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tears stung megan 's eyes , and she gladly let pesh pull her into his arms . `` thank you , thank you , thank you , '' she murmured . `` i love you , '' he replied , squeezing her tight . their attention was drawn to where mason kept banging the gavel . the judge chuckled . `` okay , i think that is enough . why do n't you go to your mommy and daddy now ? '' `` tell the judge thank you , '' megan instructed . `` tank you , '' mason replied , before he hopped off the judge 's lap and came running to them . `` i 'dopted ! i 'dopted ! '' pesh bent down to pick him up . `` that 's right , buddy . you 're my son for now and always . '' megan smiled and patted mason 's back as they started out of the courtroom . let 's go to papa 's . we 've got a big party for you there . '' mason 's face lit up . `` ice cweam ? `` oh yes , there 's lots of ice cream just for you . '' `` yay ! '' when they drove up at patrick 's , megan did a double take at the sight of an inflatable bouncy castle out on the lawn .
john , percy , and georgie were already making good use of it . `` emma , the party planning monster has struck again , '' she mused . pesh chuckled as he got out of the car . he went to get mason while she started into the house . balloons and flowers filled the foyer and living room . over the dining room archway , there was a giant congratulations mason sign . when she got to the kitchen , she sucked in a breath at the sight of all the catering pans . `` emma fitzgerald , what have you done ? '' at the sound of megan 's voice , emma jumped . clutching her chest , she whirled around . `` okay , so maybe i found a really excellent deal on the bouncy castle . like ridiculously cheap . '' `` the food ? i thought mom and my aunts were cooking . '' holding up one hand , emma replied , `` just williamson brothers bbq . nothing fancy . '' `` anything else i need to know about ? live band or celebrity bursting out of a cake ? '' that 's it . '' megan watched emma bustle around the kitchen , setting up the plates and cutlery . `` um , is there anything i can do ?
i mean , i feel pretty shitty considering this is my son 's adoption party , '' megan said , with a smile . megan threw her arms around emma and squeezed her tight . `` do n't be sorry . you 're amazing to do all of this for us . '' i 'm so happy for you and pesh and for mason . '' when megan pulled away , emma said , `` oh , there is something you can do . go tell aidan we 're about to start . he went to get caroline up from her nap . '' i 'll be happy to . '' as megan started down the familiar hallway , she stopped outside of aidan 's boyhood bedroom . through the crack in the door , she could see him walking around the room , bouncing caroline in his arms . at the sound of his singing , she had to stifle a laugh . ankle was many things , but a singer was n't one of them . `` sweet caroline , dum , dum , dum . good times never seemed so good , '' he crooned off-key . when megan pushed open the door , aidan jumped . `` um , hey , '' he said , a flush entering his cheeks . `` i never really pictured you as a neil diamond fan , '' she said , with a smile .
`` yeah , well , sweet caroline seems like the right thing to sing to her . '' `` what are you doing in here ? '' `` emma wanted me to come get you . '' `` oh , '' he said . in his arms , caroline began to whimper , her little fists flailed . `` shh , it 's okay , sweet pea . where was i ? '' `` i 've been inclined , '' megan answered him . `` right , '' he said , over caroline 's cries . when he picked back up with the song , megan said , `` that 's really unfair to torture her like that . '' as aidan scowled at megan , caroline began to quiet . aidan 's expression then turned triumphant . `` see ? she likes it when i sing to her . '' `` but you ca n't sing , '' megan protested . `` it does n't matter to her . '' `` she has a mother with a killer voice , yet she likes to listen to you ? '' flashing his signature cocky grin , aidan replied , `` what can i say ? all women love me . '' with a roll of her eyes , megan said , `` give me a break . ''
glancing down at caroline , aidan said in a sing-song voice , `` do n't you have the sweetest , handsomest , and most wonderful daddy in the whole wide world ? '' caroline cooed at his question and kicked her legs . `` she 's a smart girl because she knows how lucky she is . '' `` you 're terrible , '' megan said , with a grin . aidan looked from his daughter over to megan . `` you want to hold my most perfect little princess ? '' `` i would love to . '' she held out her arms as aidan passed caroline to her . outfitted in a frilly purple dress and purple bow , caroline looked like she could be modeling baby wear . unlike noah 's strawberry blond hair , hers was a deep auburn . she had also inherited her mother 's green eyes . `` i have to agree that you 're a lucky girl because you look just like your mother , '' megan said . `` yeah , she is a little mini-emma , is n't she ? '' `` she is . boy , she 's going to give you hell when she 's a teenager , '' megan teased . `` i know . trust me , i know . '' as caroline smiled up at her , megan could n't help sighing . `` you 're a bad influence , missy .
