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zack swallowed .
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her face turned hard but he could see the vulnerability in her eyes .
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he knew what she wanted him to say , but lord help him , he did n't know how to say it .
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he 'd thought he could , he thought it 'd be easy , but now that it was show time , his throat constricted and the words would n't form in his head .
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you 've made yourself clear .
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`` but , annie , we had fun . ''
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he thought he saw her smile before she turned away .
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`` but we want different things out of this relationship and you 're not being fair if you keep stringing me along .
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he placed a hand on her shoulder and gently tried to turn her round but she would n't budge and he would n't force her .
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he heard ragged breathing and realized it was his .
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oh hell , he was going to lose it .
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she stepped away from him and he could see the tears rolling down her cheeks .
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she opened her door and waited .
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he could n't let go of the one person in his life who cared about him , zack dimarco , not the billionaire but the regular guy .
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he could n't let the one person who made him smile walk out of his life forever .
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the one person he wanted to be with .
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oh lord , was he sure ?
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was his mind playing some sort of trick ... ?
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`` i think i need to sit down . ''
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but he remained standing , staring at annie .
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would this woman make him give up his ranch for the la glitz ?
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would she want him to attend parties with her ?
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no way-she definitely disliked them .
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would she make him give up his most valuable possession-his freedom ?
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did she want the full-time commitment , the white picket fence and children ?
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and for the first time in his life , zack realized he was ready for those things too .
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but only if he could have them with her .
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she was perfect all right , and exactly what he needed .
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`` annie , '' he stood close , inhaling the scent of soap and shampoo .
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there were tracks on her cheeks from her tears and he touched them , wishing he had n't caused them .
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she turned her face away , but he knew what he had to do now .
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he touched her chin and made her look at him .
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her eyes were deep pools , ready to spill at any moment .
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`` i 'm sorry i put you through this , '' he whispered .
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`` it 's just i did n't know until now . ''
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`` that i love you , annie . ''
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her body stiffened as a tidal wave of relief flooded his .
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he 'd said it-for the first time in his entire life , he 'd used the l word .
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but annie just stood there , her lips slightly apart , staring up at him .
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he 'd said the wrong thing .
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or he 'd said the right thing , but too late .
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he brushed a damp lock of hair from her forehead .
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he wanted to kiss her there , feel her hot skin on his lips one last time , but he did n't dare .
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`` i thought you prefer busty blondes , '' she said .
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god , she was beautiful-all damp curls and moist , pink skin .
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he barely controlled a shudder as she blinked wide-eyed up at him .
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it was easier to date them because i 'd never fall for that sort of girl . ''
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`` but you said yourself , you do n't want a relationship . ''
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he could hear the ache in her voice .
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what a complete ass he 'd been .
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`` i never wanted to end up like my parents , '' he said .
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dredging up the past would open old wounds , but he needed to explain .
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`` my dad gave up his dreams for my mother .
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and because of that , he hated her .
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they were madly in love when they married .
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but with the jobs and the pressure of raising a large family , he lost his talent for song writing .
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he could have been successful .
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bob made him successful after he died , but ... '' he shrugged , leaving the sentence hanging .
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`` and you do n't want to end up like your father ? ''
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it seems we both have father issues . ''
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`` yeah , well , you 've come to terms with yours .
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`` so be gentle with me , annie .
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outright rejection is n't easy on a commitment-phobe who 's made up his mind to make a commitment . ''
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annie frowned , her eyes searching his .
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`` so you meant what you just said ?
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she fell into him , pressed her body against his and suddenly the room spun out of control and zack felt unbalanced .
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his grip tightened around her and he pulled her closer .
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she laughed into his chest .
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his heart did somersaults .
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she pressed her fingertips to his lips and he kissed them .
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`` i 'm not like those other women .
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he grinned , relief wrapping around his aching heart .
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it felt even more right the second time .
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`` i love you too , '' she murmured when they finally came up for air .
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`` so does this mean you 'll sleep with me now ? ''
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he grinned and bent to kiss her again , so eager to taste her lips , but she pulled away .
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oh , hell , now what ?
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`` i have a confession to make , '' she said .
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`` unless you 're going to tell me you 're an alien , i do n't care . ''
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she grinned and dodged his lips .
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`` my confession is that i was n't really flirting with rick the other night .
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i was just pretending to . ''
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`` and you 're a terrible flirt . ''
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`` i feel like i hardly know you at all sometimes . ''
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it was now , anyway .
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a week was n't long enough to know everything about one person , but it was long enough to know he was in love with annie .
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`` we 're going to have the rest of our lives to find out everything about one another . ''
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`` as long as we spend the rest of our lives on your ranch in montana .
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i think i 've had enough of la . ''
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but you 've lived here your whole life . ''
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he felt himself grinning .
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he 'd wanted her to leave the city but he 'd never force her .
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`` i 've realized i do n't quite fit the la image .
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my idea of a great night is going to bed early . ''
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