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Title: Newbie Training Question
Text:I managed to get 8 marbles down before my throat literally refused to take anymore.... so first off, it's it okay to go back to back days or should I rest and try for more next week?
Second, how is the best way to work up in some of things? I wanna try hotdogs, banana and eggs. What's a good to work for those kind of things?
TY in advance! |
Title: BCI Video output into our Imagination
Text:This is ambitious but I believe it's possible,
In a way, our imagination is like a monitor connected to a PC, the monitor allows users to see what the PC is doing, and our Imagination allows us to see what our brain is doing (to an extent).
I believe that we can use A non-invasive BCI device with a Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation device to "hijack" our imagination by sending certain frequencies to our visual cortex. The point of it would be so that we have an immersed visual interface allowing us to see what our BCI is doing, think of it like virtual reality without the goggles- or anything on our eyes because instead this would be skipping the eyeballs and going straight to our visual cortex.
This would be pretty cool because it would allow Humans to interact with computers without having to look at a screen or be in its physical presence. Our brain may reject this but it's possible to use the TMS device to manipulate neuroplasticity so that the brain allows this. |
Title: Harassment
Text:How do you deal with harassment from neighbors and they're children. Like I've been ignoring it but I have serve anxiety when I have to go outside now. I'm tired of being made fun of when I'm out walking my dog or hearing indirect name calling. Sometimes these people will be quiet not say anything other times they yell or say stuff in heading distant. I'm tired of the assumptions on me and the lies that I'm this horrible person. |
Title: My strangest "I'm COVID cautious"
Text:This is so wild and I cannot believe that while this situation was happening, I had to say "I'm COVID cautious".
I'm a night person and was outside at 5am taking out trash when I noticed someone trying to get into my neighbor's house. Guy was clearly on something and started saying his friend lives there. Said she has tattoos on her face and has a shop in her house. Nope. Not even a little. My old neighbor passed away at 96 and then the guy that owns the pizza shop next door bought it. I've lived in my house for 31 years and have known both of them forever. So, nope. Big nope.
Guy leaves quickly and I call my neighbor and he comes outside so I can tell him what happened. Thankfully, he locks his doors, has an alarm, and his kids weren't there. The guy walked towards the corner store, so my neighbor wanted to check around the neighborhood and then see if anyone had issues with the guy. We go into the store and there he is. He changed his clothes and is covered in blood. Like, absolutely covered. You can see cuts and stabs on his hands and one on his shoulder.
I'm masked in the store, of course. My neighbor decides to confront this guy. He was polite, but I wouldn't have recomme |
Title: I been under this program since the end of 2013.
Text:
I been under this program since 2013, there is the nothing I haven't seen, the level they will go to is a level no government who claims to be a democratic should go to. 24 hour around the clock surveillance, Air Land and Sea, the latter if your close to water. They have Birds that are really drones, with acoustic weapons attached, that can pull power from the power lines to recharge the battery for around the clock surveillance, they have dragon flies with surveillance capabilities, With mic and audio capabilities. They keep a team on the ground who act like they are communicating through mics, this is an intimidation tactic to instill fear, no need for mics cause they have your location 24/7 through your android/iPhone device, a fake cellphone tower known as a stingray attached to drones that will intercept all incoming and out going traffic from all devices in that vicinity, Any device can be accessed at any time in the click of a button. Look at the 702 surveillance act with revisions that was just extended for two more years. Six years into the program I was hit by one of there mosquitos drones and injected with something behind my ear, I don't know nor am I going to act like |
Title: Video of Gangstalking Police Helicopter passing directly over me 🚁
Text:No matter where I’m located, I have Cessnas, jetliners and different types of helicopters that literally pass right over the top of me, ALL DAY LONG! It’s getting quite tiresome trying to share my GS experiences and stories only to end up spending my time trying to convince people that I’m not crazy or going through some sort of psychosis. This would blow peoples minds if they took the time to listen to people’s accounts and realized that something this wild is actually going on here on earth.
Anyways here’s a Video from tonight and perfect example of what I detailed above. A LE Helicopter with no clear objective passing right over the top of me while I’m pumping gas around midnight as Gs Cars, Trucks and Vans pass by. Happens just about everyday multiple times a day.
WASHINGTON STATE |
Title: Why are so many methheads obsessed with sex??
Text:I don’t know if this just because I really don’t like sex but why are so many of ya’ll so obsessed with it?? I’ve heard meth makes people horny but I’ve been using for almost 5 years now (I’m 17 :0) and don’t think it’s ever increased my sex drive or ever made me want to have sex?? But I’ve also been told I don’t use drugs like most so maybe that but idk?? And honestly I’m sick of it, can’t we talk about drugs and not involve sex?? I don’t wanna hear about how it feels when you cum on meth, what about your hobbies? or a show? Or anything else??? Am I the only methhead who doesn’t like sex?? |
Title: Cut a name
Text:Is it wrong to cut the name of someone?? Cuz I just recently cut the name of my gf and idk how weird or not ok that is, I haven't told her and probably will never tell her that I did that and also I will probably cut over it soon so it won't be readable anymore, I just want to know how dumb that really was
Btw I'm not obsessed or anything I was just stupid so don't try to call me out for that please
Edit: the "if you break up you'll regret it" comments are unnecessary, if we break up I'll put an end to my life |
Title: What the hell is going on!
Text:A dangerous Venezuelan gang has taken over at least four apartment complexes in San Antonio, Texas, as it expands its reach in yet another America city, DailyMail can reveal.
Dubbed the 'epitome of evil', [**Tren de Aragua (TdA)**](https://www.foxnews.com/us/who-tren-de-aragua-vicious-venezuelan-gang-following-path-ms-13-america) is known to run drug smuggling, child prostitution and human trafficking rings in South America, with its members crossing over into the US in recent years amid a wave of Venezuelan migrants.
The tattooed mobsters have since unleashed a wave of crime across the country from [**Miami**](https://www.nbcmiami.com/news/local/2-venezuela-gang-members-accused-of-doral-murder-face-death-penalty/3413428/?amp=1) and [**Texas**](https://www.foxnews.com/us/texas-gov-abbott-designates-venezuelan-gang-tren-de-aragua-foreign-terrorist-organization.amp) to [**Denver**](https://nypost.com/2024/10/14/us-news/aurora-landlord-says-tren-de-aragua-took-over-apartment-tried-to-extort-them/) and [**New York**](https://www.fox5ny.com/news/nyc-crime-venezuelan-gang-tren-de-aragua-nypd.amp).
Just last week a small army of police officers raided an apartment complex in San Anton |
Title: I feel like I am losing who I am and losing my personality and patience with people because of being targeted for wearing a mask.
Text:I was in a retail store earlier today and had a bunch of things in my hand I was going to self-checkout and some man my dad's age probably 60 was with an elderly man assuming his father. Anyway, they were looking for something and I was on my way to check out walking behind them. The guy was blocking the other pathway to walk around him and the elderly man was walking slowly I was trying to be as patient as possible but I had so many things in my hand and didn't grab a cart that was my bad. Anyway, the guy turns around locks eyes with my mask, and starts death-staring me the 60-year-old. Could be younger just assuming at this point. As I walk around him I say excuse me and he instantly says there’s the return center and points his finger at it and it hits me in the face and pulls off one ear loop of my mask. I had to fix my mask and I instantly go wtf and just let it be as I go to self-checkout and try to be done with my day.
Unfortunately, self-checkout is on the opposite side of the store so where I parked I had to go out the exit where the guy was with his father at customer service. The guy instantly starts death staring at me with a big smirk as I am about to leave and I ins |
Title: My rules of methamphetamine
Text:1. Sleep ever day
2. Eat every day
3. Never let it take priority over anything in my life
4. Take a break (Saturday and Sunday {I’m not even holding my self to not take a hit just SLOW THE FUCK DOWN , you know})
I don’t know I just wanted to share that with everyone |
Title: [Shameless plug] Existential Crisis + AI + D&D vibes? Yes, please.
Text:Hey r/badphilosophy,
Lately, I’ve been on a bit of an existentialism kick while working on an AI game inspired by tabletop classics like D&D. The goal? Throw players into moral dilemmas and philosophical questions with AI characters that might make them question everything—or at least have some fun.
