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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I am <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so excited <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to welcome <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Haley <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to the show. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Haley, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>tell us about your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>best-selling <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>book, The <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Good Fight. <|TIME_TOKEN|>So I've<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>never believed<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>more wholeheartedly<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>than<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>do you believe<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>that it's possible<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>to change your brain?<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>The good fight<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>is my personal<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>story on<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>why that's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>possible.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I grew<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>up thinking<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>that you could not<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>change your brain,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>that if you were<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>born into a certain<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>body type,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>that was the role<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you would play in life,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and that was<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>just the way that<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>it was. And I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>really had a hard time<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>believing that there really<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>were alternatives.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I was especially<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>hard on myself<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>because I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>was really small<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>as a child. I was<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>only 36<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>when I got pregnant with my<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>first child.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And I was really<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>small as a child,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and I was really small<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>pregnant.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And it was so hard<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>to believe that there were<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>options beyond<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>just, you<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>know, going for it<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>when you got pregnant.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>But I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>am here to tell<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you that there<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>are options,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and I really<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>feel like it's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>possible to change your<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>brain. And so<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>the good fight<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>is my personal<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>story on<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>why that's possible.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And it's also<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>really personal<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>because it's a story<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>based on a bunch<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>of different choices that I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>made over the course<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>of my life.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And it's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>really about<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>how<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I turned<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>my life around<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>by making<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>some different<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>choices.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>And it's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>really about how you can<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>too make different<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>choices to have<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>different outcomes.<|SPEAKER_SEP|><|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>of the book and<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I was like, well,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I really want people to<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>be inspired by<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>
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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not a good <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm not a good person <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to ask this question <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because I've <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>been talking with <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>my therapist off <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and on for <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>quite some time <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have had <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to learn <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to be okay <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with silence. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I had to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>learn <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be okay with silence <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in my own <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>head. And I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't know. I think that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a hard thing that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we're still learning. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to like. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I mean, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>listen, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we're still learning. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>We're we're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think there's any way <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we're ever fully <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>going to be okay <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with silence. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Right. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the unknown <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can scare <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>me. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I mean, I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>guess, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm just saying <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really just saying <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really just saying <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the only thing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that I can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel like I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>good <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>way that we're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>responding to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what's happening in the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>world. And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's where I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel like I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I feel like I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a good <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>person to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>call about. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm not saying like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>don't respond at <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>all. Like if if <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>if something is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>troubling to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you for our listeners <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>call, you know what I'm saying? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like you can call <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in and just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>let it ring. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Let it <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>let it ring and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like I'm here. <|TIME_TOKEN|>
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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know it's like a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>little bit of a crazy <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>story, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>real. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>real. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I mean, I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know, I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel like it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>little bit out there, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but like it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>real, it's like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's happening, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know. <|TIME_TOKEN|>Yeah,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I mean,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I'm<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>just<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>don't even know<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>how to<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>how to<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>how to how to<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>say this.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>But<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I'm just<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>saying, like,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>if<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you're thinking<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>of a gift<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>for someone that<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you're close to,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>would just<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I would just<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>say like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>think<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>about<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>not<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>just like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>how you<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>think<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>your loved<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>one would like to<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>spend their time,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>but<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>think about<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>how<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you can<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>spend time<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>with<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>them.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>You know,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>like reach<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>out and<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>and maybe<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>maybe<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>maybe<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>can like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>uh<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>make like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>a video<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>for<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>them.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I don't fucking know.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I'm just saying like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I'm trying<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>to think of like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>how I would<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>spend time with my<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>dad who's also<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>dying.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>You know,<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>like I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>don't know, like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>maybe<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>maybe<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>know, maybe<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>you make him<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>a video.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I don't<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>know. I'm just<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I'm just<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>saying like<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I think<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>that's a really<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>I think that's a<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>really nice<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>way to spend<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>time with someone.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Like I<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>think that's a really<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>nice way to spend<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>time with someone<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>when you<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>
