whatever he wanted , whenever he wanted it . he did n't like the feeling of helplessness that filled him , and anger was an emotion that he could n't allow himself to experience . anger made him unstable , and for him , instability could be lethal for those around him . he never should have come here ; he should n't have placed himself in closer proximity to her . she helped to fill the void in his soul , but she also served to unhinge all of the grueling work he 'd done to keep himself under firm restraint .
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`` you are so stupid , '' she jeered , `` you are a fool ! everyone knew but you ... '' he clapped his hands to his ears , hoping to drown her out but her voice remained , cutting through him like a chainsaw . he ground his teeth together and crept toward the door . a small squeak caught his attention ; he turned his head to see a shadow gather and coalesce in the hallway . curious eyes peeked at him from a solemn little face . `` are you lost ? `` `` yeah , '' the creeper said gruffly , `` very lost . '' `` you should get a phone like my dad 's ; it tells you where you are and where you 're going too . '' how old was the kid , ten ? what had he been doing when he was that age ? he could recall the fourth grade vaguely : the smell of chalk and the taste of the paste he had liked to eat , the bicycle that had dumped him in the driveway and led to two chipped front teeth . his old man had beaten his ass good for that stunt , teeth were expensive to fix , after all . the kid watched him leave . he closed the door softly then tugged the hat down lower .
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he noticed that she didnt flinch or try to pull away . in fact , she laced her arms around his neck and laid her head on his shoulder for a second . the relief he felt at their success flowed through him . theyd saved jeff . adela stepped back and smiled at him . we did well . jeff was a good guy and missy was a nice woman . liam hoped that they took good care of each other and loved each other as they both deserved . gunnar might have been right about some people not being any better than animals , but he was wrong on jeff and missy . those were two people who deserved the happiness love could bring . maybe he and adela would be able to sneak back and check up on them one day . he would love to see them happy and enjoying their lives . so whats next , evangeline ? liam asked , not taking his gaze off adela and feeling invigorated , like he could take on the world . your next assignment , of course . in a way , he was taking on the world . well , bring it . as angels of death ? liam could hear the hope in her voice . im afraid not , adela . as angels of affection . adelas face fell , but then she smiled at liam .
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but you and i have known each other so well over many lifetimes , so very many years , i forget that you might not remember . it was to me that you entrusted your darkest secrets-your love of daniel , your fears for your future , your confusing feelings about cam . '' luce flushed , but the woman did n't notice . `` and it was to you that i entrusted the very reasons for my existence , as well as the key to everything you seek . you were the one innocent i knew i could always rely upon to do what needed to be done . '' `` i-i 'm sorry i do n't remember , '' luce stammered , and she was . `` transeternal , dear . '' `` they 're technically mortals , '' daniel explained , `` but they can live for hundreds , even thousands of years . they have long worked closely with angels . '' `` it all started with great-granddaddy methuselah , '' dee said proudly . `` he invented prayer . `` well , in the old days , when mortals wanted something , they just wished for it in a scattershot manner . granddaddy was the first to appeal to god directly , and-here 's the genius part-he asked for a message confirming that he had been heard . god responded with an angel , and the messenger angel was born .
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i ca n't say that i was happy about hearing from her , and for a second i wondered who had given her my phone number before i realized it was probably in the church records . `` i 'm fine , '' i finally blurted out , still in shock . i see ... , '' she said , trailing off . it took her a few seconds to get the words out . i just wanted to know if you would n't mind coming by a little later this afternoon . '' `` coming by ? '' i did n't even try to disguise the growing surprise in my voice . jamie ignored it and went on . i would n't ask if it was n't important . '' `` ca n't you just tell me over the phone ? '' `` well , i 'm working on my college application essays all afternoon , '' i said , trying to get out of it . `` oh ... well ... like i said , it 's important , but i suppose i can talk to you monday at school ... ... '' with that , i suddenly realized that she was n't going to let me off the hook and that we 'd end up talking one way or the other . my brain suddenly clicked through the scenarios as i tried to figure out which one i should do-talk to her where my friends would see us or talk at her house .
