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but i was n't about to hand her a hundred thousand dollars i did n't even have . '' `` ever see her again after that thursday ? '' `` did n't go back to talk to her again ? '' `` did n't call her ? '' `` had no further contact with her , right ? '' `` do you know she 's dead ? '' cynthia was either stunned into silence or else was hesitating again , debating whether or not to tell the truth . `` it was in the papers , '' brown said . `` on television , too , '' he said . `` so that 's why you 're here , '' she said . `` you still think ... '' she shook her head , fell silent . `` the one with the scar , yes , '' the woman said . it came out `` dee wan wid dee scah , yes . '' ollie said , astonished . he 'd been pounding leather for close to two hours now . `` i seed him here dee projec , '' the woman said . `` but i doan know him cept for dat . '' the woman was frying bananas at the kitchen stove , tilting the frying pan from one side to the other to spread the butter . a pot of greens in garlic and oil was simmering on another burner . something succulent was roasting in the oven , too . the woman was barefoot , wearing a loose-fitting smock with a floral design , a matching pink kerchief on her head . the kitchen was small and tidy , the cooking smells overpowering . ollie was suddenly very hungry . `` what 's his name , would you know ? '' `` never heerd his name , '' the woman said . `` where 'd you see him ? '' `` aroun dee projec , like i say . '' `` fried bananas ? '' `` yes , mon , fried bananas , wot you tink ? '' `` them fried bananas . '' `` you lak to taste one ? '' `` they sure look good . '' `` they be done soon , '' she said . ollie watched the butter bubbling around them in the pan . `` any idea where in the project ? '' `` playin dee saxophone , '' she said . `` you wann summa dis now ? '' she moved the pan to an unlighted burner , forked one of the bananas onto a dish and handed fork and dish to ollie . he speared the banana , swallowed it almost whole . hands on her hips , smiling in satisfaction , she watched him .
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the next time i saw her , she was in a hospital bed , lying mere like a broken doll , her eyes so empty that - `` she stopped , shuddering . `` they had spent me night in montgomery and were going on to panama city the next morning . it was sunday , and they were in a rural area . a dog ran out into the highway , and they hit it , and matt lost control of the car . the car left the road and rolled at least twice , then came to a stop , on its right side , in a stand of trees . evie was pinned on the bottom . matt was hanging in his seat belt above her . she could n't get out , could n't get to him , and he b-bled to death in front of her , his blood dripping down on her . he was conscious , she said . '' furiously becky dashed the tears from her cheeks . `` no one saw the car for a long time , what with the rain and the trees blocking the view . he told her goodbye . he 'd been dead for over an hour before anyone saw the car and came to help . '' robert turned to stone , his eyes burning as he pictured , far too clearly , what a young girl had gone through that rainy sunday . then he reached out automatically and took becky in his arms , holding her head against his shoulder while she wept . `` i 'm sorry , '' she finally managed , lifting her head and wiping her eyes yet again . `` it 's just that , when i let myself think about it , it tears my heart out all over again . '' still holding her with one arm , he fished his handkerchief out of his pocket and gently wiped her face . `` she 's never let herself love anyone else , '' she said fiercely . she has n't risked letting anyone else get close to her . she 's stuck with the people she already loved , before the accident - paul and me , jason and paige , and a few , very few , special friends , but no one else . if you had n't pulled her and jason out of the river , she would have drowned rather than let him go , because she could n't have stood to lose anyone else she loves . she 's been so ... so solitary , keeping everyone a safe distance from her heart . '' `` until me , '' he said . becky nodded and managed a wavery little smile . i did n't know whether to be glad or terrified , so i 've been both .
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she had always thought of her arms , her hands , her neck , her face , as separate-not that her skin was all the same delicate envelope , and that a kiss placed on her throat might be felt all the way down to the bottom of her feet . her hands pulled at his shirt , and it came away , the buttons tearing , his head shaking free of the fabric , all wild dark hair , heathcliff on the moors . his hands were less sure on her dress , but it came away as well , off over her head , and was cast aside , leaving tessa in her chemise and corset . she went motionless , shocked at being so undressed in front of anyone but sophie , and will took a wild look at her corset that was only part desire . `` how- , '' he said . `` does it come off ? '' tessa could n't help herself ; despite everything , she giggled . `` it laces , '' she whispered . and she guided his hands around her until his fingers were on the strings of the corset . she shivered then , and not from cold but from the intimacy of the gesture . will pulled her against him , gentle now , and kissed the line of her throat again , and her shoulder where the chemise bared it , his breath soft and hot against her skin until she was breathing just as hard , her hands smoothing up and over his shoulders , his arms , his sides . she kissed the white scars the marks had left on his skin , winding herself around him until they were a heated tangle of limbs and she was swallowing down the gasps he made against her mouth . `` tess-if you want to stop- '' she shook her head silently . the fire in the grate had nearly burned down again ; will was all angles and shadows and soft and hard skin against her . his finger traced the outline of her mouth . `` for this i would have been damned forever . for this i would have given up everything . '' she felt the burn behind her eyes , the pressure of tears , and blinked wet eyelashes . `` will ... '' `` dw i'n dy garu di am byth , '' he said . and he moved to cover her body with his own . late in the night or early in the morning , tessa woke . the fire had burned down entirely , but the room was lit by the peculiar torchlight that seemed to go on and off without rhyme or reason . she drew back , propping herself on her elbow . will was asleep beside her , immured in the unmoving slumber of the utterly exhausted . he looked at peace , though-more so than she had ever seen him before .