Socrates is the first NPC you’ll meet (gotta love that dude’s commitment to questioning), and if people dig it, I might throw in a few more philosophers who’d enjoy judging our every move.
Feel free to give it a spin and roast it, analyze it, or just enjoy Socrates grilling you: [Link to Game](https://play.wyrds.ai/play/672d93333a74c1c09c108f60) |
Title: 𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝔾𝕦𝕚𝕝𝕝𝕠𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕗 𝔻𝕠𝕡𝕒𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕖
Text:Dopamine gets depleted VERY quickly with meth. The more you redose especially if you redose more then the previous dose, the faster your dopamine will deplete and the longer it will take to replenish it.... If your not eating a healthy diet full of varieties of vegetables, fruit, nuts, seeds and grains then your body isn't getting enough of the vital nutrients, minerals, electrolytes and amino acids that it needs to replenish your dopamine and won't have enough to restore and protect dopamine receptors.
Hydration plays a huge part in euphoria also and since meth sorta works like a diuretic you will end up peeing out a lot of the water you digest especially if you chug water all at once. This is because of its dieretic effect combined with the reduced blood flow to intensities and stomach. Just continually take sips of water throughout the day so your body can properly digest and utilize it.
Eventually though if you get to the point that your shooting 0.3+ a day, or smoking/swallowing/snorting 0.5+ a day... Then even with a healthy diet you'll find it hard to feel any euphoria because meth eats up your dopamine so fucking quickly.
Try taking a break for at least 3 days but i rec |
Title: Multiple people reached out to me this week saying they mask more because of me :)
Text:I just wanted to share a win. I know it can feel like screaming into a void sometimes, but many people who hear your thoughts *will* think about what you say, even if they don't respond in the moment.
In particular someone masked on a plane who was going to visit an elderly relative they really care about and have done a ton to protect in other ways. My heart felt so happy hearing that.
A few tactics I use: I'm not overly aggressive about it, and I don't single people out, but I am firm. I've voiced my disappointment about a lack of CC precautions in queer spaces, how I don't think not masking is compatible with leftism, and I've been very candid about my own struggle being suddenly disabled and why I'm better about precautions than I was in the past. My goal is to get people to rise to the occasion but not have anyone feel like it's too late, and they are ostracized.
I also offer a lot of positive reinforcement. Friend masks with me in public? We take a selfie. I tell people thank you for masking and that I think it's brave. I offer free masks to friends. I'm trying to create a little monthly craft night for people who take serious covid precautions. I talk about the amazing |
Title: Article found on another subreddit.
Text:https://www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle/2024/oct/26/mother-toddler-doctors-fatally-wrong
This article is heartbreaking, but look at how the headline carefully doesn't mention COVID. This is definitely a pediatric COVID death, but it'll never be counted as one because the child didn't die of the acute infection.
I'm not saying blood clots in a healthy child are impossible, but in this case, COVID was the *obvious* cause, and not only will the doctors deny it, the article skims over it as well. The parents will probably not try to protect their other child from infection because even after all this... they simply aren't making the connection. I've always been disgusted at how kids are being infected recklessly but this took it to a new low for me.
And they probably kept treatment from him on the same basis - "healthy children don't get this" - and it's going to take possibly hundreds or thousands of children being harmed for them to put protcols in place for when more (maybe the majority of) kids inevitably have such outcomes from endless infection. I can't process this. |
Title: A higher power is real and I’m going to prove it to you
Text:I do not belong to any religion
I am just a truth seeker
I have gathered all the evidence I’ve found, pictures, videos, book texts, and compiled it all into one music video “[God is Real]”
God wants me to do this
The creator is empowering me to share
I will shed some light on the event occurring around our world and the ones flying about
Enjoy
Credits to most of the evidence found was from a very informative thread by menorahman100 in the SaturnStormCube community https://www.reddit.com/r/SaturnStormCube/s/XqO0l1w4nL
And some I had found in the library
History shows
Watch before it gets taken down |
Title: No more methin around
Text:Just reached 6 months sober from using heavily all day everyday for 4 years. I had to move to a new area but since I moved it's been way easier than I thought it was gonna be I mean yeah you feel like shit for a few weeks but that's nothing compared to how bad doing that shit for years has made my body feel so after the first few weeks i basically instantly felt physical mental and spiritual relief and fast forward a few months and here I am feeling like a new person able to socialize and go out and public without feelin like a goblin.
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Title: Importing event related info into EEGLAB
Text:Hi! I'm currently conducting an EEG ERP study in which I used the OpenBCI UltraCortex headset with two externally attached photocells to detect two different types of stimuli. I am using EEGLAB to process my data, however the event info was exported as a csv. How can I import a .csv file into EEGLAB in order to properly label the events? I only have EEGLAB Compiled Version.
For example, here is a screenshot of a part of my EEG recording. The final two columns are event information.
https://preview.redd.it/161e0mx0ev7e1.png?width=1279&format=png&auto=webp&s=972873c0ec7862c35e8d3003d0ce834660150ef4
Any help or ideas are welcome! Thanks! |
Title: Somebody reported me to Reddit
Text:It was a normal conversation in chat.
“How are you” ect. I’m not suicidal and I’m generally fine.
I’ve been clean for almost 30 days.
I don’t know why they reported me…but Reddit basically messaged and emailed me saying here are some resources.
Which is fine but what irritates me is that everyone assumes people SH because they are suicidal. NOT ALL people are like that…
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Title: Dedroned, The UK and The Military Industrial Complex
Text:So, I one time worked a job "blowing stuff up" for a conference that was titled "Dedroned." Low and behold, this was a UK driven weapons research outfit hell bent on doing one thing.. trying to steal my technology. You'll find my post history I detail having a BCI and quantum computer. I do. And the UK keeps trying to steal it from me thru ludicrous fraud and espionage techniques!!
Anyway, outside of the UK, I'm learning that apart of the gangstalking program is a military industrial complex, superweapon development programs and a methodical set of great resets and doomsday scenarios that powerful nuclear powers enable deliberately to build new technologies. They are attempting to steal my technologies and the means I use to survive as a TI everyday! An opinion piece, but this lines with fact pretty well!
#ScienceWillSurvive! |
Title: Incredible video by Lola Germs to show to people who don't know anything about Long COVID
Text:This video honestly blew me away. I assume the title is to attract more people from the general public, but inside it says it's a Long Covid Crash Course and I feel like it really is the perfect thing to send to someone who doesn't know anything about it. It's so well researched and delivered, it covers everything a total newbie/normie would need to know, as much as you can pack in under 1h while making it easy to get, at least.
The description has this link to the reference list PDF that includes the main gist (like short summaries) for all the studies mentioned - I found it super helpful bc sometimes all these complex studies can get overwhelming.
I randomly found this video from the breadtube subreddit and thought you all would love it as well. I really think Lola deserves some huge props for making this, I'm gonna use it for sure when talking to friends and fam who stopped caring about covid in 2021 (or never even cared tbh...). Maybe with more people making videos like this in the future, the needle will start to move a bit more in the right direction, I at least hope so :(( really really suggest giving it a full watch, there's CC too
[Why is EVERYONE more SICK?](https://ww |
Title: And so it begins: starting to hear plague coughs again out and about in NYC
Text:Wastewater, hospitalization, and infection data from across the USA is showing a new rapid COVID surge, despite it being so incomplete. More details on that here: [https://www.reddit.com/user/Fun-Lock4401/comments/1cvux1x/noncomprehensive\_list\_of\_places\_covid\_is/](https://www.reddit.com/user/Fun-Lock4401/comments/1cvux1x/noncomprehensive_list_of_places_covid_is/)
Now for the personal anecdotes...
Last week I went to the Metropolitan Museum of Art in Manhattan for the first time since Feb. 2020 (I have a slight suspicion that's where I caught COVID in Feb. 2020, which led to my long COVID, but there are innumerable other options). I of course wore my N95, and I didn't I didn't hear many coughs or sneezes in the crowds, but there was one middle aged woman I remember constantly coughing and it did not sound good. No mask of course.
I was buying a bottle of wine in my neighborhood liquor store yesterday and there was a lady shopping in there who was coughing about every 5-10 seconds. Not a scary sounding cough, but constant -- no mask, of course, like 99% of people in New York City who virtually never mask.