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i saw tom turn my way so i ran back to the bathroom wondering what had made him so angry . with anxiety overwhelming my mind , i had a quick shower and got dressed in a hurry . i met christopher on the porch a few minutes later . he still seemed to be at ease . where is tom ? he said in a sullen tone . did you two fight over something ? tom can be stubborn sometimes . well work it out , dont worry . the same sullen voice said . did you argueabout me ? emma , i wish you stopped blaming yourself about everything . his voice had softened now . so , what about that romantic bar near the square ? it overlooks the whole bay and , if we hurry we may catch the sunset . okay , but i just wish you let me know what is bothering you . let me deal with this . i just want you to be relaxed , can you do this for me ? i sighed , as i knew there was no way i could make him tell me more . we did catch the sunset and it was the perfect place to be , with the perfect man next to me . if it had not been for the fear that kept creeping into my mind , it would have been the happiest moment in my life . but it was there , the invisible cloud , blurring my thoughts and my eyes .
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paen suspected that avelyn 's clumsiness and apparent ineptitude were really just a result of herlow-esteem and awkwardnesswith him ... justas david 's tendencyto trip overhis own feet was a result ofnervousness and an eagernesstoplease . given timeand proper tending , paenwas surehe would have himself the perfect wife . `` iam ready , husband. `` paen glanceddown at her andfound himself smiling . she was dressed inanother unattractive , overlarge and dark gown , and her hair was dampand scraped back harshly from her face . still , herbeauty showed through to him . her eyes werehuge and alight with goodhumor and kind-heartedness , andher mouth curved in agentle smile . his parents haddonewell , paendecided . he was pleased withthe bride they 'd chosen for him . he thought he might even come to develop affection for her someday . for now , it was enough thatheliked her . it was good to likeawife . it made it easier to spenda lifetime with her . realizing he was standingthere grinning like an idiot , paen did hisbesttowipe the smilefrom his face and gesturedforher to move ahead of him to the path backto camp . as theywalked , he considered ways he mightbolster her selfesteem . if she werehis horse , he 'd feed her anapple every once in a while and pat her on the rump .
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if i did n't do it , i 'd never hear the end of it from mason- and i really wanted to show him up . if i did manage it , i could feel pretty secure about my awesomeness . but if i tried and messed up ... i could break my neck . somewhere in my head , a voice that sounded suspiciously like dimitri 's started talking about wise choices and learning when to show restraint . i decided to ignore that voice and went for it . this course was as hard as i 'd feared , but i pulled it off flawlessly , one insane move after another . snow flew up around me as i made each sharp , dangerous turn . when i safely reached bottom , i looked up and saw mason gesturing wildly . i could n't make out his expression or words , but i could imagine his cheers . i waved back and waited for him to follow suit . because when mason got halfway down , he was n't able to pull off one of the jumps . his skis caught , and his legs twisted . i reached him at about the same time some of the resort staff did . to everyone 's relief , mason had n't broken his neck or anything else . his ankle did appear to have a nasty sprain , however , which was probably going to limit his skiing for the rest of the trip .
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`` i should have told you about my relationship to isabella . she made a gesture that emphasized her bone-deep weariness . `` but i should have done it before we married . '' `` tell me now , annalise . i gather isabella was the result of that night you lost your virginity ? '' `` you have no idea how terrified i was when i realized i was pregnant . '' `` he and his family had moved away by then . dad contacted them , of course . but they wanted nothing to do with me or the baby and were only too happy to sign the adoption papers . '' `` it was just as well . tommy was no more in a position to raise a baby than i was . '' `` i remember joanne saying it was a private adoption , arranged through their lawyer . '' `` dad met with joanne and paul and had them carefully checked out . '' `` you never considered keeping isabella ? '' it was the wrong question to ask . her chin wobbled for an instant before she firmed it . `` i wanted to keep her with all my heart . i dreamed about it every night . but i was sixteen when i got pregnant . i 'd just turned seventeen when i had her . '' the confession was so soft he barely caught it .