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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Oh, I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can do this. I've <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>been doing it <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for 10 years. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I know how to do this. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I've written <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>books. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know how to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>get <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>money. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how to get money. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how to ask <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for money. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I know how to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>negotiate. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I know how to do all <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>these things. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>got in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>there. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was like, I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know how to do all <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>these things. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how to do all <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this things. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how my body works. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I know how to take <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>care of myself. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how to take care of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>my money. I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know how to spend <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>money. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how to ask <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for money. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I know <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how to do all <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of these things. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just was like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>doing this. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>This is happening. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>let this be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>my story. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gonna be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>part of this story. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a voice <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>story. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>going to show <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>them that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be someone <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>who <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>contribute <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>story. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can be someone who <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can tell <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the truth about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what it's like to be Bilal. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I can, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can, I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can be someone <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>who can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>show what it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like for him to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be trapped in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this story. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>am. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just feel like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I know I've <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>been like I've <|TIME_TOKEN|>
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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>What's up, my degenerates? <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Welcome <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to another episode of Plan <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Bree Uncut. We're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in the studio today. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>We have a special guest, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I'm very <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>excited because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>this is someone <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that I grew up <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>on. I'm talking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about Mr. Noah <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>from the show <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>My Name Is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Igor on <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>ID channel. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's a Russian <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>show. It's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>super fucked up. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's super dark. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's everything that America <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is not. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I think you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>guys are used to a lot <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of darkness on your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>show. So I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>America can in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the background. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, we're not that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>dark. But <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's still fucked. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I think you guys will like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it. It's good. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. So uh <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Noah was supposed to be on <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>last week, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>unfortunately, he had a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>family emergency. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So we rescheduled <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for today, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I'm really excited. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>first I want to do <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>bucky balls <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because last week we did <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>bucky balls. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So we did bucky <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>balls. Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we did an episode <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>where we <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>uh go into our <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>guest bathroom, which <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is probably not as cute <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>as this. This one <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>looks nicer. This <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>one has like a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>stove <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and like a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>kitchen aid. This <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>one has like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's like a whole <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>thing. It's like a kitchen <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>island. Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um, and we went <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in there and we <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>talked about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>our experiences <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in the guest bathroom <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and our guests' experiences <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in the guest <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>bathroom. So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna go ahead and play <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>bucky now. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Okay, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>let me tell you something <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>about this bathroom. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So we're at <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>my place. My
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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not even like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>she's being <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>super <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>invasive. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>She's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>there. But <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think it's good <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that she's there. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think it's good that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>she's just observing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and not inserting <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>herself. I think it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>good that she's just there to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>make sure that everything's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>going okay. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>if she's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really concerned, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>she'll definitely <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>say something. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that she will <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>give you a lot of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>clues <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to how she's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feeling. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you're right <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that she <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gonna have to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>ride it out <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a little bit <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>let <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>her emotions <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do their thing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>there's nothing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like very <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>obvious to me <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in this moment. The <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>fact that she's not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>clear <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with him, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like jumping <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>out at me as <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a red flag. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>You know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that there's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just been a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>lot of communication <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>issues, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>he's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>he's not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's not like he's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not able to follow <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>along, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and she's just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not clear about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what she wants <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and what she needs, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and she's just sort <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of like hanging <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>back and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>waiting for him to make <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a move, and he's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just not able <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to make a move. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>That's what I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>going on. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>important <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for her to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just back off a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>little bit and let <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>him do <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it. I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>important for her to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>understand <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>he <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is not a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>
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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I have been <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in situations <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>where I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>been in situations <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>where I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I have had <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>men <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was not interested in, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but I had tried <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to pursue <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>they were <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>position <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I deemed <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like worthy of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>pursuing. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it wasn't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the right thing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to do, but I did <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it anyway because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was like, okay, this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>person is in a position <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of power, and if I can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>get to that point too <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and he wants me, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I want him, I'm gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>go for it. I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just gonna do it wrong, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I'm gonna end up <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>hurt, but I'm gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>try to do it wrong instead <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of just being honest <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and telling him, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>hey, I don't want <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to fuck you. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm not interested. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>very difficult <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for me to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do that. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like now I look <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>back at all the men <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that I've let <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>slip because <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I was just trying to pursue <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>them. I'm like, fuck, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I wish I was honest. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I wish I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>could have just been like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't want to fuck <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you. It's not a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>lot, it's not a lot of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>men out here that I want to fuck, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I'm not interested <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in you. I wish I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>could have said that, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but I was trying to get at <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>least something out of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it instead of just fucking <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you and continuing <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to pursue <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>something that I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>knew was never <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>gonna be. It <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was just crazy. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And so now <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I look at all the situations <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and I'm just like, fuck, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I wish I could have been <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>honest, and it <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>would have just been easier. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>But it's hard <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for me to do that <|TIME_TOKEN|>