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felice made the open-ended flight arrangements and his hotel reservation in huntsville . just before leaving that night , he checked his watch and took a chance . though it was eight o'clock in new york , it was only six in montana , and the long summer daylight hours meant ranch work went on for much longer than during the winter . to his delight , the phone was picked up on the third ring and his sister 's lazy drawl came over the line . `` duncans ' madhouse , madelyn speaking . '' he could hear in the background the din his two young nephews were making . `` had a busy day , honey ? '' pleasure warmed her voice . would you be interested in having your nephews for a prolonged visit ? '' `` not until they 're housebroken . i wo n't be at home , anyway . '' `` where are you off to this time ? '' `` huntsville , alabama . '' `` it 's hot down there . '' `` you might even sweat , '' she warned him . `` think how upset you 'd be . '' his firm mouth twitched at the amusement in her voice . `` that 's a chance i 'll have to take . '' `` it must be serious , then . `` a few glitches . '' if it looks as though i 'll be down there for any length of time , i 'll call you and give you my number . '' he smiled a bit as he hung up . it was typical of madelyn that she had n't asked questions but had immediately sensed the seriousness of the situation awaiting him in alabama . in six words she had given him her blessing , her support and her love . though she was actually only his stepsister , the affection and understanding between them were as strong as if they had been connected by blood . next he called the woman he had been escorting rather regularly lately , valentina lawrence . the relationship had n't progressed far enough that he would expect her to wait until his return , so the easiest thing for both of them was if he made it clear that she was free to see anyone she wished . it was a pity ; valentina was too popular to remain unattached for long , and he suspected he would be in alabama for several weeks . she was just the sort of woman robert had always been most attracted to : the thoroughbred racehorse type - tall , lean , small-breasted . her makeup was always impeccable and understated , her clothing both stylish and tasteful .
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`` i 've got my hands on sarah 's laptop . i was hoping to get you dialed in so you could poke around and eavesdrop on her conversations with lattimer . '' donovan immediately went into a series of directions that made garrett 's eyes roll back in his head . garrett followed them to a t and listened to donovan 's satisfied exclamations as he `` got in . '' as donovan continued to talk to himself and to the computer in question , garrett glanced over to see a folded piece of paper that had fallen out of the laptop when he opened it . idly , he picked it up and opened it up to see a bunch of stuff that did n't make a lot of sense to him . but he guaranteed it would mean something to donovan . `` hey van , this might be something . '' he started reading off the list of what looked to be instructions and donovan broke in excitedly . let me get all this down . '' garrett repeated everything on the piece of paper and periodically cocked his head in the direction of sarah 's bedroom , but all remained quiet . `` give me a sec to get back to my desk . i think you just gave me access to her email account . i also have some other info for you . '' garrett sighed and waited for his brother to get his act together . although he could n't say much because of all the kellys , donovan was the most organized . it bordered on some obsessive-compulsive disorder that the rest of them damn sure did n't suffer from . sam was probably the closest to being an anal bastard as donovan . `` okay , while i 'm getting into this account , i 'll tell what else i 've found . i 've called in some huge favors-the kind that could get people in some deep shit , if you know what i mean . '' garrett perked up at that . `` what kind of favors ? '' `` i wanted to know if resnick has been feeding us a line of bullshit . i also wanted to see if i could figure out lattimer 's last known location . and what his connection to allen cross was . `` resnick 's already started squawking . he does n't buy for a minute that you bailed on the mission . he 's pissed and raising hell . threatening sam and kgi and making all sorts of threats against humanity . '' `` i 'm sure that breaks sam 's heart . '' `` anyway , no luck on running lattimer down .
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dominic soothed her with his whisper and his touch . you were built to take your men . relax and give yourself to us . '' law loomed above her , his stare fierce . `` he 's right , kinley . '' pushing back apprehension , she reached for him . `` i 'm not hesitating . i want you , law . and i want dominic . '' he held himself above her , body tense , as he carefully began probing his way inside her , a prod , a nudge , a shallow stroke . pressure climbed one slow inch at a time and threatened to overwhelm her . when panic began to encroach , dominic soothed her with a whisper . `` you 're beautiful , pet . we want you so much . do you have any idea how happy we are that you waited for us ? '' she gripped law 's shoulders and let dominic 's voice sink into her as law began to penetrate . his h*ps held her legs wide so his flesh could stretch her own . he moved in and out of her slick folds , gaining ground with each thrust . over and over , he entered and retreated , inch by inch probing her deeper until she felt him stop . the pressure and the anxiety overwhelmed her . law exercised all his restraint . it was obvious he wanted to shove himself inside her in one agonizing thrust . instead , he shook and cursed under his breath , clearly holding back . dominic kept soothing her , whispering that she was so sexy and lovely , he could n't stand it . he played with her br**sts , brushing and pinching her n**ples . with a shove of his hips , law breached her barrier and groaned . kinley felt something tear inside her . she gasped and froze , impaled and in pain for a moment . in the next , he held himself still , his c*ck buried completely inside her . then he waited , giving her time to adjust to the feel of him . heaving a ragged sigh , law touched his forehead to hers . `` you 're ours now , baby . '' kinley sank into the moment and gave herself over to them . they had treated her with more affection and kindness than anyone else . besides being crazy about them , she was making love with them for the right reasons . law kissed her for the longest time , tangling their tongues together until she was utterly limp . she wrapped her arms around him tightly as her legs encircled his waist . she was willing to give them everything .
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sighing unhappily when she reached the fence without finding it , evelinde got back to her feet and peered into the paddock . she did n't see angus , but had learned her lesson from her last walk through the enclosure . evelinde followed the fence all the way to the end to check the entire area . the paddock ran alongside the one where cullen had been breaking his horse with just a ten-foot span between the two , then turned and ran along the back of it to a small barn with doors both in front , opening into the horses ' paddock , and another on the side , opening into angus 's paddock . the door to angus 's paddock was presently closed , and there was no sign of the bull . this was probably the best time to search the paddock for the pin if she was going to do it , evelinde realized , and cast one last glance toward the closed door before hurrying back along the fence to where cullen had pulled her out . hitching up her skirt , she quickly climbed the fence and dropped into the paddock . evelinde then paused to glance around one more time to be sure angus was still inside the barn before dropping to her hands and knees to begin searching the grass in the enclosure . she moved much more quickly here , just running her hands over the grass in search of the pin , then moving on to the next spot and doing it again . she did n't wish to be in the paddock any longer than necessary . she also wished to avoid being seen at her search . evelinde had no doubt that cullen would be furious if he caught her in here , and that was without even knowing that she 'd lost his pin . she was halfway across the paddock when she spotted the missing broach . giving a happy cry , evelinde snatched it up and sat back on her heels to examine it , releasing a small sigh of relief when she saw it was undamaged . she was just getting to her feet thinking she 'd been very fortunate to come when the paddock was empty as well as to actually find the pin when the thunder of hooves drew her head around . her eyes widened at the sight of an angry angus charging down the paddock toward her . for one moment , evelinde was frozen , then she broke into a run , cullen 's pin clutched in her hand like a talisman . `` ye 'll manage ? '' cullen asked mac as he led his mount out of the stables .