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you dont have to change any more . you have changed enough . you are already one of us . a great bellow from above rattled us like a richter scale . more ferocious than before . scarier than before . as if the volcano had finally lost its temper . it almost bent us out of shape . the diamond-lighted world turned into a darkness of gothic blue and froze life for a second . then the data streams regained their strength and the showers of diamonds flickered back to light . oh by odin ! cried morgan , as if the sky had fallen down . too much was erupting around me . i had to know what the whisper was leading me into . all he said was , you are what you eat , my friend . as if that was enough to know . i was pretty certain it wasnt . but , before i could work out what he meant , we came to a stop under the rocking , bulging , terminal ceiling . we had reached our destination . if it werent for the whispers protection , we would have been squashed to death . but the cushioning was holding firm amongst this giant rush for release . the compactness of software lifeforms was enormous . they vibrated incredibly in their desperation to escape . the keeper should have released them .
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much to her dismay , he agreed that having his mother and their staff around to help her with everything was the best thing for her . then came the day of the ultrasound , thomas insisted on going with her to the appointment so they could see their child together , for the first time . over the moon with joy , he wanted to be so involved , angelica couldnt argue with him as they walked together across the massive yard to the medical building located on the same property , holding hands . the nurse ushered them right in and gave her one of those backless medical gowns doctors offices and hospitals were so fond of using . thomas stepped into the hall as angelica changed and returned when she opened the door to let him know she was done . he was the perfect gentleman , making her so proud to have him as her mate and the father of her child . dr. brown came rushing in with a nurse who set up the machine as he told angelica what to expect . angelica nodded her head in understanding and the appointment got under way . the gel he used was just as cold as hed warned her about , but the excitement of seeing the child growing inside of her overruled any discomfort it may have otherwise caused her .
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do you even listen to a thing i say ? i hate that freaking idiot , and if i never see him again it 's still too soon ! '' my answer shuts her up , and i wonder if her anger is n't somewhat exaggerated so she can weasel some kind of confession out of me . it 's not like bella to do that , but she 's had months to come up with her own crazy ideas , and neither of us is exactly rational right now . `` but he 's been your friend ever since we moved here for college ! you ca n't really hate him that much just because - '' i do n't let her finish her sentence , although the desperation in her voice actually frightens me a little . i despise him exactly because he 's been my friend for so long ! '' `` but his plan did n't really work , we 're still together , and happy , and i think that we 've grown so much closer because of all that shit . does n't that kind of , you know , take the sting away a little ? '' i stare up at her while i try to hold on to my rage , but her voice is almost broken now , and the need to hold and comfort her is slowly wearing down my defenses .
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she had to stop thinking of him as matt , and yet , she could n't think of him as michael bournham , the man whose face was splashed across the front of time , people , tmz-and now , unfortunately , his face and her ass , her bare nak*d , sensual , very engaged ass , were splashed all over the internet too . she could tell that her parents had no idea what was going on underneath the surface , and as she and krysta exchanged a glance she caught that krysta thought the same . they were completely unaware . adam and dan may figure it out while they were in boston ; in fact , she would be shocked if they did n't , the news stations probably rolling the footage every five seconds , at least the parts that were safe for prime time television . so , it all came down to miles . that was neither here nor there , because she had to answer her parents . finally , with a weak smile , knowing the news she was about to deliver , knowing that it would break their hearts to have her move out of the country , and yet knowing that she had to do it to escape the potential tsunami , the after-effects of what had just happened in her life , she simply said , `` you 're right . i hope they 're having a good time and learning a lot . '' that seemed to perplex sandy even more , who now furrowed her brow , peered deeply into lydia 's eyes and said , `` who are you and what have you done with my daughter ? ''
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the kid had got smears of stuff that had once been teddy bear biscuits on bens jeans . layla felt embarrassed that she 'd let that happen . shall i move him ? its keeping him quiet , ben said . layla stared at the nit shampoo again . is that what you came round for ? to give me this ? punctuated only by some rather artificial gunfire from the video game on the telly . what do you want , then , dr stein ? ben , he insisted . she tried it out . he seemed to want that . he reacted she could see it when she used his name for the first time . like he needed to hear her say it . she was surprised , seeing the way it affected him . she wanted to say it again to find out what happened next , but she thought better of it . he reached into the back pocket of his jeans this time , leaning forward so he could push his fingers deeper inside . he pulled out a piece of paper , it was folded in half and printed on one side only . but wait , theres more , she said meaning to make a joke , but he didnt smile . she put the nit shampoo down and took the folded paper and opened it . it was a form already filled in on her behalf and dated with yesterdays date . a request to be transferred to another doctor .