you make me want to have another baby . '' `` is that a bad thing ? '' aidan asked . `` no , it 's just ... '' `` just what ? '' `` i asked pesh to give me a year of marriage before we start trying . i know he 's ready right now , but i just want this time with him . you know , just the two of us . '' `` but holding her ... '' megan shook her head . `` you 're just bad for business , miss caroline . '' `` tell me about it . whenever i hold her or noah , i think how much i 'm going to miss it when they 're not babies anymore . it nags at me enough that i think i 'll be okay if we have more . '' `` no vasectomy on the horizon ? '' `` no yet . still not ruling it out though . and as far as you and more babies , you 'll know when the time is right . and if anyone is patient and understanding , it 's pesh . '' `` that 's true , '' megan murmured . mason appeared in the doorway then . `` 'mon , mommy . want ice cweam ! ''
`` okay , let me give your little bad influence back to you , '' she said , handing caroline to aidan . she then took mason 's hand and started out of the bedroom . `` daddy says i have ice cweam first . '' `` did he ? '' megan said , as she planned to strangle pesh . `` uh huh . 'cause it 's my 'doption day . '' when she met pesh 's eye , she raised her brows . immediately , his face flushed . `` spoiling him rotten already , are n't you ? '' she questioned in a low voice . `` i could n't help it . it 's a special day . '' `` mmm , hmm , and when this special day turns into an all nighter because he 's hyped on sugar , you 're going to deal with him . '' pesh grinned . `` i will . megan leaned up to kiss him . `` you 're too sweet for your own good . you 're always going to have me playing bad cop when it comes to discipline . '' `` but you love me anyway , right ? '' he murmured against her lips . `` so much i was almost ready to reconsider our plan about when we 're starting a family . '' his eyes bulged at her response .
it took him a few moments to speak . `` that means a lot that you would do that , but deep down i know how you really feel . so , i 'm going to be good and patiently wait ten more months before confiscating your birth control . '' `` it 's a deal , '' she replied , before kissing him again . epilogue as soon as he finished with his last patient , pesh practically sprinted from the exam room . he hustled into the doctors ' lounge , trying hard to keep his head down and not call any attention to himself . he wanted to be able to get out the door without anyone calling him back for a consult or to pull a longer shift . once he had retrieved his things , he started for the parking lot . nadeen ! '' kristi called . he questioned , as he turned around . `` you were n't leaving , were you ? '' he exhaled a defeated breath . `` i was planning on it . does someone need me to cover for them ? '' kristi winked at him . `` thought you were screwed there for a minute , did n't you ? '' a relieved laugh escaped his lips . `` i have something for megan . ''
`` honestly kristi , you did n't need to do anything else for us . '' waving her hand dismissively , she handed a pink gift bag to him . `` i wanted to do this . '' after peeking inside , pesh smiled before he leaned down to hug kristi . i 'm sure she 'll love it . '' `` you tell her we miss her around here . '' `` i will . '' she patted his back . `` now go on home to your girls . '' he nodded and then hurried out the door . today had been his first day back after taking both paternity leave and some of his many amassed sick days . as he slid into the seat of his jaguar , he felt a rush of embarrassment at how he had actually gotten teary on the way to work that morning after leaving megan . it had been the longest shift of his entire life . he thought he would never be through so he could get home to her . even now , the usual ten-minute drive home seemed to take an eternity . he anxiously drummed his fingers on the steering wheel . he 'd tried not to pester megan with too many calls and texts , but after the tenth , `` how are you guys ? ''
text , she 'd told him to lighten up and get his head in the game at work . that 's why he did n't even bother telling her he was on his way home . as he pulled into the driveway , he noticed emma 's suv . he was glad to know that megan had n't been alone without him . when he pushed through the garage door into the kitchen , emma was at the stove . `` hello , '' he called pleasantly . whirling around , she gave him a beaming smile . `` hello to you , too . '' `` how are my girls ? '' they 've slept most of the day . '' noticing how quiet the house was , he asked , `` where 's mason ? '' `` patrick came by and got him , along with noah and caroline , a little while ago . '' she cocked her head at pesh and grinned . `` although he swore to me that he would n't ruin their dinner , i have a feeling they 're having ice cream right now . '' pesh smiled at the mention of his son . although he was n't mason 's biological father , the love he felt for him was just as strong as if he had been a part of his conception .