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`` whereas my barbie had a good time . '' dorsey glanced up at her mother , who had put down gi joe to dress her own blond barbie in a peach-colored peignoir set . `` are you sure i was n't switched at birth with some other , princessy , baby that should have been yours ? '' her mother looked up at her and smiled . `` i 'm absolutely positive . once you emerged from inside me and they put you in my arms , i never once let you out of my sight . '' dorsey smiled back . they said nothing more for a moment , only sat in comfortable silence dressing , undressing , and redressing their dolls . then , out of nowhere , dorsey announced , `` i lost my job today . '' carlotta 's hands hesitated on her doll , and she glanced up at dorsey . `` at drake 's ? '' dorsey nodded but could n't bring herself to meet her mother 's gaze . `` though the one at severn , i 'm sure , is n't far behind . '' quickly , so she would n't have to think about it for very long , she added , `` i lost adam darien , too . '' her mother said nothing for a moment , then asked , `` what happened ? did you two get separated at the el ? '' dorsey shook her head sadly . i think the two of us got separated before we ever even found each other . '' she heard carlotta sigh softly . `` do you want to start at the beginning ? or should i just keep asking questions until the whole messy story comes pouring out ? '' dorsey did meet her mother 's gaze then , and before she could stop herself , the whole messy story did indeed come pouring out . she told carlotta about what had happened in lindy 's office , about lindy 's findings and adam 's reaction-or lack thereof-about her employer 's threat to press charges and sue , about how lauren grable-monroe-and dorsey-were going to be crucified for the public 's entertainment . the only thing she did n't tell her mother was how very terrified she was of the impending fallout , nor did she describe the depths of her despair where losing adam was concerned . those , she figured , were pretty much a given . mostly because by the time she finished telling her story , even she thought she sounded terrified and despairing . carlotta 's first response was adamant .
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he moved to the other breast , licking with firm movements that drove her toward the edge of insanity . `` not tonight , '' she tore out . `` gavin , do n't tease me tonight . he muttered something under his breath-either a curse or a prayer-and pressed his palm over her throbbing center . god , miranda , make me take you to bed . i ca n't hold out much longer . '' `` no , right here . '' she ripped at his belt and the rasp of the zipper echoed in the air . `` i was supposed to take this slow , make it perfect for you . '' he seemed to struggle and lose the battle as he slipped one finger under the elastic edge of her panties . `` i was supposed to give you foreplay . '' he plunged deep , and liquid warmth rushed past to ease his entrance . she cried out at the pulses of pleasure . `` i was supposed to seduce you slowly until you begged me to take you , and you could n't give a damn about the past . '' his thumb rubbed over the swollen nub with a steady pressure . sobs escaped her lips and she reached out to wrap her fingers around his penis , guiding him closer . she arched up as he did something incredibly erotic between her thighs . damn you , take me now . '' `` jesus , let that condom still be in my frickin ' pocket . '' he reached over and grabbed his pants , tearing through the material until the foil package fell out . in seconds , he was sheathed . he tugged down her panties and removed his fingers . rearing up and spreading her legs wide , he poised at her entrance . a tiny gleam of truth pierced through the fogginess , reminding her he was about to re-claim a part of her she 'd thought to keep separate . fear choked her and she moved to push him away , her mouth open to tell him no . gavin surged inside of her with one strong thrust . he interlaced his fingers through hers . stared deeply into her eyes . with each thrust he took her toward the edge , until every inner muscle clenched and squeezed him tight inside her . the journey was familiar , but this time he held her gaze every step of the way , giving himself as freely as she had given her own self three years ago . the last fragile wall trembled precariously , but she fought with a fierceness she taught herself to cultivate since he left her . the emotions raged between them , pushing them forward , and then the orgasm hit . fragments of pleasure exploded around her .
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`` i was hoping you 'd indulge me so i 'm at least armed with the truth . '' it was wide and square with shiny callused patches . jackie looked at his hand , then back to his face . he wore no expression . no hope , no excitement . he did n't move toward her or show any signs of impatience . it was his stoicism that gave her the courage to step forward . she closed her eyes and pretended she was in a boardroom , meeting customers . she grabbed his hand and gave it a quick shake . jackie felt nothing but heat , strength , and the fine trembling of her own hand . but when she opened her eyes and looked at him , he 'd gone white with shock . his hazel eyes were wide and he stared at the ring on his left hand , watching colors swirl within the band . she did n't wait for him to speak . she turned and ran down the hall , getting away as fast as she could . the rumors were right . she was some kind of freak . logan was consumed by pain . his legs burned with it as the demon 's claws sank deep into his bones . the antidote his blood had created to combat the paralytic was working , but not nearly fast enough to save his life . at least hope had gotten out safely . logan took solace in that . as the synestryn dragged him down the hall to its den , logan forced the antidote to his arms , giving him the strength to pull his dagger . it was n't going to do much good , but he refused to let this creature kill him without a fight . he sat up enough to reach down and slam the blade into one of the demon 's paws . the tip went through the soft tissue and into logan 's leg . he gritted his teeth against a scream of pain and lifted the blade to strike again . the demon jerked back its paw , licking at the black blood dripping from the wound . a menacing growl rose from the beast , promising retribution . logan did n't wait to see what it had in mind . he lifted his blade and struck again , swiping at the closest paw , praying he 'd hit a tendon . the demon was too fast . it snatched back its paw and batted at logan before he could strike . the dagger flew from his numbed hand , ringing against the concrete floor several feet away . logan 's legs still had n't started to work yet , so he called on some of his dwindling power to draw the weapon back to him .