Then I got home and out the windows of my fifth floor apartment buildi |
Title: Any celebrities or politicians still taking COVID seriously?
Text:I know some prominent medical professionals do. Just curious if anyone "main stream" is repping a mask on their instagram or tik tok. I feel like we need a whole popular movement/culture and that could help. I also just want to follow people on social media that are normalizing COVID cautiousness |
Title: I don’t know if I can keep living like this
Text:I know this probably isn’t the right place to post this because it isn’t really Covid related. But I’ve received so much valuable support from this subreddit before and I truly don’t know where else to turn. I’m currently going through the worst time in my life thus far. I’ve lost practically all my friends due to my level of precaution and it’s so hard to make new friends. I’m a 23 year old college senior and I spend practically all my time either at work, school, or locked in my room by myself. My best friend and only friend in this world is my cat and emotional support animal, Jack. In late June of last year Jack was diagnosed with an incurable brain cancer. He’s still surviving but he has begun to noticeably deteriorate and it is absolutely tearing me apart. I don’t know how much time I have left with him and anticipatory grief is killing me.
Adding this on top of the gaslighting, neglect, judgement, etc. that I receive daily from acquaintances and total strangers as a hardcore masker has made this so incredibly painful. I’ve sobbed for hours at a time for days now and life just seems so bleak and pointless. I’m safe and I’m not going to do anything to myself, but I genuinely |
Title: my mantra for today
Text:We’re still alive, so we keep fighting.
This is from Princess Mononoke by Studio Ghibli, a movie that explores evils, injustice, and perseverance (which sounds about right today 🥲) that brings me comfort when I feel helpless. |
Title: Step mom removed the filter from my air purifier without telling me.
Text:I'm so baffled, but I know that for at least the past few days, my air purifier hasn't had a filter. Apparently, my step mom removed it without telling me and tossed it away. She's made her feelings clear plenty of times: that I'm delusional and actually making myself sick by being a "germaphobe" about covid. She makes a point to unplug it EVERY time I leave the house. Every fucking time. I asked her to stop once and she claimed it was electricity related, but I know that's bullshit because she always leaves my fan and tv on. The air quality in my room kept getting worse, and I kept turning my air purifier higher, and I finally noticed it wasn't doing anything, so I checked it today: no filter. I confronted her and she claimed it was dirty so she tossed it "a few days ago". Baffling, passive aggressive behavior I don't even know how to respond to. |
Title: Being and nothingness
Text:So I just got off the phone with my cousin Flanner. Little ducker down voted my book announcement. That crypto trader bro is going to write America 3.0. He's gonna use grok for the pictures lmao. And an optimated mean of the major LLMs for the text.
I'm at a loss for words. Here on the side of I 40 throwing kleenexes in the passengers floor well. Oh well.
The work will continue. The true thinkpeople will appreciate. |
Title: [Shielding: Sound] Wearing noise isolating ear buds underneath ear muffs. Submitted by themasterpodcaster
Text:u/themasterpodcaster recommended:
>The QC 25 bose and 35 QC35 bose earphones are very good at noise canceling and extremely comfortable. They are $60 and $100 on ebay the last time I checked. QC 25 has only wired and QC35 has wired or bluetooth.
>You can put on ear plugs or noise isolating earbuds underneath. Noise isolating are like ear muff and actually block the sound.
Noise canceling gives you the perception of far less sound but they dont protect your ears. Putting on noise isolating earbuds underneath would let you crank the volume on the bose earphones.
>Put brown noise on the earphones and if you want to play video or whatever play that on the ear buds.
>It might be more comfortable to use noise cancelling earbuds or noise isolating earbuds with electronic ear muffs which are ear muffs that can play sound. Possibly it would be more comfortable to use noise canceling ear buds with noise canceling headphones. Especially if your using earplugs or noise isolating ear buds you can also play brown noise with speakers and the earplugs will still protect your ears.
>If you plan to wear it all day and night then the most important thing that will determine if its comfortab |
Title: It’s different when there’s covid in the house.
Text:A big long, sorry…Let me start by saying that my elderly mom is extremely vulnerable to covid and she lives in an apartment off of my house. For years, we have had a sign requiring masks to enter our home. We are strict about this and offer n95s at the door.
When workmen come out, it always feels like a struggle, with eye rolling and stupid comments (“Do y’all always wear masks in your own house?). And, inevitably, the mask slips down under their nose or it’s got a huge gap. Well, NOT TODAY.
My son went to his college orientation and came down with Covid. It was the first time he ever went anywhere without a mask, but we collectively decided that he should not wear a mask if he wanted to try to make new friends. (I hate that it is that way, but it is). Anyway, ONE TIME WITHOUT A MASK, and he has Covid. Ugggg.
We had him isolated in his room with air purifiers running and all windows open. He is currently taking Paxlovid.
We had an appointment with a plumber today. I met him outside with an n95 and told him that our son had Covid and asked if he wanted a mask. BIG DIFFERENCE IN ATTITUDE WHEN HE KNOWS COVID IS CONFIRMED. He put it on and somehow it stayed on correctly, good s |
Title: Found a bunch of hag stones on the beach yesterday ❤️
Text:Collected these beauties yesterday. Did some digging and found out they are hag stones, which apparently also have spiritual meaning....
Yesterday was an incredible day of synchronicity for me, it's was magical. |
Title: Has any one found a way out?
Text:Idk what is happening. It falls under the scope of gangstalking in my opinion. Does it end? Are there times "they" stop more indefinitely? I've journaled the two-three times the voices in my head stopped entirely over the past few years. It was on/off. No, it ain't right. It didn't last over a minute on either occasion. Either way... hide your wives. Hide your kids. They're ****** everybody out here. |
Title: Forgot I Cut Myself ... Stripped Infront of my Boyfriend
Text:I used to self harm a LOT as a younger teen (12-16) but decided I needed to get better after a near-death experience. It's been 2-3 years since I started recovering (19 now), and since then I slip up from time to time, but otherwise I am okay.
I slipped up recently, admittedly in part due to relationship stuff, which is part of the few reasons I wanted to wait to tell my boyfriend: I love him a lot and I don't want him to worry about me. I also don't want him to feel like it's his fault because it's not, even if it was partially in reponse to relationship problems we're having. I'm the one who cut myself, and he has no bearing on that.
I knew it was probably a bad idea when I did it, but I felt like being reckless.
Nudity is a big part of our relationship, not just in the sexual sense: we love to lay together naked (or just in our boxers) and cuddle whenever we can. Honestly the casual nudity we have together has helped me feel a lot better in terms of body positivity.
I cut a few days ago now, and I'm coming down from it. I feel the day after slipping up is always the hardest, because it's the day you choose whether it's a one-off, or if you want to fully "commit" to cutting a |
Title: Set up
Text:A family member, ex gf and neighbors that have gang stalked and harassed me for years were involved in setting me up to get assaulted. When I reported it to police, they refused to help. The whole small town was in on it. I’m now harassed for the assault, everyone knows what they did to me. It’s all part of their sadistic game. |
Title: Any time you hurt yourself on purpose, it is self harm.
Text:I keep seeing posts saying “is xyz self harm?” If you’re trying to hurt yourself when doing it, yes, it is. If you’re not, no it isn’t. Self harm isn’t just cutting or burning yourself. It’s anything you do with the goal of hurting yourself. |
Title: Hunter Biden tried to make his rent payments with paintings he made out of his own poop!
Text:SS:
How nasty is this shit!
Just when you thought the Hunter saga couldn't get any worse, you find this out.
Joe Biden raised an absolute degenerate of a son.
Remember - the apple does not fall far from the tree. |
Title: Any other T.I’s out there that wanna be friends and talk?
Text:So I’ve been a targeted individual for the last 5 months and I’ve always been a loner but nowadays especially with everything that been going it’s getting pretty dry and extra lonely not having somebody to talk to about any of this. Any other T.I’s wanna be friends or FaceTime buddies I’m in the DMV area even set up a camp for others going thru this bs |
Title: Why are girls typically mean as f*ck on this stuff.