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again , that ghost of a smile appeared . she pitied the poor woman he fell for someday . he 'd dig his teeth into her and never let go . rolling her eyes , she shut and locked the squeaky door , then set about her business . her head was filled numbers and stacks of receipts when she heard a thumping noise . as she washed her hands , sounds outside the little room were muffled . she shut off the water , and heard hunter 's voice clearly . `` tyler , what the ... '' another thump , then a scuffle . startling , deafening , heart-jolting . someone was in her club with a gun . and he must have shot hunter or she was sure the navy seal would be busting here even now and getting her out . most likely , she was on her own . tamping down her fear , she looked around for escape . the bathroom had no windows , and if the shooter did n't know where she was already , it would n't take him long to figure it out . and she 'd left her cell phone at her desk . `` where are you , my temptress of sin ? '' that familiar voice scraped down her senses , leaving behind disquieting fear . `` you may as well come out .
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your abilities and level of maturity over the past several months amaze me , but jacob , the hardest thing for us to see is that our striking out can hurt those that we love and are trying to protect more . i know you dont think that i understand , but i do . i also know how hard it will be for you today , but ill be there if you need to talk . throwing my arms around him , i know . you can always talk to me , but in the meantime , why dont we go downstairs so you can eat before leaving . entering the kitchen , julianne is cleaning her dish as grant calls for her . turning and seeing me , she stops and calls out to him . despite knowing that her wounds are healed and she is physically better , i wasnt expecting her to be returning today . her voice turns consoling as she places her hand on my arm . i wont be caught off guard again . grant calls out again and shes gone . my stomach feels as if it is dropping out from under me . returning today and seeing greg was already going to be hard , but knowing that she is inside , exposed to whomever wants to cause her harm , is too much . the walls close in around me and i need to leave , to clear my head . i jump as my mother touches my shoulder , unaware that she was even speaking to me . would you like to take a run before we leave ?
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zack nodded and jared pul ed off his shirt , handing it to me . i was supposed to be good , but it was hard seeing him so animated , not to mention half-naked . jared pressed his cheek against mine . `` you 're going to have to tone that down or i 'm going to get pummeled , '' he whispered in my ear . `` like it would hurt you . '' he jogged out with ryan and zack , and the other team met them in the center of the grass . i watched them over the next hour . the skins team quickly realized that with jared they had the clear advantage . zack assigned jared the quarterback position , and i laughed and cheered as his team ran in one touchdown after another . before long , they had drawn quite the crowd . a smal group of girls were soon drowning out my feeble cheering each time jared made a play . jared 's face was exultant , and i wondered when the last time was that he was free to let loose . he 'd always had to keep an eye on me from afar , and now that i was just yards away he had more time for himself .