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that gut reaction i always got around tatiana -- anger and resentment -- flared up . then , it was muddled by a surprising wave of sympathy . no one 's life should end the way hers had . i hesitated , afraid the guards would hear me . somehow , i had a feeling the volume of my voice did n't matter , and none of them could see what i saw . i held up the note . `` did you write this ? ' `` is it true ? ' mason 's ghost had behaved similarly . summoning the dead was one thing ; communicating with them was a whole other matter . if there is another dragomir , i 'll find them . ' no point in drawing attention to the fact that i was in no position to find anything or anyone . `` but you have to tell me . did you write this letter ? is it true ? ' only that maddening gaze answered me . my frustration grew , and the pressure of all those spirits began to give me a headache . apparently , tatiana was as annoying in death as she had been in life . i was about to bring my walls back and push the ghosts away when tatiana made the smallest of movements . it was a tiny nod , barely noticeable . her hard eyes then shifted down to the note in my hand , and just like that -- she was gone . i slammed my barriers back up , using all my will to close myself off from the dead . the headache did n't disappear , but those faces did . i sank back on the bed and stared at the note without seeing it . tatiana had written it . somehow , i doubted her ghost had any reason to lie . stretching out , i rested my head on the pillow and waited for that terrible throbbing to go away . i closed my eyes and used the spirit bond to return and see what lissa had been doing . since my arrest , she 'd been busy pleading and arguing on my behalf , so i expected to find more of the same . instead she was ... dress shopping . i was almost offended at my best friend 's frivolity until i realized she was looking for a funeral dress . she was in one of the court 's tucked away stores , one that catered to royal families . to my surprise , adrian was with her . seeing his familiar , handsome face eased some of the fear in me . a quick probe of her mind told me why he was here : she 'd talked him into coming because she did n't want him left alone . he was completely drunk .
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she noticed he was watching a boxing match , and she cringed inwardly . he must have noticed her , because he reached for the television control and turned down the volume . his eyes widened as he assessed her . she asked , glancing down at herself . `` you normally wear that to bed ? '' he made it sound as if she 'd donned sackcloth and ashes . he nodded and punched the control , turning up the volume . `` then my guess is junior will be an only child . '' hannah bristled ; then , not knowing what else to do , sat down and tucked her feet under her . the fight taking place on the television screen was violent , with two boxers slugging it out as though they had every intention of badly maiming each other . hannah winced and closed her eyes several times . `` why would anyone fight like that ? '' she asked during a commercial break . `` ten million might have something to do with it . '' hannah was incredulous . standing , she looked around for something else to do . she walked into the kitchen and poured herself a glass of water . the evening paper was on the floor next to riley 's chair . she picked it up and read through it . `` would you like to go to church with me tomorrow ? '' his eyes did n't stray from the screen . she set the paper aside and yawned . i 'll wake you when i come in . '' hannah was skeptical , but the fight was only in the sixth round and it looked as if it could continue for a good long while . `` not in the least , '' he answered , and waved her toward the bedroom . hannah found an extra blanket in the hall closet and wrapped that around herself as she lay on top of riley 's bed . it would have been presumptuous of her to crawl beneath the covers when she fully intended to sleep in the living room after riley had finished with his program . although she was exhausted , hannah had a difficult time falling asleep . what an unusual day she 'd had . she 'd married a man who was little more than a stranger to her , and discovered in the short time they 'd spent alone that he was easy enough to like . she sincerely doubted that she 'd ever grow to love him the way she had jerry , but then jerry had been a special man . it was n't likely that she 'd ever find anyone like him . riley was rough around the edges ; she could n't deny that .
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christa obediently followed the professor into her office . professor barini left the door ajar before sitting behind her desk . `` i 'd like to thank you for taking my advice about professor pacciani . i noticed that he did n't make the short list . '' christa made no attempt to hide her exultation . lucia ignored the comment and retrieved a file , quickly leafing through its contents . then she looked at christa over the rims of her glasses . `` you 've run into a problem . '' `` you 're supposed to choose three professors to sit on your oral examination committee , but i 've been notified by the faculty that no one is willing to do so . '' christa 's dark eyes grew wide . as the chair , i can not compel a faculty member to serve on your committee . their lack of willingness to participate indicates that they do n't think you 'll perform to their satisfaction . '' christa could n't quite believe her ears . it was unthinkable that every faculty member in the department would refuse to work with her . no one had given her even the slightest indication of that kind of antipathy . ( at least , to her face . ) `` it means that , unfortunately , we will be granting you a terminal ma as of may and that you will need to apply elsewhere to pursue your studies . '' lucia closed christa 's file with a snap of her wrist . `` there are regulations about a student 's satisfactory performance in the m.phil program . according to the faculty , you are not performing satisfactory work . '' `` but , but , this is outrageous ! '' christa sputtered . `` i 've completed all my assignments . i 've been getting decent grades . no one has offered me any critical feedback . you ca n't simply push me out of the program on a whim ! '' `` we do n't have whims here at columbia , miss peterson . while it 's true you 've been passing your seminars , you still have to take the oral exam . as i mentioned , no one is willing to serve on your testing committee . that means you wo n't be able to complete the program . '' christa gazed around the room helplessly , trying to figure a way out of her predicament . `` let me talk to them . i 'll go see the professors on my own and plead my case . '' at this point , they 've added a letter to your permanent file .
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`` i think it would be best if you all just left , '' she said , avoiding eye contact . then she raised her head to meet jolene 's gaze . `` i ca n't leave you like this , '' bruce muttered . `` if anyone needs to go , it 's jolene and her entourage . '' he looked pointedly at his daughter , demanding that she give him some privacy . jolene folded her arms rebelliously and refused to budge . `` just go , '' rachel pleaded , easing away from bruce . `` like jane said , you 're causing a scene . '' he ignored his daughter and focused on rachel . he understood now that he had n't really grasped the extent of jolene 's selfishness . he did n't know how his daughter 's dislike of rachel had reached this point . nor did he know what had torn the two of them apart in the first place . at one time they 'd been so close ... . `` do n't worry , jolene , '' rachel said . `` you can have your father all to yourself . '' his daughter 's smile could have lit up the entire mall . to his shock , she and her posse of friends exchanged high fives . with that , rachel started to walk away , then apparently had a change of heart because she turned back . `` bruce , it would be better if you did n't come here again . '' `` if you do show up , i 'll get a job somewhere else . this is embarrassing to me and the salon . '' bruce shook his head , unwilling to stay away . `` if anything like this happens again , jane 's going to find an excuse to fire me . '' bruce had trouble believing that . but before he could respond , his daughter grabbed his hand . `` we do n't need rachel . '' `` i need rachel , '' he countered , pulling his hand free . `` and our baby needs his or her father . '' rachel 's eyes locked with his . `` do n't come back here . '' `` okay , fine , but we need to talk . '' `` no , you do n't , '' jolene inserted . `` jolene , leave me and rachel alone , '' bruce said furiously . he refused to have her interfering in his life like this . it was time she recognized her role in the breakup of his marriage . and , he told himself , it was time he admitted that he 'd allowed her to do the damage she had .