Text:I’m 30 and I’ve been using on and off for the better part of 20’s. Overall both men and women can be desensitized by this stuff. And I’ve used with a lot of people. But damn near every time I’ve used with a girl, Weather that be my girlfriend, friend, random girl, whore, your sister, it won’t matter. It’s demon time. We have amazing sex but then that’s it. They’re rude, no manners, and ungrateful, it’s them against the world. God forbid, you bring that to their atttntion. They take everything personal and judge. Oh, and they lie about the dumbest shit… meanwhile i’m just here trying to cuddle with this girl who just ate my butt and get vulnerable. I already sacrificed watching porn just to fuck you. The least you can do is not be a bitch.
I rather get High with some random guy I met on Grindr and do some weird shit that I wouldn’t do sober than to deal with my hurt feelings about some fucked up shit they said. Like fuck that. I get high to feel better. To feel good and chill. Not to feel bad.
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Title: Project Blue Beam in a nutshell
Text:Maybe project Blue Beam doesn't require advanced holographic technology, just cheap gadgets and the ever-unreliable human nature. Whatever the New Jersey phenomenon turns out to be, there will be much for anthropologists and sociologists to learn from it. |
Title: For all those detractors contesting Mars influence on escalated rocket attacks against Israel.....
Text:Those stating that anyone can predict the highest escalation of rocket fire into Israel by anticipating for it to happen during the warmer months can put their theory to the test. Your theory gives you a 6 month window, which is much greater than the one that I have at 3 months. Here are my timeframes of anticipating escalated rocket fire using Mars within 30 degrees of the lunar node, which has been accurate every year
Jan 15th 2020 - Apr 3rd 2020 - highest escalation occurred in February
Feb 9th 2021 - May 13th 2021 - highest escalation occurred in May
June 22nd 2022 - Sept 19th 2022 - highest escalation occurred in August
Aug 24th 2023 - Nov 15th 2023 - highest escalation occurred in October
April 12th 2024 - June 25, 2024 - highest escalation so far has occurred in May
If, in the last 5 years, you tried to predict that the highest escalation of rocket fire into Israel relative to the rest of the year would occur during the Spring and Summer months between March 20th and September 20th(a 6 month window), you would have been correct in 3 of the last 5 years. However, you would have been wrong in 2020 and in 2023, when it would have really counted. So even with a 6 month wi |
Title: Examples of Gangstalking
Text:
Activist Brandy Vaughan documented gangstalking before she mysteriously died.
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Fhifz0U\_qc](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Fhifz0U_qc)
Therapist detailing clients who have been gang stalked
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CB8NfbXGcX4](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CB8NfbXGcX4)
# San Diego mom thinks she's the victim of "community stalking"
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U0mjwAPtcRY](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U0mjwAPtcRY)
# High-tech stalking: How abusers target victims with spyware and apps
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TuBv6CgHH6s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TuBv6CgHH6s)
Vice: "Meet the Targeted Individual Community"
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=62s3FinAoC0](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=62s3FinAoC0)
Vice Magazine piece "The Nightmare World of Gangstalking".
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LPS7E-0tuA](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LPS7E-0tuA)
This guy was able to [catch secret police in his house](https://youtu.be/UXybotgqxY8?t=211) because he had a ton of camera systems and one just happen to turn itself back on after the cops remotely disabled them all.
# The Phenomenology of Group Stalking (‘Gang-S |
Title: The whole point of gangstalking
Text:Is to instill fear take away your security , once that happens , We do the work for them they no longer have to try ! We run around racking our brains asking why , When in reality we should be worshiping God keeping our faith in him , but they get us so distracted we don't , so now instead of worshiping God we study and worship gangstalking 🎭 |
Title: Newcomer here
Text:22 yo femboy here that's been into this rather interesting hobby for 7 years and am looking forward to posting here periodically. Feel free to ask questions but I may be slow to respond due to my daily schedule. |
Title: Meth is the loneliest drug
Text:Literally no one in my life knows I do it. Wife doesn't know. My best friend's don't know. Can't even tell the friends that I do other drugs with that I do it because of the stigma. Which really sucks because I'm usually in control and don't do it too often , but sometimes there's binges for awhile and I gotta make up weird excuses why I'm so tired or feel so shitty, etc. Can't get support or vent with anyone IRL. Hell this is a throwaway cause even tho I didn't think anyone knows my reddit user but what if someone does? |
Title: Swallowed 50+ vase fillers
Text:I’m a guy in my early 20s and I just swallowed 50 vase fillers and now my belly now I feel heavy and when I move I hear them moving all around like. A bag inside of me it feels amazing my first time doing this many in my life I wonder how it would feel going through my intestines and beyond but I love this feeling and hear them clanging even when I stand still since my belly is trying to digest them I hope I don’t get sick for eating too many but I’ll have fun with it for a while until they pass out
Edit about 18 passed out this morning and still waiting on the remaining ones in my intestines since I don’t hear anything in my stomach but do hear some clanging my my lower belly all the marbles have passed can’t wait to do another round next time |
Title: What's the stupidest reason you cut?
Text:Like I've had some pretty stupid slices, I think the most ridiculous reason I cut was I lost a hair clip I liked one time. Idk I'm just trying to feel more normal. I just think I fucked a major exam I worked really hard on and I'm currently a mess of cuts and I just want a distraction honestly |
Title: Mark Zuckerberg, founder of Facebook and Instagram (META), admits the Biden-Harris administration pressured his teams to censor content on the platforms.
Text:Mark Zuckerberg has now admitted to Congress that the Kamala Harris-Biden administration did in fact coerce Facebook to censor Americans on his sites including humor and satire posts.
"In 2021, senior officials from the Biden Administration, including the White House, repeatedly pressured our teams for months to censor certain COVID-19 content, including humor and satire, and expressed a lot of frustration with our teams when we didn't agree." - [Source](https://x.com/judiciarygop/status/1828201780544504064?s=46&t=lyUkewqrOx_z4p8M2W3EIQ) [Source #2](https://www.washingtonexaminer.com/news/house/3134499/mark-zuckerberg-admits-censorship-vows-curb-election-donations/)
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Title: When filing an online FOIA request regarding gangstalking or other sensitive topics try tons of different spellings correct/incorrect spellings
Text:Law enforcement and agencies are using a tactic by intentionally misspelling words to hide the data from a FOIA request. I.E.- Cell site simulator they will put "Cell site stimulator or simulatro or any number or spellings. Same goes for any sensitive subject, you can literally add any version or spelling of the words and they have to type them as you put them into their archives which will yield said results. |
Title: Abysmal Aphorisms: Biweekly small posts thread
Text:All throwaway jokes, memes, and bad philosophy up to the length of one tweet (\~280 characters) belong here. If they are posted somewhere other than this thread, your a username will be posted to the ban list and you will need to make Tribute to return to being a member of the sub in good standing. This is the water, this is the well. Amen.
Praise the mods if you get banned for they deliver you from the evil that this sub is. You should probably just unsubscribe while you're at it.
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Title: Boarding a 12 hour flight. See you on the other side
Text:Boosted 2 weeks ago, taking Blis K12, sprayed with 2 types of nasal spray, N95 donned (naturally), personal air purifier charged and ready to go. No other masked person in sight in the boarding line. TONS of hacking though.
May god have mercy on my soul. |
Title: How common is it for men to cut ?
Text:I’ve done it a few times now and got some pretty bad scars on my leg but always feel like a bitch doing it as a man as I think people would assume a man would drink or do drugs to ease depression.
And I always believed in that stereotype of a teenage girl cutting herself. I do drink on weekends and stuff and often a lot tbh but you never hear about men cutting themselves.
I did it again tonight not sure why I’m not doing too bad today but just felt like doing it it’s so weird. |
Title: Getting dumped due to masking and precautions
Text:Emotional support, empathy and understanding needed here (not advice) if anyone has that to offer...
So I got lonely and fired up OKCupid last week. I met someone I really liked, and we did masking / precautions for a couple of days while getting to know each other. We had a really great time and hit it off and I was hoping we could take the pandemic a step at a time and try to figure something out that would keep me safe. But I brought up vaccination yesterday, and now he is disappearing.
I think even though we had a nice connection and lots of potential, he has decided I'm just not worth all the precaution hassles and is bailing.
I'm just so hurt and sad about it. And angry! I'm so disgusted that normal and even smart people have basically completely and openly embraced eugenics, and that it seems okay for ppl to expose others to a myriad of serious health problems for their own happiness in dating and other areas of life.
