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"That's why the glasses themselves are of no importance,"
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Yako said, getting back to the point. "For someone without
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any vision problems, glasses are something unnatural, that is
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always in their line of sight, and they naturally focus on them.
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That's what makes my curse effective."
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"Huh? Yako-san, did you say curse?"
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"I did not."
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"You did so! You said it makes your curse effective! I
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heard you!"
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"I said it makes my neurosis effective."
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"In accomplishing what!?"
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How could a neurosis be effective?
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He couldn't begin to guess.
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"She knew what was the best option without it being
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pointed out to her. She was avoiding it precisely hecalMe she
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Untranslatable pun. "Curse" is Iloro~ "neurosis" is 1l0lroU. I played around
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with using "spell" and "spelling," but ended up deciding that keeping the word as "curse"
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was more important than awkwardly trying to make the pun work.
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knew. So ... if you look at it a different way, all I had to do
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was make conscious what was unconscious. As time passes,
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what was unconscious may well become part of her, which
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would grant her wish. People who always wear glasses ap-
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parently feel them to be part of the face. It should take a few
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months for that to happen ... and it won't be easy."
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"Won't it? Once you get used to them, it's not a big deal."
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''I'm not talking about glasses," Yako said, full of malevo-
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lence. "Nurie Kushimura has never experienced the happi-
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ness she deserves; she has been busy avoiding it. It's built up
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inside her."
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"B-built up?" What was? Happiness?
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"By 'built up' 1 mean like sedimentary deposits are built
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up, and by 'deposits' I mean mud. Despite that, she will be
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forced to harvest happiness - if she is physically up to the
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task. But there's nothing else she can do; she has to payoff
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the price she promised herself before the bill is settled. She
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won't be finished till the receipt is in her hand."
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Watanuki looked blank.
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"The fair price she paid for the loss of her escape routes
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was the escape routes themselves. No matter how much pres-
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sure she is under, she will not allow herself to run away. I can
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only imagine how ugly that must be."
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"Ultimately, it's up to her what she does next. She might
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choose to change nothing and keep running up her tab. If she
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throws away the glasses, she will continue to live a life of
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second-best options, as she always has. That might not be
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happiness ... but neither is it misery."
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That was as much as Yako would involve herself.
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She might touch upon the cause, but never reach down to
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the root of it.
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Yako probably viewed her lack of involvement as only
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natural. She never questioned morality, never asked if some-
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one was good or bad-that was her way. Yako was neither
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good nor deserving of being called evil; she simply was.
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Someone in her position had to maintain those standards, or
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she would eventually find herself thoroughly taken advan-
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tage of.
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And presumably, she did not want that.
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"Enough work! All done for the day! Ah, so draining!
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Watanuki, the coffee's gone cold, so make some more? Don't
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forget the milk and sugar."
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-walt,
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u o-san ....
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"What? I'm not giving you a raise."
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"I don't mean that ... "
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"What? I'm not giving you a raue."
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Don't say it in italics, Watanuki thought. Makes it feel
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unpleasantly real.
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"You mean Kushimura-san's urges were her own problem,
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a problem entirely related to her contract with herself ... and
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nothing to do with spirits at all?"
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"Exactly," Yako said, rolling her eyes, as if this had been
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covered hours ago. "You couldn't see anything, could you?"
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"Well, no ... but the first time? At the crosswalk, on her
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shoulder ... "
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"Something sewn on her shoulder bag that reflected the
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streetlights into your eyes?" Yako said, giving him a bewitch-
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ing smile.
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That's why she had said ...
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"I told you this would be a good experience for you,
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didn't I? Remember that there are people like her."
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