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*** bryn when we told everyone about how we got caught practically mauling each other in the middle of downtown by an older couple , each and every person on the bus died laughing . vince pointed at cale in a fit of laughter . at the time i was completely caught up in the moment . i mean , this guy just took me to the best restaurant i had eaten at in a very long time , and the tension could be cut with a knife . i wanted to skip the meal and have him for lunch , but we behaved pretty well . i made a note in my phone to go back there next time we played in texas ; i wanted to show the place to gina and bethany . im surprised no one threw rocks at you or anything to get you two to stop . its not that funny , guys , so please focus on something else . cale threw a pillow at vince and he dodged it as it instead hit luke . oh no , you wont get away with it that easy , luke teased . dont worry , bryn . i wont tease you about italthough thats completely out there for youbut its so easy to hassle him and get away with it . i put a hand on lukes shoulder and said , well that makes me feel slightly less embarrassed ! its fucking hilarious ! raptor shouted . happens to the best of us , bryn . dont feel embarrassed . youre taking a ride on the wildddd side he sang the last bit , quoting motley crue . i chuckled at raptors response . thanks , raptor . cale came up behind me , resting his chin on my shoulder talking only so i could hear . like how were going to have an amazing set tonight and finish what we started outside his breath on my skin was making my whole body tremble , and my knees weakened . because all i know is tonight i wont be able to look at you onstage without wanting to take off each and every piece of clothing you have on . its way too tempting at this point . my insides were tossing and turning and i felt my panties get damper by the second . how was i supposed to play our hour and some odd minutes set listening to cales amazing voice when all id be thinking about was sex ? he was trouble with a damn capital t. but i didnt care . a little trouble never hurt anyone , and i was willing to cause a little trouble now and again especially since i was a free girl and didnt have someone breathing down my neck setting rules for me . i fanned myself as he let go of me , suddenly feeling warm . its so on .
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okay , that was a little freaky , but then that was par for the course when it came to drake . everything that she 'd witnessed since last night had veered over into freaky territory . `` tell me about what it 's like . '' `` to be this old ? '' `` no , to live a life like yours . all the monsters . carrying a sword . living with magic . she felt him shrug under her cheek . his muscles flowed with smooth strength and although she was too worn out to do anything about it , she appreciated his body and the way it made her hum inside just being near him . `` i was born into the sentinel community . my parents were bonded theronai . i 've grown up fighting the synestryn all my life , so i do n't know any other way . '' `` if your parents were theronai and had you , then what makes you think the theronai ca n't have children ? '' `` we 've run tests . all our men are infertile . we 've never been a very prolific people , so it 's hard to pinpoint when or how it happened . the sanguinar theorize it 's something the synestryn did to us without our knowledge-some kind of poison , maybe . '' that was a horrible thought . she could n't imagine being violated in such a way and could n't help but try to give him comfort . she stroked his chest and felt the luceria warm . until she 'd felt the heat , she had n't realized she 'd been trying to reach out to him like that , trying to comfort him that way as well . using the link was becoming more natural to her . she was going to have to be careful about that , because it was such an intimate connection-something she 'd never shared with anyone else before . helen needed to put some distance between them . she needed some privacy and a chance to gather her thoughts . her world was upside down and she needed some space to right it . drake slowly released her as if begrudging her the freedom . he let out a regretful sigh . `` we need to get moving again , anyway . i want to be home before sundown . '' `` when the monsters come out , '' she reminded herself . she sat up and brushed her tangled hair away from her face . `` that , and the fact that i want to get you some help with your vision . i know you think it 's real-that you 're going to burn to death-but i ca n't believe that .
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velvet lips clamped firmly on his coat cuff , dark eyes mildly reprimanding . casey ran a tight ship , and he expected his master to do the same . `` all right , i 'm done mooning . '' gil scrubbed the horse 's nose and jolted into action , pounding up the steps to the boardwalk , leaving a trail in the quickly accumulating white stuff . he could n't help glancing over his shoulder one more time , wishing . wishing , when he had sacks of feed to bring home before this turned into a full-force blizzard . tucking away his tender feelings for maebry o'riley , he buried them deep . some things were simply not meant to be . chapter two stupid weather ! maebry swiped snow out of her face as she squinted at the disaster that had befallen the wagon . the ranch horse glanced over his shoulder at her , arched a horsy brow and sent her a worried look through the sideways falling snow . `` phil , why are you looking at me like that ? '' she gave the wagon wheel a good hard kick . that was the old family rule . when frustrated , a good whack with your foot to whatever was n't working never did any harm . except to her toe , which protested painfully from smacking into the metal rim . `` it 's not my fault we 're good and stuck . '' phil huffed , blowing air out of his nose . `` okay , maybe it is a little , '' she admitted . the horse stomped his foot , as if there was no maybe about it . snow clung to his black mane giving him a frosty look . in fact , he was turning white all over , and so was she . she wrapped her arms around herself , but nothing could stop the knife-sharp cut of the cruel northwestern wind as it sliced through her old coat . `` what i would n't give to be home right now in the toasty kitchen . '' maebry took a step and felt the half-frozen mud clamp hold of her shoe . she tugged it free and frowned at the gooey mire of brown stuck to the sole . that would have to be washed off . `` i can almost hear the tea kettle whistling on the stove . wood crackling in the fire . smell my beef stew simmering , my fresh bread baking . '' as nice of an image as it wasand it did warm her up somenow her stomach decided to rumble .