Just wanted to see if I could get some understanding and support during a tough moment. I ask kindly again to focus on understanding and empathy, not advice.
Thanks.
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Title: My experience
Text:I was approached by a Lockheed Martin employee named Alan Blake Kirkpatrick working at the Greenville, SC location. He said I had been looked at since I was a child for recruitment by Lockheed. I felt honored at the time because I thought LM was the most honorable company I could think to work for with 100% integrity. It was also based out of the old airbase my grandfather was trained at to haul nuclear weapons and drop paratroopers out of C-130s as a load master dropmaster. He served his country for over 20 years and was a Korean war veteran. He was also the man who raised me. I was so happy to be a "chosen one" and that is a direct quote. This person was assigned to me and after work every day he would come to my home and tell me all kind of crazy things that seemed unreal. He said he wanted to take me to the Farm in Virginia, a CIA, DIA Navy training facillity. Many of the things he was attesting to were illegal but I brushed it off as part of a testing process that he said I would be going through. I just acted like he was crazy and never agreed to anything that was against my morality. He even made threats against a sitting president and I told him to shut his mouth that offic |
Title: Request for action: Ask President Biden to mask
Text:By now, I believe most of have seen the news that President Biden has tested positive for COVID. I think many of us all saw a video of him boarding Air Force One, unmasked.
**Requested Action:** Please contact the White House and ask President Biden to mask.
**How?**
- Call the White House Comment line between 11 a.m. and 3 p.m. ET (Tues - Thursday): 202-456-1111
- Email via the White House Contact Form: [https://www.whitehouse.gov/contact/share/](https://www.whitehouse.gov/contact/share/)
**What to Say:** I'm going to keep it simple. Something like:
*I'd like to leave a message for President Biden:*
*Please mask.*
*Like it or not, your actions set an example for the entire country. Please mask and show everyone it is \*\*\*not\*\*\* okay to go around freely spreading an infectious disease.* |
Title: I work active duty military, and I wear a mask.
Text:I was recruited Air Force in April of 2024. I left my home because I didnt want to be there anymore. It is a small town where the only things you can do are outside of it. Because I didn't have a car, my only solution was to either build up my income in a town I was tired of, or take a job that would make me build somewhere else. And so now I'm here.
Now I joined having feelings about covid, but since everyone wasn't taking it seriously, I just took heed. But ever since I've been doing more research on it, I've become a lot more adamant on masking. Obviously I stand out like a sore thumb, but I haven't gotten kicked out so I will keep doing so once I know covid isn't much of a threat. I also see others that wear masks on the base, so that has given me a little more determination to keep going.
Either way, the Air Force has given me the opportunity to live a better standard of life, so I have no bad things to say about being here. I just know that taking precautions at my job also gives me the security that I have a smaller chance of losing it from a virus. I'm also hoping that my words could at least give someone else reassurance that they aren't the only one that cares. |
Title: Why do so many disabled people not mask?
Text:This is just a general vent and I’m wondering if there’s anyone else in this subreddit who has similar thoughts or feelings. I’m part of the disability community, specifically the dwarfism community. As of right now, I feel like I’m the only person in the whole world with dwarfism who regularly masks. There’s about 700k little people worldwide, so there must be a few others, but my thoughts are increased when I see that a national dwarfism group just had a super spreader event and not a single person was wearing masks in any photos I saw. It’s hard to connect to your own community, and the wider disability community when a lot of them don’t mask.
Don’t event get me started on the disability activists and leaders, who are looked up to in the community, and have done so much to fight for rights, liberation, and justice, yet don’t mask. How can you want to set an example for others to follow, when you don’t care about the millions of people who are becoming disabled by long COVID? |
Title: How did John McAfee know?
Text:[**John David McAfee**](https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_McAfee) was a British and American computer programmer, businessman, and two-time presidential candidate who unsuccessfully sought the Libertarian Party nomination for president of the United States in 2016 and in 2020. In 1987, he wrote the first commercial anti-virus software, founding McAfee Associates to sell his creation. He resigned in 1994 and sold his remaining stake in the company.
In January 2019, McAfee announced that he was on the run from U.S. authorities, and living internationally on a boat following the convening of a grand jury to indict him, his wife, and four of his [2020 Libertarian Party presidential primaries](https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/2020_Libertarian_Party_presidential_primaries) staff on tax evasion charges. At the time, the Internal Revenue Service had not independently confirmed the existence of any such indictment.
On 5 October 2020, McAfee was arrested in Spain at the request of the United States Department of Justice for tax evasion. The June indictment, which was unsealed upon his arrest, alleged he earned millions of dollars from 2014 to 2018, and failed to file income tax returns.
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Title: Abysmal Aphorisms: Biweekly small posts thread
Text:All throwaway jokes, memes, and bad philosophy up to the length of one tweet (\~280 characters) belong here. If they are posted somewhere other than this thread, your a username will be posted to the ban list and you will need to make Tribute to return to being a member of the sub in good standing. This is the water, this is the well. Amen.
Praise the mods if you get banned for they deliver you from the evil that this sub is. You should probably just unsubscribe while you're at it.
Remember no Peterson or Harris shit. We might just ban and immediately unban you if you do that as a punishment. |
Title: Part 4
Text:So, the law enforcement pretending to work at places you frequent, while you’re being investigated by other law enforcement, is the most obnoxious form of gang stalking of them all. The bank teller at CIBC being one of the most obnoxious of them all. This woman is so egregious because she talks like she’s so innocent, overly polite, shakes if you raise your voice even a little like, “omg dear me”, she’s so repulsive and vile. She makes my ass itch. This lady manages to keep that bank empty of any other employees. Idk a bank that has had only one employee (self-titled supervisor) for months on end. The first time I went there and saw her she literally raced me there to the point where her Korean counterpart didn’t even have time to get into character. She had him show up in a covid mask because she needed someone to throw under the bus at all times that’s not her. And when I returned and asked for my bank statements, she saw this older law enforcement official enter and damn near held me hostage until he left. Insisting she keep stamping every page of my bank statements for no particular reason. All while staring out the window waiting for him to leave. Then when I asked her why my |
Title: A pleasant surprise: not every smaller town is full of anti-maskers
Text:I’m a playwright and one of my plays was recently produced at a theatre in a small city about an hour and a half away. In my hometown in the DC metro area, most people don’t mask but it’s not looked on as super weird. Nobody’s ever bothered me about it.
I decided to take the risk of seeing my play produced (while masking with an N95 the whole time, of course). This is an intimate blackbox theatre that only seats 60, so not a huge stadium venue or anything. But I was worried how the locals would react to my mask. I’ve heard horror stories on this sub about people reacting negatively or even violently to masks. And unlike my hometown, this small city is the seat of a consistently red county. They’ve voted Republican in every election since 2000. In these politically charged times, I was concerned I’d be shunned or abused.
I need not have worried. There were at least 5 other audience members wearing N95 or KN95 masks (others may have been sitting behind me) and nobody said anything to me about my mask, asked if I was sick, or acted concerned. The director of my play hugged me, the lead actor shook my hand, fellow audience members were friendly, and I was even given a microphone and |
Title: See y’all where the grass is greener :]
Text:I’m going to try to work towards recovery, once and for all. But this means leaving this sub, normalizing self harm in my feed has really taken a toll on my recovery process. I’m going to miss self harming, the scars, the nasty bits of healing. Even though I don’t feel like I’ve “damaged” my body enough, I think this might be worth it.
I hope I’ll get to see you all recover as well, I pray you all find your peace and happiness soon. Jesus loves you! |
Title: REPOST: four days sober!! Yaaaay stickers
Text:(Original post got deleted bc I put a sticker wishlist for those who have been asking ♡)
I wanted to thank everyone again so so much. I am absolutely overwhelmed by the amount of support I’ve gotten in this sub in the past few days. I’m sorry I haven’t gotten the chance to respond to everyone, but please know that I have read every single comment and I appreciate every one of you more than you’ll know.
A few of you mentioned wanting to send me some stickers, unfortunately it seems that it is against the rules of the sub to give gifts! But I do appreciate the sentiment so very much.
Thank you all and remember that I love and appreciate you 🖤
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Title: A safe way to self harm?
Text:Hello,
I feel I'm on the verge on starting cutting but I really don't want to because I play guitar and things and don't want to risk my nerves and get scars.