from the moment he 'd been able to adopt him , he had felt an even stronger bond than before , especially whenever he saw `` mason nadeen '' written on his pre-school paperwork . more than anything , he relished being a father . he had been forced to wait so long , while desiring it so hard , that it made it all the more sweeter . because mason adored baseball , pesh had bought season tickets to the braves , rather than the opera . even though pesh had never been athletically inclined , he signed up to help coach mason 's little league team as well . every time he heard mason say `` daddy , '' it warmed his heart the same as it did to hear megan say `` i love you . '' pesh eyed the dishes on the stove . `` it 's awfully kind of you to come stay with megan on my first day back . but we certainly did n't expect for you to cook . '' `` it 's my pleasure . besides , it kills two birds with one stone-i can feed my family and yours . aidan 's coming by after work . '' i 'll be glad to see him . '' as his gaze swept toward the living room , emma laughed . you do n't have to stay here with me . i know you want to see your girls . '' i have missed them terribly today . ''
after giving emma a quick kiss on the cheek , he made his way into the living room . at the sight of megan sleeping on the couch next to a frilly pink pack n play , his chest swelled with so much love and pride he felt like it might explode . peeking over the side of the pack n play , he eyed his dark-haired daughters . after waiting so long to become a father , he had been doubly blessed when they found out they were having twins . while aidan liked to claim that his fear of the twin gene in his family had bypassed him , and instead , it had found its way to megan , that was n't entirely true . his girls were identical twins , which had nothing to do with old wives ' tales . the two of them looked so much alike that megan put different colored socks on them to tell them apart . although it had freaked megan out a little at the prospect of two babies to care for along with mason , pesh was thrilled . every aspect of the pregnancy and birth had been special to him . thankfully , megan had been blessed with great health , although she had been advised to take early maternity leave to stay off her feet . after her clinicals , she had accepted a job in the er at wellstar , where they sometimes were on similar shifts .
the girls arrived only a few weeks short of their due date and were both healthy five pounders . six weeks later , they were thriving and were the greatest joy in his life . sucking relentlessly on her pacifier , maya 's wide eyes took in her surroundings . she stretched and flailed her arms . if she was n't careful , she was going to hit her sister . since sara remained sleeping soundly , pesh bent over and picked maya up . he kissed her cheek before drawing her close to his chest . as he stared into her tiny face , he could n't help the surge of love that overtook him . for all the years of struggle and heartache he had endured , it was moments like these that made him feel as though he was finally complete . his heart was full , and he was so thankful . once they learned they were having girls , he and megan had decided to give them both indian and irish names to represent their combined heritages . maya , which meant princess and honorable in indian , was coupled with katherine , to honor emma , whose middle name was katherine . without emma , he and megan never would have met . sara , which meant 'soul ' , was given her mother 's real name , margaret , as her middle name .
at the sound of megan 's gentle snores , he smiled . `` did you wear your mommy out today ? '' he asked maya . she opened her tiny mouth like she wished she could respond to him . `` let 's wake her up . '' after he swept a strand of megan 's long blonde hair out of her face , pesh leaned down to kiss her cheek . she stirred as her eyes fluttered opened . `` hey , '' she said with a lazy smile . `` hello , my love , '' he replied . `` how was your first day back ? '' she asked , as she stretched her arms over her head . `` absolutely miserable without you and the girls . '' `` we missed you , too . '' she jerked her chin up at maya . `` she cried for thirty minutes straight after you left . i think we have a serious daddy 's girl on our hands . '' he asked , gazing down at maya . he could n't help the warm glow that spread through his chest at megan 's words . at just six weeks old , his girls were already showing distinct and different personalities . maya was inquisitive and fought sleep to be awake to see what all was going on .
he 'd ended up holding her more than sara simply because maya often exhausted megan by not going to sleep . sara , on the other hand , was already very sweet tempered and a natural snuggler . she probably represented his more laid-back , quiet personality where maya was likely to be a little firecracker , just like her mom . maya stared up at him , her dark eyes peering intently at him . `` did you miss me , my little princess ? '' a fleeting smile appeared on her face . `` oh my god , she smiled at you ! '' `` but babies do n't respond with smiling until later . it must be gas or something , '' he argued . megan nudged his leg with her knee . `` she most definitely smiled at you , pesh . '' she rose off the couch to rub maya 's cheek . `` you smiled at your daddy , did n't you ? '' without taking her eyes off of pesh , maya flashed another smile and waved her fist . the sight caused tears to sting his eyes . he blinked fast , trying to clear them . he did n't like feeling emotionally weak in front of megan . but he knew he was busted the moment megan murmured , `` oh baby . ''
she slid her arm around his waist , leaning up on her tiptoes to burrow her face in his neck . `` do you know how much my love for you grows because you just got teary over your daughter ? '' he glanced down at her in surprise . she gave him a brief kiss . `` after davis , all i ever wanted was for my children to have a father who loved and adored them . '' `` you make that dream come true every day . '' he brought his lips to hers . his mouth worked frantically to illustrate all that he was feeling inside-the intense love that he felt would burst from him . `` i love you , '' he murmured against her lips . just as he started to kiss her again , a loud commotion in the kitchen drew them apart . megan rubbed his cheek tenderly before bestowing a kiss on maya 's head . she then jerked her chin towards the kitchen , and he followed her . patrick had just burst through the backdoor with all the kids in tow . `` we 're back ! '' mason called , as he bobbed around the kitchen . three-year-old noah and his two-year-old sister , caroline , made a beeline for their mother . they began chattering non-stop to emma while their bodies shook with unspent energy .