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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>We are at <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>our two year <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>mark. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>We've been <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>at this for two years. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Wow. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's been two <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>full years. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that we've <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>definitely <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I feel like we've <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>grown in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so many different <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>ways <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>together. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I feel like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we've become <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>closer <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>as as <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>individuals <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>than <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we ever have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>since day <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>one. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we've also <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>experienced <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so much <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>together. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like we've experienced <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a child <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>together. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we moved <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>cities together. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>We <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>had jobs together. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>We were going <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to school together. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like there's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so much that we <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have experienced <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>together <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that I don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think we would have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>had <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>if we had <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just started this <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and and had <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just the short-term <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>relationship. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that we <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have grown <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a lot. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I feel like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we've learned a lot <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>from each other <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how to communicate <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in how to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not make everything <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a big deal and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not everything like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>let it all hang <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>out. Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that we've grown <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a lot as <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in our <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>marriage <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and our <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>family, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>as like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>our family <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>unit. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that we've <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>had a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>lot of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I don't know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like bumps in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the road and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>conflict <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and arguing, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but I feel <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like we've grown <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a lot from it. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we've become <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>closer <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and we've become better <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>communicators. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we've experienced <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a child
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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>It's like I had to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be a person that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like, you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like I'm <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not gonna be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I'm gonna be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the change that the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>whole world will <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>point to, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that there is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a way to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be a change <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that you can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>also <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>uh <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be a change <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for yourself. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's something <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that I I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel like I've had <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to do for a really <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>long time. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>when you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>all of the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>things you can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>try to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>make the world a better <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>place, and then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you do your best <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>at living your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>own life, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>if you do <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>everything you can, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like I really <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>truly believe <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>doing everything <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you can, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you're gonna <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have to look at yourself <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and you're gonna have to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>say, like, so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what now, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>there's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not gonna get <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>an A <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>on the A <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>grader <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>what you've done, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>get an A minus. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think you did <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a really, really <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>good job, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>there is <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a lot more <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>work to be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>done, and so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that you should <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>really <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>examine <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>your <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>own <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>personal <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>impact, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>know, I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>there's a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>way to do <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>all of the things <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we can do, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and then <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>we can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do all of the
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<|begin_of_text|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>said that it was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a good relationship <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that it lasted <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>as long as it did, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but it was definitely <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not very <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>healthy. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>feel like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the lack of <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>communication, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um, it <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>could have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>caused a lot <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>of problems <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in their relationship. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it definitely <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>shows <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>uncommunicative <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>he <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and how <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I guess <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>how unempathetic <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>he was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to try <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to put <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>himself in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>her shoes. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>So <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just feel like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that needs <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to not happen <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>with anybody. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And if you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>listening to this, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you don't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>need to be in a relationship <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>where you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>having to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>dig <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in order <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to prove <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that you're a good person. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Like that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to me was <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>just <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>so unempathetic. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I feel <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>like <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in itself <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>is so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>traumatic <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>for a <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>child <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that is so <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>little <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>have to deal with <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you know. <|TIME_TOKEN|>Yeah, it's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>just like wow.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>Yeah.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>That's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>that's<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|>traumatic.<|SPEAKER_SEP|> <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>Yeah. <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>And <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>it's <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>probably <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a little bit easier <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>in <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>some relationships <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>um <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>the person <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>doesn't <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>require that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>much, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that's why <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>I think that <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>people <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>can <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>go about <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>their life and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>do what they have <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to do and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>be able <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>to get by, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>but <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>when you're <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>not doing that and <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>you're requiring <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>a lot from <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>someone else, <|TIME_TOKEN|><|SPEAKER_SEP|>that
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