I also don't want to hit myself anymore in case I cause serious damage.
Yet I have such a strong urge to hurt myself.
Has anyone figured out substitutes for real self harm? Where I feel like I'm hurting myself but it's really harmless in a way? |
Title: Remember Shireen Abu Akleh, journalist who was killed on May 11, 2022 on the job
Text:Israeli snipers shot and killed Shireen Abu Akleh, a veteran journalist covering an Israeli military raid at the Jenin refugee camp in the occupied West Bank on May 11, 2022. She was a 51-year-old Palestinian Christian woman with an American passport who was killed while wearing a clearly marked PRESS vest.
The Israeli government initially claimed that she had been killed by "indiscriminate" gunfire from Palestinian militants fighting Israeli troops, but later stated that there was a "high possibility" that Israeli gunfire "accidentally" hit Abu Akleh while she was at the camp.
Israeli forces prevented placing pictures of Abu Akleh in the Old City of Jerusalem. The police again surrounded the hospital and closed the roads and entrances leading to it and sent reinforcements in and outside the hospital setting.
Immediately after Abu Akleh’s shooting, the administration of US President Joe Biden called for accountability, saying that “those responsible for Shireen’s killing should be prosecuted to the fullest extent of the law." However, Washington shifted its position after Israel admitted that its soldiers killed Abu Akleh and dismissed the incident as an accident, refusing |
Title: We aren't alone. China's study on long covid. 10-30% have it in China as well.
Text:I am going on 3 years of LC. I fully agree with the article this is an immediate crisis/pandemic that is happening NOW.
https://www.thelancet.com/journals/lanwpc/article/PIIS2666-6065(24)00217-7/fulltext?fbclid=IwY2xjawF7Vg9leHRuA2FlbQIxMQABHbaz-YLSOHv00HeA04d6u8ya4JlgLTZZjJKclA3lU1hoCrRhL37n6HcGyw_aem_IOv1MvdnR7rm5IZMCxxEcA |
Title: Getting guests to leave
Text:I threw a gorgeous Friendsgiving fall feast party on Monday and was blessed to have friends visiting all day.
But by 10:45 I was beat and ready for bed but didn’t want to chase away my guests.
So I just flipped my broom upright, unnoticed by my guests, and within 20 minutes everyone was gone.
I’d never used this witchy trick before and was FLOORED by how effective it was! Anyone else used this trick? |
Title: Meth ruined everything
Text:It was good at first just hot sex and being turnt. Then my girl just got so paranoid of me thinking I'm doing weirdest shit and accusing me everyday. To the point the sex stopped and we just argued all day. Now we broke up and I'm the one outside and she has all our money and refuses to open the door and talk to me.... so I'm currently charging my phone laying down on some dirt |
Title: Annoyed with election and just need to say something.
Text:So I’m obviously unhappy with the result of the election. But I’m really annoyed by all the “dems” that were pushing people to vote while “thinking about the most vulnerable person you know” Bit$h where has this energy been for the last 4 years of this ongoing pandemic? Now you want to start thinking about the vulnerable? Now you’re upset and feel like all hope for humanity is lost? Muffaka welcome to the eff’n party! We been raging for four years feeling like humanity has lost it and all is lost. I’m so annoyed by the left leaning people who are all “hope is lost” or “I just can’t believe this is happening”. Like welcome to the club let me buy you a fuckn drink I have a mask with a sip valve if you want.
Ok I’m done. I hope I’m not offending anyone with this. I just needed to say it somewhere. Thanks in advance for listening. |
Title: Jesus Christ Clinches Democratic Nomination For President Confusing Conservative Voters.
Text:Onion News confirms that Jesus Christ is the candidate to run against Convicted felon Donald Trump. When asked about his policy platform Jesus stated “I will do everything I can to feed and house the poor. Provide medical coverage for all Americans and ensure that all people have access to quality education and jobs. And welcome immigrants who want to make a better life for themselves as it’s the biblical thing to do.” Onion News reached out to the Trump campaign for comment and a they issued this statement; “Democrats could put up God himself and nobody could beat Donald. Donald has performed more miracles in the last 8 years and is a better moral character. He is better with women both young and old sometimes even the younger variety. He polls better and is our last hope to save this country. We will crucify him.”
Onion news reached out to voters in a southern Baptist church and asked if they would vote for Jesus or Trump and got this response. “Trump wants to close the border and is not socialist so we are Trump all the way. “ The Onion asked if they found it sacrilegious that they would put more faith in Trump than their own God and they responded with the following. “Trump i |
Title: a situation awhile ago was it gangstalking?
Text:whilst i was minding my business taking photos with a phone of the building and pier i was stood on it was overcrowded anyway so people were everywhere, a guy randomly gave me the middle finger i deleted the photo but it was a weird experience and they had ignored me after that. i didnt react to it or didnt know how to react to it. what do you guys think? people just seem to dislike me everywhere i go or try to tell me how im supposed to think or feel or make it about themselves
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Title: No one can understand what is happening now
Text:Winners will write history, using a voice, a narrative, and a concept that erases all other versions of truth, shaping our memories.
We enjoy this blunt way, which conceals contradictions and the complexity of the world.
The final version of the world as we understand it only occurs within the scope of shaping.
At present, we see all kinds of noise, alternating between blind optimism and blind pessimism. We believe in any absurd miracle while opposing everything at the same time.
No one can understand what is happening now. Their emotions are difficult to translate into effective action, and people need to invest their fleeting energy into various inexplicable events.
In the end, the elderly and their descendants will accept without question a common answer as a summary of the past.
Even if this summary completely overturns the one they previously accepted, they are not surprised at all.
Endure, complain, then forget. This is the inertia of the crowd. This inertia shapes the public's view of history and the world. It ensures that each generation lives in its own subjective illusion, and each generation's thoughts are easily reshaped.
Winners defeat their opponents, erasing |
Title: He dumped me because of Covid.
Text:I don't even know where to start with this. I am almost 40 years old. I have been with the same man for a decade. This morning, I woke up, everything was gone. He took all of his stuff and left me a letter. After 10 years, he broke up me with me thru a letter and he said its because of my precautions I take with covid and how he refuses to be with someone who lives in fear. I am disabled, living in a mobile home, I have a special needs dog & I won't be able to afford things anymore. I will probably end up homeless. I have no help from anyone. How will I afford his medicine and food My? My heart is so broken over this. Covid truly has ruined my life. Destroyed how I look, how I feel, and now my relationship, and home. I have no idea how I will financially and mentally survive. If you have a supportive partner, or if you are the supportive partner, please be thankful for eachother.
Edit:
I did add a gofundme because a few people did ask to help and I do thank those who have sent me enough money for me to order 2 weeks of dog food for my dog. We greatly appreciate it! I know times are hard for many of us, and even if you could share it, in hopes that someone in a much better financ |
Title: Work sent out a notice about “preventing the spread of communicable illness” and didn’t even mention masking
Text:Exactly as the title states.
The notice they sent talked about preventing the spread or catching of Covid, the flu, and colds. Suggested things like washing your hands, covering your mouth (if you are sneezing or coughing, good time to mention masking but guess not), and staying home when sick.
I know we will never have a mask mandate again, which is whatever (I wish they were at least encouraged), but it’s so wild to me that it wasn’t at least MENTIONED as a method of preventing getting sick or spreading sickness. Like even if it was lower on the tier list of suggestions, listed as “consider wearing a mask if you are feeling ill or have been around someone feeling ill”??
Anyway, just wanted to vent about this because I don’t really know anyone that would actually understand lol. |
Title: Signing off
Text:Okay so the SH community is so unbelievably horrible. People are constantly comparing, promoting, and making everything a competition. The only reason I post on this sub is with a hope people may feel less alone, and supporting people in crisis. I honestly no longer believe that that's what any SH community is. People are always asking for tips, saying a cut isn't deep enough, promoting burning, asking how the wound was made, invalidating those with scratches (and even styros sometimes), just overallnot good. I'm officially leaving this subreddit. It's toxic, competitive, and guilt trippy. for every nice comment there's four mean/promotive ones.
This is littlegayfae, signing off. |
Title: Which is the best miband or similar to swallow for the first time?