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the men w - `` her gaze slidingtoward the beach , shestopped as she saw the valor sailing slowlyaround the point and into view . right on time , of course . she hadsaiddusk , and here they were . and here ithought that youwished to get with child . '' valoree glanced around at that to seethat hewas now rooting through the remainsof the supplies she hadhad brought over . `` whatdo youmean ? `` shrugging , hesmiled at her innocently . `` just what i said.we willneverproducean heirthisway.especially when we only have - what is it now ? - little better than seven months to produce one ? `` `` well , surely we can manage thetask in thattime . '' she raised aneyebrow at his pursedlips . `` iwas just thinking that it took myparents three years erethey begat me , and according to my mother they were quite dutifulin their nightly attempts . how many years werethere between you andjeremy ? `` valoree'seyes narrowed . `` eight , almostnine - but there were two stillborn babes between us . ''
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as she glanced down she saw her sweater , pooched a bit at her belly , right where the waistband of her skirt rested . she was n't jill . would never be jill . could n't be the chick with fifteen percent body fat and legs like a beach volleyball addict . oh , sure , she could surf . and ski . and maybe run with an inhaler and an ambulance driving two miles an hour behind her . give her an olympic bar and some squat racks and she 'd do fine with the guys , lifting in the weight room , but they 'd outlift her easily . call it whatever you wanted - fluffy , zaftig , fat , big and beautiful , plus-sized , curvy , big girl - this was her , and she was n't changing . could dylan ( and mike ! do n't forget mike ! ) really want her ? the fat girl ? his eyes changed , softening with a dark intensity , his lips parting slightly , his body moving closer . unmistakable body language . he really was into her . right now she wanted him in her . choice a : tell dylan that she was seeing someone else and ask him to give her a call so they could get together sometime later .
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a smidge of jealousy wrapped itself around my stomach to think that they both had their masks for the party already . i prepared to put my excited face on for stella , but instead of a red accessory , she pulled out a pile of short plant vines . your philodendrons , claire ! i cant believe my mom got em out here so fast . i thought you were kidding about the whole plant thing . ill help you plant em . i even have potting soil we can use , but you should grab a couple pots while youre at the store today . sometimes you had to let stella have her glory . that was sweet of your mom . she pulled two short glasses from the cupboard and began to fill them with water . but shes gon na want to know what you named em . i accidently spoke with my mouth full . i told her about how you name everything , she explained . i guess i did have a tendency to do that . i studied the healthy leaves as she delicately placed their gnarly roots into water and felt no inspiration whatsoever . noting my blank stare , she paused , maybe itll come to you when we get em planted , she allowed . after breakfast , emma and i made our way across the front porch and down the stairs . thanks for coming with me , i said as our steps reached the sidewalk .
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his wheels were turning # # # # some of the cowboys walked into the big dining room for lunch to see a bunch of female guests excitedly picking teams . aaron , frank and tyler had come in ahead of matt and richie the women had finished up lunch and were about to head out . matt noticed sarahs cheeks were flushed with excitement about something , but tess was checking out richie . listen , matt , whispered richie . can you play for me after dinner ? i want to take tess out to show her the stars matt laughed . oh , is that what you call it now ? okay your guitar in your cabin ? yeah , ill get it over to you . then he looked at him . youre better than i am and you havent played much in weeks . matt rubbed his forehead . just havent felt like it , i guess . well , get in the mood . women like musicians he kidded . the ladies all got up and left the room noisily . mr. walker came in from another room and walked over to the cowboys to say hello . whats with the gals ? off to play cowboy golf . matt smiled at that . they seem to be finding great things to do every day . thats what were here for , son .
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her hesitancy was n't because she did n't want them to hurt him . she was hesitant because she actually considered it . `` thanks guys , i really appreciate it . but i guess if i 'm not worth his time , he should n't be worth ours . '' her anger surfaced easily . `` ava , you are priceless . do n't let some guy make you feel otherwise , not even for a second , '' her dad chimed in behind them . he was always her biggest fan . his words dripped in kindness and what she needed to hear to fill the hollow ache in her heart , but his words were wasted effort . she could identify the shock setting in . she felt numb and empty regardless of the love that surrounded her . her self-pity had just won the battle placed before her . she fixed her eyes on the picture hanging on the wall , not seeing it , just giving herself a distraction . she had no more tears . a stone never sheds tears , and that is what she felt like , a stone . no emotion , no senses-just hard and unmoving . her mom spoke first . `` okay men , out you go . we need to get ava undressed and get her out of here . '' she waved her hand toward the door to help scoot them along .