pesh watched with amusement as emma 's hand came to her hip and she pointed her stirring spoon at patrick . `` you gave them ice cream , did n't you ? '' patrick shrugged . `` i 'm a grandfather . spoiling them is what i 'm supposed to do . '' `` yeah , and then you bring them home to detox on my watch . '' `` mommy , i hungwy ! '' caroline protested , stomping her foot . with her auburn hair swept back in pigtails and her emerald eyes narrowing in determination , she looked just like her mother . well , her expression was pure aidan . `` caroline fitzgerald , you get one ice cream cone in you , and you start acting like you have no manners . we do not stomp our feet to get what we want . '' she appeared thoughtful for a moment before saying , `` pwease mommy , i vewy hungwy . '' `` go wash up and then have a seat at the table in the dining room . '' `` come on guys , '' mason said . at almost four-and-a-half , he was always the caretaker of his younger cousins . noah and caroline followed him into the half bathroom off the kitchen . cradling maya in his arms , pesh joined emma at the stove .
`` something sure smells good . '' it 's megan 's favorite chicken casserole . then there 's broccoli and cheese casserole , green beans , and some cornbread , extra crispy on the edges just like megan loves it . '' the corners of her mouth turned down in a frown . `` i 'm sorry it 's not indian food . '' `` i would have been very surprised if it had been considering how much you did n't appreciate it many years ago . '' patrick nodded in agreement . `` that 's quite a spread you 've fixed for us . '' `` i was happy to do it . '' `` are you feeling all right ? '' pesh asked , motioning to her expanding belly . emma patted her bump lovingly before responding . `` i think i 've felt the best this pregnancy out of all the others . you would think with a three and two-year-old , i would be exhausted all the time , but it 's amazing how good i 've felt . '' patrick gave a beaming smile . `` i ca n't tell you how thrilled i am to be having yet another grandson to carry on the family name . ''
with a wink , he added , `` not to mention the fact he 's been given fine irish names . '' aidan and emma had found out the sex of their third , and final child , the week before . they had decided on the name connor liam , which was a double representation of irish names . while emma 's best friend , connor , was thrilled at the namesake , he also wanted them to call the baby connor as well . in the end , it would be liam fitzgerald joining the rest of the crew in four and a half months . `` and is aidan still feeling okay ? '' emma opened her mouth to answer him , but aidan chose that moment to walk in the door . `` me and my soon to be non-swimmers are just fine , '' he replied , with a grin . a week before he had gone under the laser for a vasectomy . while caroline had been a surprise , liam had not . with emma nearing thirty-four , they thought it best to finish out their family while they were still young . and while emma was pregnant and there were no worries about conception , aidan thought it was the best time to get his vasectomy and let it take effect . `` daddy ! '' caroline squealed , as she came bounding around the corner .
aidan 's grin grew wider as he took his daughter in his arms . `` hi sweet pea . '' she kissed both of his cheeks before she started wiggling , wanting down . noah ran to him next , and he got to hold his son a little longer as noah told him all about his day helping out with the babies . a cry from the living room snapped pesh 's attention away from aidan and emma . megan was bending over the pack n play , picking up sara . `` aw , what 's wrong , sweetheart ? '' she cooed , as she took sara into her arms . as megan rocked her back and forth , sara continued wailing , which caused maya 's face to crumple up as well . `` you must be hungry . '' `` i 'll get their bottles , '' pesh called , over the twin 's loud cries . as emma worked to gather the kids , along with patrick and aidan , around the dining room table , pesh got busy heating up the formula . once he had the two bottles fixed , he grabbed them and then went to the dining room . megan was already seated with mason trying to entertain sara to stop crying her crying .