Text:Hey everyone 😊 apologies if this topic has already been covered, but Im strongly considering getting a miband or similar and sending it down. I'd like to be cuddling my significant other and us both feeling it bzz inside me!
However I've seen different models, but also seen people mention them finding them hard to get down or even STUCK.
Which would be best for a first time? (please note, not first time for object swallowing by a long shot, just first time for one of these) TIA ❤️ |
Title: being autistic and a cutter i’m so done
Text:my fucking blade was taken / moved i don't know where i can't find ir. i just spoke to my mother about how my psychologist is okay with me cutring bc it's my only working coping method (for now).
i feel so fucking ill im so addicted i didn't know it was this bad.
i don't know what to do.
i tried a different blade but it doesn't work the same as my other one, and being autistic, this sensory change isn't giving me the relief i need it's so horrible.
i can't fucking find it im going to lose my shit this hurts so bad i feel so sick |
Title: Reminder for everyone here: We do not tolerate the Glorification or Trivialisation of Harm and Violence
Text:**We want to remind everyone here of our rules.**
Specifically, Rule 15 "No inciting or glorifying violence or harm" has been dismissed lately by a significant number of users here and **we are going to police this a lot more strictly in the future**.
From now on, **if we find that a comment is expressing lack of care for other human beings we will issue temporary or permanent bans.**
No matter what another person has done to you personally or which politics they have enforced, we do not tolerate any semblance of glee over someone now getting infected with a debilitating, potentially lethal virus that we are all trying to avoid. It's understandable to feel hurt about others not respecting or even dismissing the concerns and facts that lead us to limit or adapt our own lifestyle. Your or our pain however does not make it okay to feel happy about someone else contracting COVID, and to try to join together in this happiness on here.
For everyone who is still unclear about what this applies to, here are some **examples of what we do not tolerate and might ban users for:**
* "They just got what they deserve."
* "All these plague rats are always so surprised that they're always |
Title: Anyone else miss the early days of covid?
Text:I miss aspects of the earlier days of the pandemic where everyone took things seriously. I was more ignorant then (cloth masks for example) , and now I have a lot more access to info that will keep me safe like masking and clean air. Jobs used to be more accommodating. People adjusted. I feel like people used to be afraid and care about other people. I feel like there was more care and compassion before. Now I think everyone is over it and things have never been worse.
I keep getting snarky comments from my coworkers who are all healthcare workers. I’ve been here less than a month. We’re an interdisciplinary team of about 50 people, majority doctors. Patients wear masks more than us. I’m the only one masking. It’s exhausting.
Edit: I’m specifically talking about missing the accommodations for online work and learning, the mandatory isolation when people were positive, and the normalization of masking. That time of the pandemic was deeply traumatizing- I personally lost many family members to covid. I would never go back to that time. I apologize if any of my post was insensitive. |
Title: Walk
Text:When I am among the trees,
especially the willows and the honey locust,
equally the beech, the oaks and the pines,
they give off such hints of gladness.
I would almost say that they save me, and daily.
I am so distant from the hope of myself,
in which I have goodness, and discernment,
and never hurry through the world
but walk slowly, and bow often.
Around me the trees stir in their leaves
and call out, “Stay awhile.”
The light flows from their branches.
And they call again, “It’s simple,” they say,
“and you too have come
into the world to do this, to go easy, to be filled
with light, and to shine.
- Mary Oliver
[Image: The Druids by illustrator Julia Tar]
Credit - Poetry, Tea and Me |
Title: Broadmind BCI offering- thoughts?
Text:So a start up called Broadmind have started a kickstarter for a BCI device. The blurb looks promising & it’s already met its funding threshold. Before I take the plunge I’d like to hear from people who know this tech area better than me. I won’t directly link here as I’m not sure if that would break any promoting rules (I am not affiliated with Broadmind in anyway) but they will pop up on a web search or a search on kickstarter. |
Title: Beads
Text:Currently over 100 beads in my stomach and I feel them move. It’s making my stomach gurgle lol. But I love it. And I also hear them when I press down on my stomach or when I move around. It’s awesome |
Title: 🥰🥰🥰🥰
Text:This just made me feel really happy, proud and relieved about spending my time being with my cat, doing really intricate healing work, taking care of my plants, moving my body, cooking. A good reminder to not be pressured by patriarchal capitalistic society- thats not what my ancestors wouldve wanted. 🧿 |
Title: I am a 18yr old girl addicted to meth and feel like I’m going insane
Text:I’m only 18 and I am a meth addicted (no judgement to any users) I tried meth about 4 months ago and I loved it it makes me feel motivated to clean confident in myself and completely says fuck you to my social anxiety but I’ve been staying up for 3 days straight and not eating or Drinking a single thing I almost passed out the other day because of it and also I have met some of the most selfish horrible people since starting the Drug I’m currently coming down and feel horribly sick any ideas on how I can help that would be greatly appreciated and how do you get sober if your apartment complex has like 7 Different Dealers that all fuck w you hard and one becoming your best friend up until now since she has Decided to fuck me over for the 70th time this week like I literally can not move right now someone HELP ME I’m to young to be literally going insane |
Title: how many of you are _more_ cautious in 2024 than in 2020, or 2022?
Text:I am definitely in that category. The way I see it, the probability-adjusted outcome (expected value) is worse now than in 2020. Maybe I am subject to survivorship bias since we survived 2020 -- but back then I was just like everyone else, and in the meantime I grew up in that way when most people never did (as many of you have, or maybe were more grownup than me from the outset). |
Title: Key Terms
Text:Please do a search engine search of "active denial system." Since the 70s the NSA/FBI/CIA have entire teams put together to put out misinformation and propaganda to keep "remote neural monitoring" a secret. "Voice to skull" and "the Frey effect" are very real . Do your research, most older people are in the know but if you are new to this do your research before you believe people saying we are all crazy etc etc. |
Title: [Electronic Torture: Landline phone line] [Electronic Torture: Fiber Optic] Fiber optic cable and even a disconnected phone jack can emit noise.
Text:Fiber optic internet cable picks up sound at one end of the fibre and emits sound at the other end.
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-11057699/Fibre-optic-cables-used-eavesdrop-1km-away-study-says.html
terrible static on the line. today I woke up and there is an audible static noise coming from an unused phone jack
https://maplewood.worldwebs.com/forums/discussion/phone-jack-buzzing
Phone Line Static: 5 Causes and How To Fix
https://www.communityphone.org/blogs/phone-line-static
Spruce Knob refuses to remove their equipment. I will pay a someone to remove Spruce Knob's box on the exterior wall of my home and the phone jack. They are disconnected but there is a strong pulse of an inaudible sound in their direction.
Hackers moved this post to the spam filter. I had to manually approve my own post. |
Title: Does anyone else feel like they're living in a separate reality?
Text:I pointed out to a loved one today (via messenger) how they always answer and acknowledge my messages unless it's anything covid/sickness related. I also messaged them about gaming and WiFi stuff
They only acknowledged the part of my message where I spoke about gaming and wifi. You'll never guess which part they totally ignored 🙃
3 hours later they message me again and ask if I want to hang out on xbox ???
This person claims I'm their best friend to anyone who will listen but they're fine totally ignoring me?? and also ignoring me bringing up that they're ignoring me ???
I feel I have been bamboozled |
Title: shout out the ER psych for making fun of my SH ;D
Text:This was a while ago but I have been thinking about it a lot lately and it is been incredibly triggering.
I was drunk and SH-ing and decided to go to the ER as advised by the hotline i had been speaking with.
after a few hours waiting for the on call psych to show up she came in my room, asked a few questions like if i was planning on ending things, i said yes, she then asked me to show them all my sh and scars. which i did reluctantly. She then scoffed and said "You intend on ending your life with cuts like that?" with a smirk.
I dont remember what i said after that, something along the lines of trying to justify myself and cry for some help. I got turned away from any help.
I will never forget the way she made me feel.
And now, this expirence has taught me i need to go more extremes to be taken seriously.
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Title: Does anyone else think that “aliens” are really demons?
Text:Pic related is “Lam”, a demon summoned by Crowley around 1914, years before any reports of flying saucers or little green men.
After all the excitement of disclosure and all these recent sightings, I am noticing a growing sentiment that paints the “aliens” as some kind of saviors of humanity.