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i 'm assuming she 'll submit my grades within a few days , so i could probably leave on the eighth . when were you planning on coming back ? '' gabriel moved his arm so that it was wrapped around her and she was resting her head against his shoulder . `` rachel is adamant about having everyone home for christmas . so we would have to leave italy on the twenty-third or the twenty-fourth and bypass toronto for philadelphia . unless you 'd rather spend christmas in italy , with me . '' `` not at the risk of incurring the wrath of rachel . and my dad is expecting me , even though he knows i ca n't stay at his house . '' gabriel squeezed her . `` then you can stay with me . we 'll reserve a room at a hotel . i 'm not sleeping across the hall from you ever again . '' she blushed at his remark and smiled . `` we 'll have two weeks to enjoy florence . or we can travel to venice and rome , if you wish . we could rent a villa in umbria . i know of a place near todi that 's very beautiful . `` as long as i 'm with you , my love , i do n't care where we are . '' his lips tightened momentarily .
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you will have that , either with damien or another very lucky guy . whoever wins you has won the lottery , '' bree said . `` you have to say that , bree . thanks anyway , though . i 've stayed in here feeling sorry for myself for long enough . i 'm through with love forever , but i do need to get a life . i have job hunting to do . '' `` you can take as long as you want . i love having you stay with me . i 've been trying to get you to do it forever . before you start working full-time again , we 've got to have some play time , please ? '' bree begged , a smile on her face . sierra could see bree was trying her hardest to act positive , but she knew her best friend , and knew she was worried . she needed to quit stressing bree out . she had enough on her plate with her son mathew and her ever-growing family . `` i 'll be fine , bree , and i 'll spend as much time with you as possible , but i really want to work . i miss damien , but i miss my job , too . i hope to find something similar to that . i 'll just make sure my boss is ugly and old .
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his expression was colder than i had seen it in years . his disapproval cut like a knife . his gaze swiveled from me to sean . i nearly burst into flames right then and there . mortified , i turned my back , burying my face in my hands . this time , i intentionally sent a plea to him . please , killian , dont be disappointed in us . theres no more time ! please dont cut me out ! my emotions were already on edge , and i stifled a sob . and this is what you want from sean ? no , i want everything from him . still playing with fire , little girl ? sean put an arm around me and turned me around again . he whispered , itll be okay . he faced the others and made an unequivocal statement . we all know there is something between mica and i that we cant explain . ive tried to deny it ; ive tried to fight it . im not fighting it anymore . he linked our hands and raised them up for the others to see . as before , the lines between us blurred , shimmered , and disappeared . we were connected again . killian and dec both stared . sean continued , what does this mean ? i dont know yet ! but shes changing .
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even if i have to take some little blue pills , im gon na do this . no , dont even say youd do such a thing . a thought assaulted her . you havent used those drugs before , have you ? oh , luke , you have no idea what they can do . does this have something to do with your fertility issues ? just dont use it . you need to undress . women and men of our time undress each other . she slipped off his lap and stood before him . okay , stand . when he did , she could feel an almost childish glee invade her . to be joking , teasing like this during the joining time was unthinkable in her society . she started with his white shirt . hed already removed that awful neck thing hed worn tonight , and she began to undo the fasteners . we dont have buttons in our time . material is made to adhere and pulls apart easily when necessary . i want to know all about how you make your clothes , but later . this is naughty-talk time . i dont know that word . you will , sweetheart , before the nights over . he sounded so smug she decided it was time to take the reins .