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i 'll be down at the end of the hall if you need me . '' he brushed his thumb along her cheek and reluctantly left her side . ava watched matt walk away and wondered if she was crazy to do this alone . stephanie came out of the room and stopped her from calling matt back . kim was awake and asking for her . with a final glance at matt , deep in discussion on his cell phone , she made her way into the room and took the empty chair by the bed . kim 's right eye was matted shut by the swelling . her face was also swollen with bruises and cuts , concealing the beauty she once held . a blanket covered her battered body . ava sighed in relief . it was hard enough to see her face . she could n't imagine what her body looked like . kim mumbled , only able to open her swollen mouth a small amount from the left side . she opened her good eye with effort and fixed her gaze on ava . `` right here , kim . '' `` i 'm sorry ray came after you . `` i would do it all over again to help you , kim . `` i 've made a horrible mess of my life . is god punishing me ? '' `` oh kim , that 's not how god works . he loves you and out of that love gives us all the freedom to make our own choices . sometimes bad consequences come from poor choices and sometimes bad things happen to make us work at becoming a better person . '' `` i 've made so many bad choices in my life and it seems even my good choices turn against me . '' a monitor went off which sent a nurse rushing in to check her vitals . ava took the moment to collect her thoughts . ava waited until the nurse left to keep their conversation private . `` you 're a strong woman , kim , you can turn your life around . '' matt 's words echoed in her thoughts . she coughed and groaned from the pain . ava fed her ice chips to help with her dry mouth . `` you take time to heal and then face one day at a time . you no longer have to live in fear , and that 's a great place to start . '' rebuilding her life would not be easy and many obstacles would be in her way , but matt told her that once they found ray he would be locked up for a long time . without him around , kim would be able to rest and get back on her feet quickly . she was finally free from a life of bondage .
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`` find a way , '' i said . `` i know how the obin feel about the consu , councilor . i 've studied them . i 've studied you . hickory and dickory made a story about them . obin 's first creation myth , except it 's true . i know how you got them to speak to you . and i know you 've tried to get them to speak to you again since then . `` it 's true , '' dock said . `` i 'm willing to guess you 're still working on it even now , '' i said . `` we are , '' dock said . `` we have been . '' `` now is the time to make that happen , '' i said . `` there is no guarantee that the consu would help you , even if we convinced them to speak to us and hear our plea on your behalf , '' dock said . `` the consu are unknowable . '' `` even if what you ask were possible , it would come at a high cost , '' dock said . `` if you knew what it cost us the last time we spoke to the consu - `` `` i know exactly how much it cost , '' i said . `` hickory told me . and i know the obin are used to paying for what they get . let me ask you , councilor . what did you get from my biological father ? what did you get from charles boutin ? '' `` he gave us consciousness , '' dock said , `` as you well know . but it came at a price . your father asked for a war . '' `` which you never gave him , '' i said . `` my father died before you could pay up . you got his gift for free . '' `` the colonial union asked for a price to finish his work , '' dock said . `` that 's between you and the colonial union , '' i said . `` it does n't take anything away from what my father did , or the fact you never paid for it . i am his daughter . i am his heir . the fact you are here says that the obin give me the honor they would give him . i could say to you that you owe me what you owe him : a war , at least . '' `` i can not say that we owe you what we owed your father , '' dock said . `` then what do you owe me ? '' `` what do you owe me for what i 've done for you ? `` my name is dock , '' it said .
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carrie sat on the bed beside charlotte . `` we 're going , are n't we ? '' she was overreacting , and she knew it . after shelling out ninety bucks she was wearing those jeans , no matter how they made her look . `` good , '' carrie said , leaping excitedly to her feet . `` i 've got the picnic basket packed . honestly , mom , we 're bringing so much food , we could open a concession stand . '' `` i did n't want to run short . '' charlotte did n't bother denying that she 'd packed enough to feed jason 's entire family . a fruit-and-cheese plate , sandwiches , potato salad , a batch of chocolate chip cookies and a variety of other goodies she 'd thrown in at the last minute . jason had casually mentioned the picnic the day before , when she 'd gone to the hospital to visit higgins . the dog was just beginning to respond to them . he was recovering slowly , but according to jason , they 'd be able to bring him home within a week . charlotte soon discovered that visiting her new dog was a dual-edged sword . every time she was at the veterinary hospital , she ran into jason . usually they had a cup of coffee together and talked ; once he 'd suggested dinner and charlotte had n't been able to dredge up a single excuse not to join him . he 'd even taken her and carrie to a movie . now she was meeting his family , and it terrified her . ten minutes later , as charlotte was rearranging their picnic basket to find room for a tablecloth and paper napkins , jason arrived . carrie answered the door and directed him to the kitchen . `` jason 's here , '' she said unnecessarily . charlotte greeted him nervously , turning around , a tense smile on her face . she was watching him carefully , wanting to read his expression when he saw her in the tight jeans . `` hi , i was just- '' he stopped abruptly , letting whatever he meant to say fade into nothingness . he stood before her , his mouth dangling open . slowly his eyes widened . at least she thought it was appreciation . she prayed that was what it was , and not disgust or shock or any of the emotions she 'd endured that morning . `` i ... i 've got everything ready . '' she rubbed her suddenly damp hands down her thighs .
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`` that too , '' faith added with a grin . `` lucky bitch , '' julie said mournfully . `` so , if we can direct the conversation back to me and my impending slavery , '' serena said . `` by all means , '' julie said airily . `` do n't let my fantasies about being sandwiched between two hot men interrupt you . '' serena looked at faith . `` do you think i 'm making a mistake by letting damon fulfill my fantasy ? '' faith pressed her lips together for a moment . i 'm not sure you could ask for a better man . i 'm surprised that he agreed , or offered i suppose i should say , since you did n't exactly ask him , but i actually think he 's perfect for you . and it certainly helps that he 's so freaking hot . '' serena watched as julie sent her eyes toward the ceiling . `` green is n't your color , julie , '' serena teased . jealous bitch . '' `` why do n't we take julie out for a drink ? '' `` maybe we can get her laid in the process and then god knows her mood would improve . '' `` i do n't think you were supposed to look so hopeful , julie , '' faith said as she choked on her laughter . serena discarded her towel , slid off the table and wrapped her robe around her body . let 's get decent and go imbibe . considering what i agreed to yesterday , i think i could use a drink or three . '' `` yeah , well , just promise me you 'll give me all the down and dirty details of your stint with slavery , '' julie said . `` if i get really desperate , i 'll sign up to go a round with mr . `` i thought you would n't sleep with guys who 'd had sex with your friends ? '' serena said with a raised eyebrow . `` it was very uncharitable of you to remind me of that , '' julie huffed . `` it would seem that between you and faith and the bimbo that 's hovering around nathan , all the hunks are accounted for . it 's damn sad when i 'm actually contemplating leftovers . '' `` for god 's sake , julie , shut up , '' faith said . `` i thought only men objected to sloppy seconds . '' `` honey , apparently your men do n't , '' julie said sweetly .