Anyone else unnerved by this? |
Title: Just swallowed marbles for the 1st time
Text:So i just tried marbles for the 1st time ever. I sent them down one by one with small drinks of water in between. Everything went down smoothly, and felt great. Lol my heart is beating so fucking fast after this. Theyre now inside me but unfortunately i cant really hear them too well, but i can feel them inside. Its a pretty nice feeling but it isnt very strong, probably because of the lunch i ate an hour before. Hopefully all of them pass smoothly, because ill definitely eat more if they do.
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Title: Can we all just take a moment to laugh
Text:At how stupid tweakers are when they are trying to swindle you? I just had someone skimp on a bag and then try to gaslight me about how since the bag hung off the side it wasn’t weighing right. It wasn’t touching anything, it was rolled up and long because it’s a sandwich bag. Anyway he thought my little lady brain would give in but I weighed it in bag one, bag two, and without the bag and he looked like an absolute idiot. Omg gloryyyyy!
He apparently doesn’t tare the bags when he sells so now at least a few people saw all of this hahaha
Fuckin a, I need my laptop fixed so I don’t have to deal with people for my 💩 and I can use the DW
I know this sub is more boring now and sober people make stupid comments about harm reduction but I am not in the mood to give a shit about all that right now fyi |
Title: Theirs a preadator in the subreddit
Text:This guy on here kept hitting on my friend and asking her to show him her cuts. Low and behold hes not only a sadist but a pedophile. They kept him busy enough to know hes an adult and that he knew she was a 16 year old girl. Please watch out for him and others like him his usernames U/Realistic-Lychee8900. Once again please look out for these individuals. They are harmful to you |
Title: A newsletter to stay updated on BCIs!
Text:Hi folks!
I write a newsletter called the Neurotech Pulse. We publish monthly roundups of neuroscience breakthroughs, developments in neurotechnology, BCI case studies and upcoming events.
We realised that there was no other place frequently consolidating all this information in the ever-changing neurotech landscape, hence we created the Neurotech Pulse. We help researchers, founders, investors and enthusiasts stay at the forefront of neuroscience innovation.
We're always trying to share our love for this exciting space with more and more people. It would mean a lot if you could [subscribe to our Substack here](https://nexstem.substack.com). It's totally free.
Thank you :) |
Title: On the Olympics, again
Text:I’m currently watching the women’s indoor volleyball game of USA vs Brazil and the announcers mentioned that one of the USA players “is battling the flu with a fever and they’ve been trying to figure out what to give her for treatment.”
Immediately my brain wonders if it’s COVID. Not one minute later another announcer says “I love that she’s still out and playing and giving her all.” |
Title: Trump Changes Name to Joe Biden in Bid to Claim Votes
Text:June 12, 2024 – Washington, D.C. – In an unprecedented move, former President Donald Trump has legally changed his name to Joe Biden. The decision, announced at a press conference, has shocked political analysts and the public alike. Trump, facing growing concerns about losing the upcoming election and potential legal repercussions, believes that adopting the current president’s name will allow him to claim votes intended for Biden.
“I’ve always said, we need to do whatever it takes to win,” Trump, now legally Joe Biden, stated. “The name Joe Biden has a lot of votes behind it, and we’re going to make sure those votes go to the right person.”
Legal experts are already debating the implications of this move, with many questioning its legality and the potential confusion it could cause among voters. Election officials are scrambling to address this development to ensure the integrity of the electoral process.
The real Joe Biden, currently serving as president, responded to the news with a mix of humor and concern. “Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery, but this is taking it a bit too far,” Biden said. “The American people are smart, and they’ll know who to vote for come Nov |
Title: Husband will not mask at work
Text:So my husband works in a primary school, and he will not wear a mask at work. Some of what he teaches is outside and I’m cool with him not masking then, but his indoor classes really worry me.
Our family has had COVID twice (first time we had it he brought it into our home), and I have a number of co morbidities. Due to lung inflammation and exacerbation of my asthma I ended up on Prednisolone after the last time we had COVID in April, and also again after having Influenza A a couple of months ago.
I’ve developed heart issues since we had COVID the first time that my Dr is now looking into, and have literally just had an echocardiogram on Thursday last week and returned a holter monitor this morning after wearing it for a 72 hour period. I should mention - I’m only 41.
My kids all mask and take a number of other precautions. My husband does take other precautions such as hand washing and sanitising, showering and changing clothes when he gets home, and he will mask at the shops etc but just not at work.
He just won’t listen to me and is adamant he’s doing enough but I’m terrified and I can’t help but think he doesn’t care enough about my life. It wouldn’t matter so much if he |
Title: Off-Grid TI Community (Part 1)
Text:In this video I propose the formation of an off-grid TI Community where targets can live in peace away from gangstalkers. I think it is importance for us targets to try this because it is worth a try and because it is the only chance we have at actually resolving the issue of gangstalking. Be brave guys. If you are interested in this project please contact me. Cheers. |
Title: Hank Green decides to be another prominent sci-com/ internet educator type talking crap about Philosophy
Text:I don't usually post about stuff like this, but something about this comment really rubbed me the wrong way, and almost no one else on bsky seems to gaf. Note, the significance of this increases with follower count which for him is several hundred thousand people, many of whom left numerous comments disparaging the entire field of Philosophy.
Today Hank Green posted the following on BSKY: "A lot of philosophy has always kinda rung hollow to me because there just isn't very much biology in it and that seems insane to me.
(I recognize that some times when people have tried to put biology into philosophy have gone very bad.)"
Discuss.
Edit: While several people have attempted to provide constructive feedback on BSKY, it doesn't look like Hank is interested in engaging with his audience about this topic. He has neither clarified nor apologized for his post. While I have enjoyed some of his content in the past, at this point it looks like I'm just going to block this dipshit. |
Title: My friend nailed it
Text:UPDATE: I told my friend about this post and read her your comments, and she says you all made her day! 🥰
Twice a week I take my friend/neighbor shopping. She's legally blind and an old hippie and a hoot and a half. No filter. Her kids would rather die than take her shopping but I think she's fun.
Friday she wanted to go to a store in the next village. We get her things and are heading for the door. She can see me enough to follow behind me if I walk slowly so I'm leading the way. An older man gets in our path so we can't reach the door and tells us an off color joke. Unfortunately I don't think fast in these situations. I'm usually too surprised that it's happening. Not my friend. At top volume she says "SOMETIMES I WISH I WAS DEAF INSTEAD OF BLIND." And we sail out the door.
It was glorious. |
Title: I think I've been smoking that Nazi Germany "SUPERDOPE" 😅 ILL EXPLAIN IN THE COMMENTS WHY
Text: It has GOT to be Some shit because I'm creeping up on my own Personal RECORD of
[ 6 Days ]...NO SLEEP!!! I've only been taking a couple hits every few hours throughout the day WHILST also Smoking FETTY daily!!! 🙃
I DONT REALLY FEEL TIRED OR BURNT OUT either which is even WEIRDER!!! 🫠 Not seeing or hearing anything either! 😭 Previous record even with slamming multiple shots of TINA IV in one day was [ 4 days ] but my personal limit is never going past 3! WOULD LOVE TO HEAR YOUR THOUGHTS 🤔 |
Title: The 101 gate
Text:https://preview.redd.it/rxlvevcafpld1.png?width=848&format=png&auto=webp&s=bc8c5a542c0509afb8654fc3e8b25addd4047df6
The number 101 is an important number in occult circles. Esoterically — the number 101 represents a journey of spiritual awakening, symbolizing the interplay between individual beginnings (1), divine or infinite presence (0), and the return to unity or higher consciousness (1). The mirror-like appearance of 101 can suggest a balance or partnership, resembling two individuals (the 1s) united. This structure can symbolize the coming together of dualities — such as masculine and feminine energies or human and divine aspects — into a harmonious whole. This number has real importance. The origin of the 101 symbol is based not on a number, but is probably a visual representation of the Saturn Polar Configuration (abbreviated here simply as SPC). The SPC was a celestial phenomenon that involved planets descending from their positions in the heavens and arranging themselves overhead Earth. These planets were Saturn, Venus, and Mars. The 1’s in the 101 symbol are based on the crescent of light that appeared below Saturn, with bright Venus appearing as the 0 (as appreciated [* |
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