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maybe it was because he 'd been the first one into her hut that night , and she 'd been so convinced he was there to kill her . no matter how stupid that seemed now , she could n't rid herself of the memory of him standing over her , big and menacing , holding a gun . to his credit , sam seemed very aware of her fear , and he always made a point of being cautious around her . even now , his eyes softened and he did n't seem hurt by her overt unease . as if realizing her sudden stiffness , sean casually rested his hand on her knee . he gave it a gentle squeeze and never looked away from garrett and sam . `` it 's hard to run away from ma in her own house , '' garrett said in resignation . `` she 'll just hunt us down and give us the look . '' `` damn shame when grown men are reduced to a bunch of pussies by their mother . '' the patio door jerked open and ethan stuck his head out , his expression grim . `` hey have you guys seen rachel ? '' `` i 'm looking at her , '' sam said . ethan stepped out , and relief settled over his face . he stopped beside garrett and glanced between rachel and sean and then at the others . she smiled , not wanting him to worry .
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by the time we got back across the bridge to wrightsville beach , the happy glow had indeed faded , leaving me sleepy . i slid out of the truck under my own steam , however , and was walking toward the front door of the cottage when wyatt scooped me up . `` does that offer still stand ? '' the glow has faded . alcohol-induced lust is a transient thing . '' he carried me as if he barely noticed my weight , which , by the way , since i 'm toned and muscled , is more than you 'd think . but he was ten inches taller and muscled himself , which meant he outweighed me by at least eighty pounds or more . i 'd rather you want me for reasons other than being looped . '' `` my brain is back in control , and my earlier reasoning still stands . boy , was that a lie . i wanted him like crazy , which did n't mean i should have him or that things would work out between us . our little talk had n't reassured me in any way , because actions matter way more than talk and one afternoon together did n't amount to much . `` i bet i can change your mind , '' he said as he opened the door , which was unlocked because i 'd been in a hurry to escape and he 'd been in a hurry to catch me .
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she 'd allowed shonda and a few of the others to drag her to this dive to not only celebrate her big two-nine , but to see if , maybe , she could find a hot guy to spend the night with . she had n't been touched since well before her divorce , and she wanted to be kissed , experience some serious skin-on-skin contact , then cuddle afterward . decker did n't necessarily look like he specialized in cuddling , but he seemed more than capable of making her scream . a definite bonus since giving orgasms had never been owen 's strong suit . `` good thing for you i am , then . c'mon ... one little dance wo n't hurt . it 's either that or i give you more bad pick-up lines until you agree . '' `` can i have your picture so i can show santa what i want for christmas ? '' `` that 's months away . '' i do n't want to wait that long . '' he thought for a moment , then grinned again . `` are you a parking ticket ? because you 've got 'fine ' written all over you . '' `` oh my-where do you find this stuff ? '' `` thank the great people at google . '' `` you looked that up on purpose ? '' i 'm sure my mom would be super proud . '' she slapped her hand to her forehead . when was the last time she 'd laughed this much around a man ?
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chase did n't care for any of that . let them blog and tweet and and whatever else . the music was what drove him . he wrote on the tour bus , ignoring the wild parties , the joints and fifths his bandmates indulged in around him . ignored the gaggles of topless girls . he wrote , worked out the melody , and gave it gage and linc to perfect . the guys were increasingly distant . or rather , they recognized his need for space and distanced themselves , left him alone . did n't invite him to after-parties , did n't offer him the joints or the bottles . he had n't had a drink in over a month by the time the tour schedule allowed them a few weeks off , and had n't touched a woman since the experiment in las vegas with the girls from murder doll asylum . back in detroit , chase did n't know what to do with himself . without the rush of the performance , without the fans and the music , he was left loose and numb . he 'd long since used the money fronted him by the record label to pay off his house .
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`` ye do look lovely , ilysa . very lovely . '' she had gotten her wish . for once , connor had looked at her and found her attractive . yet no sooner was her wish granted than she realized it was not enough . she wanted more than a flash of desire in his eyes , more than a longing gaze . it made no difference that it was hopeless . `` i 'd like ye to come back to trotternish castle , '' he said . ilysa closed her eyes for a brief moment and told herself not to cry . connor wants me back . `` does this mean you 're not angry with me anymore ? '' `` i am not as angry as i was , '' he said , `` but we must have a firm understanding that ye will not interfere in my decisions . ye must respect me as chieftain . '' `` if ye disobey me again , i will punish ye severely . '' ilysa kept quiet , rather than tell him she would disobey him only if she truly must . `` in truth , i have n't given you the respect ye deserved , '' connor said . `` i had no idea all that ye do to keep my household in order . nothing is as it should be without you . '' that warmed her heart .