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forty dollars a week was a hundred and sixty dollars a month , enough to pay the power bill , with a little left over for the gas bill . but for now all she wanted was to sit on the dock with her feet in the water and gaze at the mountains , feeling contentment spread through her . that was how robert found her . he came around the side of the house and paused when he saw her sitting on the weathered dock , her eyes closed , face lifted to the sun . the long , thick , golden braid had been pulled forward over one shoulder , revealing the enticing , delicate furrow of her nape . she was wearing faded denim shorts and a white chemise top , hardly a sophisticated outfit , but his pulse began to throb as he studied the graceful curve of her shoulders , the delectable roundness of her slender arms , the shapeliness of her legs . her skin glowed with a warm , pale gold luminescence , like a succulent peach . his eyes , his entire body , burned as he stared at her . his mouth was literally watering , and he had to swallow . he had never felt such urgent lust for any other woman . what he wanted was to simply throw himself on her and have her right here , right now , without thought or finesse . she was unaware of his presence until the dock vibrated when he stepped onto it . there was no alarm in her eyes as she turned her head to see who had come visiting , only lazy curiosity followed by a warm look of welcome . even the average five-year-old in a large city was more wary than the people around here , he thought as he sat down beside her and began taking off his shoes . `` hi , '' she said , a sort of smiling serenity in that one word , which was drawled so that it took twice as long for her to say than it did for him . he found himself smiling back , actually smiling , his mouth curved into a tender line as his heart pounded inside his chest . he had wanted her from the moment he 'd first seen her ; he 'd been , several times , unexpectedly charmed by her . both reactions were acute at this moment , but even more , he was enchanted . he had whirled across countless dance floors with countless beautiful women in his arms , women who could afford to pamper themselves and wear the most expensive gowns and jewelry , women whom he had genuinely liked . he had made love to those women gently , slowly , in luxurious surroundings . he had taken women when the added fillip of danger made each encounter more intense .
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she fished out her keys and thumbed the unlock button on the key fob . then she reached to slide her computer bag onto the passenger seat ... and stopped short . a black rose rested precisely in the cup holder . there was no mistaking the ominous message . somehow that macabre rosebud had gotten into her car . someone had been in her locked vehicle . her mind raced back to the florist ad under her windshield wiper . she pulled the paper out of her computer bag and flattened the coupon on the seat . panic snapped through her veins , her emotions already on edge from the unexpected encounter with malcolm . she bolted out of her sedan , stumbling as she backed away . her body slammed into someone . a hard male chest . she stifled a scream and spun fast to find malcolm standing behind her . with his fingers in her hair and her nerves in shambles , she could n't even pretend to be composed . `` there 's a black rose in my car-completely creepy . i do n't know how it got there since i locked up this morning . i know i did , because i had to use my key fob to get in . '' `` we call the cops , now . '' she shook her head , nudging his hand aside . `` the police chief will write it up and say i 'm paranoid about some disgruntled students . '' the old chief would make veiled references to mental instability in her past , something her father had tried to keep under wraps . few knew . still , for them , a stigma lingered . unfair-not to mention dangerous since she was n't being taken seriously . from the thunderclouds gathering in malcolm 's eyes , he was definitely taking her seriously . he clasped her shoulders in broad , warm hands , gently urging her to the side and into the long shadows of his bodyguards . malcolm strode past her to the sedan , looking first at the rose , then kneeling to peer under the car . for a bomb or something ? she swallowed hard , stepping back . `` malcolm , let 's just call the police after all . please , get away from my car . '' standing , he faced her again , casting a tall and broad-shouldered shadow over her in a phantom caress . he charged forward and clasped her arm , the calluses on his fingers rasping against her skin . `` did you see something under there ? '' `` no , but i have n't looked under the hood .
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a thread of my sweater caught on the rough stone , pulling out in a wisp of grey . i felt a moment 's ache for the children we had been , here in our pirates ' cave , our bears ' den , our eagles ' eyrie . when i reached the little center crevasse with its cool sand floor i set torren down . he settled onto the sand as if too tired to stand . i stroked his feathers with a finger , soothing him in gentle rhythm , wondering how to begin . i could say the spell for him , but he needed to have it in his mind , the words and the sense of it . our myths are full of the stories of shifters who sank too far , fell into the beast and were lost . like gareth the grey wolf whose wife found him and brought him home , who then killed and ate their children on his own hearth as his wife screamed . i had liked those tales much better when i was n't in the damned wife 's position . i began to talk to him . i kept my voice soft and slow . i reminded him of this place , of our younger selves . i called him captain hook , and bru , and a dozen childhood names . and then i called him lover . i told him again of the night we found each other as more than best friends . and as i talked , my voice hoarse and uncertain , i saw the green in his eyes grow stronger . until finally he stretched his neck toward me and tapped his beak on my wrist in three solemn strokes . torren , i said , are you in there , you son of a bitch ? he tapped me again , a little harder than necessary . because if we ca n't i 'll have to take you back to elder drew and he is not happy with you . torren shook his bird head rapidly . i 'll say it , tor . but you have to follow . run it through your mind . no skips , no missed words , with your human goal in your mind . think about last week . me in your bed and my mouth you-know-where . you need to be human if you want to do that again . tor 's beak dropped open a little , almost a smile , and he ruffled his shoulders and stared into my eyes . the spell starts easy , like reciting poetry . but then it gets harder , harsh , like the words are glass in your throat ripping you open . and i 'd never done it like this , for someone else .