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if your father made you part of an experiment and it involves us both , we are n't going to be able to turn it off any more than i can stop the information flooding my brain . i have to be sure , ryland . my world has turned upside down . she coded the door and opened it for arly . he was looking frantic , but recovered quickly , even scowling at her when she stood arching her eyebrow coolly at him in inquiry . he held up his hand to prevent her protest . `` he was good , lily , i 'm talking a major professional . i 'd like to know how he knew the codes and what kind of systems we have . he was busy planting bugs and a camera or two in your private office . '' `` he knew the way to my office in a house with eighty rooms in it ? nobody knows where all the rooms are , not even me . how would a complete stranger have that information , arly ? he came straight to my father 's office , planted bugs , and he does the same to my office . she tilted her head at him in challenge . `` that i 'm not on top of the security and that you 're in more danger than i suspected . '' arly balled his fist and smacked his palm . `` damn it , lily , someone has to be feeding them information .
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since her mind had begun to rebel at keeping in all the thoughts necessary to solve such a complex code , she 'd begun taking copious notes in order to remember every thought that passed through her head . she 'd nearly filled a notebook with scribbles , and every time one of her ideas did n't pan out , she went back to those notes for a new possible solution . unfortunately , the notes she needed to recall now were the ones she'i scrawled over david 's arms earlier that day . with a silent scream of frustration , noelle slid out of her warm cocoon and padded in triple-socked feet to where david slept . light from the lantern was low but seemed bright in the dim corners on this side of the cabin . she could clearly see the angular line of his cheek and jaw , shadowed by a new growth of whiskers . his dark hair shone with splinters of silver , concentrated at the temples . he was lying on his side on top of his sleeping bag , his pistol in easy reach . the position made his wide shoulders seem even larger when compared to the narrow span of his hips . even while in the deep relaxation of sleep , he looked powerful . noelle stifled a small shiver of female longing . if only he had n't stopped kissing her , she might have known what it was like to experience a man like mat up close and personal .
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i think i can make that judgment call . i just dont get you . why cant you break out and have a little fun ? just because mom and dad always said you were the smart , responsible one doesnt mean thats who you have to be . did it mean thats who she had to be ? danica wondered . had she lived up to their desires rather than being who she wanted to be ? was she living a self-fulfilled prophecy ? was everyone ? she thought of her hopes for the youth center . danica shook the thoughts from her head , unable to filter through them in her present state of mind . she needed to focus on what mattered , and she had a client coming in shortly . i did that , remember ? what did that get me ? a freakin hangover the size of washington , dc . kaylie mocked . just get over yourself and come with me , already . danica pictured kaylies smug expression , her eyes saying , come play with me , her body language daring her with her arms crossed and lips pursed , pushing danica to be just like her and shirk her responsibilities . then again , kaylie had hardly any responsibilities when compared to danica . kaylies whole life was spontaneous .
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rome had just strode out of lexis 's bedroom . her bedroom ! as he shut the door behind him , our gazes locked . `` belle , '' he said , clearly surprised . i 'd cursed and cried all night . i 'd agonized over him all morning . and he ... he ... damn him ! i had turned him on , and he 'd let lexis finish the job . disappointment and fury rocked me , but i quickly extinguished the fury . i would not react . this does n't matter , jamison . do n't let it matter . i swung away from him and slowly , precisely , as if i had n't a care in the world , walked into tanner 's room . after everything that had happened to him , the kid was probably scared and would need me to explain the situation . except tanner 's room was empty . i turned , determined to find him and get the hell out of this apartment . tanner and i would be just fine on our own . rome blocked my path . `` excuse me , '' i said stiffly , trying to move around him . i kept my eyes on his collar . his arms shot out , gripping the door frame and barring my exit . `` get out of my way , please . ''
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