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it 's back on , '' he replied , a hint of confusion tainting his tone as well . dillon let out a breath and shook his head . `` look , i get it , okay ? i should n't have used the drinking as an excuse . though i remain firm that you should n't have hit me , i 'm willing to forgive you . '' `` you think i need your fucking forgiveness ? '' gavin snapped , still trying to recover from the hurt anchoring itself in his chest . `` you have some balls coming to my fucking office , telling me that you 're willing to forgive me . you 're lucky i 'm not knocking the shit out of you right here . '' `` see , this is what i 'm talking about . i 'm trying to smooth things out with you , and you 're acting like a fucking lunatic . gavin glared at him for a long moment as flashes of emily flooded his mind . crossing his arms , he turned and walked over to the window . the sun had long since made its descent below the buildings , and a full moon had taken its place . inhaling deeply , gavin nodded . he was in no way being benevolent , and he sure as shit was n't forgiving dillon . his sole purpose was to end the conversation and get to emily in whatever way he could . therefore , he would play the game . he vaguely remembered her saying that she was covering a dinner shift tonight at bella lucina . just as he did so many months ago , he would pay her an unexpected visit . however , this time he would go to her a very broken and very confused man looking for answers . he just hoped he would find them . `` you 're correct , dillon , '' he said , his voice devoid of any emotion that it shocked even him . `` i am acting like a nut . '' he turned and faced him , his facial features smoothing into unreadable impassivity . `` if you 're able to forgive me for doing what i did , then , surely , i can get over what you 've done to emily . '' gavin carefully watched as the guard in dillon 's eyes seemed to evaporate into thin air . `` okay , so we 're good then ? '' crossing his arms and without a word spoken , gavin simply nodded . `` alright , cool , '' he said , looking down to his watch . `` i 'm going out for a couple of drinks with some buddies from work . i think we both could hammer back a few after this .
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i liked gabe , but i always felt like there was some hidden part of him he held back . today , though , i was seeing a deeper side to his personality . jake , on the other hand , was an enigma . there was a selfless part about him that i really liked , but then again , i had only just met him . he clearly had a difficult home life . however , my father said i had good intuition about people , and so i usually trusted what my gut told me . my dad called it my spidey-sense . jake smoothly pushed himself off the wall and walked down the hallway . do you guys want something to drink ? gabe perked right up . beer or something ? jake cocked an eyebrow at him . i meant water . gabe slouched . as we headed back into the kitchen , i scanned the house , hoping it might reveal more about this mysterious new guy . looking embarrassed , jake compulsively straightened things as we walked . we moved in sort of quickly , so i havent really had time to clean everything . my house can get messy too , and weve lived there for years , i said trying to reassure him . did your father find a job yet ? jake looked thrown by the ordinary question . my dad found work at a machine shop over in derrybrook . thanks to his cousin . as i stepped back into the living room , my head snapped up . behind the worn-out recliner was the butt of a gun . i stepped to the side and got a better look at it . it was a long-scoped hunting rifle . most girls would have no clue exactly what type of gun it wasbut i did . id gone to enough gun shows with my dad to tell the difference between a glock 17 and a 9mm smith and wesson . it was beyond stupid not to have it locked up in a gun cabinet . then something else caught my eye ; underneath was a box . without jake seeing me , i squinted and read the label : 5.56 nato pmc x-tac 62-grade . green tip lightarmor piercing ammo . as fear raced through me , the hairs went up on the back of my neck . i knew what my dad had called that type of bulletcop killers . that ammo was dangerous ; the rounds could easily pierce through bulletproof vests . i had thought they were illegal in this state . as my anger rose , i tried to remain calm and not show any emotion .
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abby was in full whirlwind mode the entirety of the evening -- with the single exception of the few minutes that keely managed to sneak away to speak to hannah , her cousin completely monopolized her time . she was barely allowed a quick hug with ian ( one during which no words were exchanged ) before abby was pulling her to the dining room chattering away so that no one else could get a word in edgewise . when she did draw breath , it was only to give keely an opportunity to answer a question that abby had posed to her . she had to wait until abby dismissed them all for the night before she actually got to speak to ian . claudia asked if she would drop her brother at home as she needed to go pick some things up from her office and did not think he needed to tag along . it was a clumsy way to arrange for the siblings to have privacy , but it worked . she and ian were alone and trapped in the confines of her car , but they were both strangely silent . are we agreeing to disagree on this one ? he finally asked as she made the final turn of his section of their drive . keely considered for a moment . was there really anything constructive for her to say ? yes , she agreed pulling the car over at their destination ( or as close to it as she could currently get ) . i am glad to have you back , he offered . its been kind of crazy without you . she raised an eyebrow as if to ask whose fault he thought that was . yeah , yeah , he mumbled , i know . he reached over and ruffled her hair the way he had made a habit of when they were children . have fun tomorrow , he told her opening the door and climbing out . oh , i will , she assured him as he closed it . she was going to be back with her children . she had a fairly quiet morning . she had not slept well , so the quiet was appreciated to an extent . simultaneously , it meant that her center was mostly empty . it struck her forcefully that she had missed the entire summer season with the children . she could not seem to get settled in her office . she ended up spending most of the day hanging around the preschoolers and getting caught up on a maintenance rundown with rusty . she was in the music room when the after school flood arrived . apparently , mary at the front desk had given up her location because the sound in the hall resembled what she imagined a herd of gazelles stampeding in her direction might have sounded like . there was some sort of group halt at the doorway before a cry of miss keely !
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she nodded as she continued to stroke him . i like the idea ... i mean i guess it sounds stupid , but there 's something so ... intimate about it , do n't you think ? '' he closed his eyes and merely nodded because , at this point , if she kept this up , he 'd never make it to her mouth before he started coming . and to think she was worried about recovery time . he did n't know whether to be insulted or amused . it was obvious she really did n't know that much about sex but had tried to remedy it and have as much foreknowledge as possible for when she made love the first time . this time she uncurled her fingers so she was n't fisting him and held him by her fingertips . then she licked from the very base , her tongue glancing over his balls , all the way up the underside to the very tip . before he had any chance to imagine what she 'd do next , she sucked him in deep and hard . he landed at the back of her throat , and he automatically bucked upward , unable to control his response . she gripped him again , steadying herself , and then she slowly worked back up . this time she did n't tease but rather set a steady rhythm with her hand and mouth , growing tighter with each stroke . `` use your other hand to cup my balls , '' he said in a tight voice . `` squeeze but not too hard . work them while you suck me . '' the raw , coarse language had the same effect on them both . her n**ples tightened and became rigid , erect points as they bobbed in front of him . precum leaked into her mouth , and he worried at first that she 'd decide this was n't what she 'd imagined and bail . instead she slowed and seemed to savor it , almost like she was deciding how she liked it . she rolled her tongue around , catching every bit of the liquid before resuming the slow , sucking motions . she had both hands wrapped around him , one around his balls , squeezing and massaging gently , and the other stretched around the base , working up and down in time with her mouth . `` deeper , '' he urged . `` take me deep , baby . hold me there . see how deep you can take me . '' he did n't want to take over and force her to do anything . he 'd rather let her set her own pace , explore at her leisure and do what came naturally to her .
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