he passed a bottle to megan before sitting down himself . he 'd barely gotten the bottle in her mouth before maya started sucking greedily at the formula . as aidan reached to start spooning some chicken casserole onto his plate , patrick shot him a disapproving look . with a sigh , aidan dropped the serving spoon . `` you gon na say grace even though it 's not your house , pop ? '' `` why yes , i am . it 's good for all these children to learn , '' he replied , motioning to noah and caroline who sat between their parents , and then over to mason . `` it should be up to pesh and megan whether it 's said or not , '' aidan grumbled . pesh held up his free hand that was n't holding maya . truly , i do n't mind . '' aidan mouthed `` suck up '' at him before grinning . pesh merely shook his head at aidan 's antics . `` then let 's return thanks , '' patrick said . with maya still taking long pulls at her bottle , pesh bowed his head . as patrick recited the blessing , pesh could n't help feeling so very blessed himself .
three years ago , the dining room would have been empty . most likely , he would have been grabbing something on the way home or finishing some leftover takeout . but now , he had a beautiful , loving wife by his side-one he fell a little more in love with each and every day . across from him , he had a son who was strong and healthy . in his arms and his wife 's , he had two daughters who he could n't wait to see what the future held for them . he also had the love and support of good friends and family . at the end of the day , true love in its many forms was all you could really hope for and cling to . chapter 1 that 's it . i 'm spanking her ass as soon as we get back to the house , right before i f**k her little ass into submission . i watched with the other couple hundred thousand spectators as she gyrated her ass and flaunted what belonged to me for all to see . yes , i know it 's her job as the newest and hottest pop sensation on the scene today , but we talked about this shit . i have no problem with her performing , but there 's such a thing as going too far .
she 'd come out on the stage dressed conservatively enough in the floor length dress with the split up the middle to her crotch . even that was a bit risque for my taste , but i could n't expect her to change everything overnight . what i did n't expect , and what was now driving me insane , is the two piece bikini number she was now wearing after dropping the dress , or more to the point , after one of the male dancers had undressed her on stage . no one sitting near me could tell that i was seething with rage . i kept my face at ease and my slouch in the chair in the front row of the awards show was that of a man with nothing on his mind but enjoying the show . by now everyone knew we were an item , the thirty-five year old business mogul , and the twenty -three year old pop sensation . we 'd been able to keep our affair hidden for all of two months and that only because of my high security . but now the cat was out of the bag and everyone was in our f**king business . i was n't too worried about it , i just do n't like my personal life splashed across the headlines , but i guess it came with the territory . i 'd seen her for the first time three months ago . it was at a lingerie show of all things .
not my usual milieu , but my sister had dragged me along since her husband was away on business , and she did n't want to go it alone . i 'd sat there prepared to be bored out of my mind for the next two hours or so . i 've seen and had my fair share of models over the years , and they no longer appealed . so imagine my surprise when she came on stage . i had no idea who she was , but from the crowd 's reaction she was someone of note ; before she even opened her mouth to sing the place had gone insane . it was her voice that caught my attention first , sultry and hot , with an old world flavor to it . when i finally looked up at the stage , my breath had got caught in my lungs . she was f**king magnificent . i wondered how many of the men in the audience were focused on her instead of the scantily clad models as they made their way down the runway . i know i spent the next three minutes or however long the song was , totally captivated by her . i pulled my phone and cancelled my dinner date and essentially ended the six-month relationship i 'd been barely having with another woman . i 'm a man of action , i 've learned in the cutthroat world of high finance that there 's no other way to be .
when i see something that i want , i go after it . consequences be damned . they had her name highlighted behind her on the stage so i used my phone to google her . i needed to find out what moves i had to make to acquire her . if she were married , i 'd step back . that 's not my style . anything else , she was fair game . shiane ; she was twenty-three years old and had been heating up the charts for the last two with hit after hit since her debut . she 'd only been linked with one guy in the past two years . some on again , off again deal with a kid who was not much older than she . they were having an off period ; perfect . if i had anything to say about that , it would be a permanent thing , or until i 'd had my fill at least . i 'm not one for long relationships . i stay as long as they run their course and leave when they 've grown stale . i have yet to find a woman who could hold my interest for more than a few months at a time . and i always let them know up front what the deal is . though it seemed women were always saying they were fine with it until the end came .
like cynthia , that night when i 'd called to tell her it was over . it was n't the most conventional way to do things . usually , i sent over one of tiffany 's little blue boxes to ease the blow , but there was no time , so i 'd have to do it the next day . she started to get upset on the phone and i had to remind her of the words i 'd spoken on our first date . she was n't too happy , but it will have to suffice . as much of a bastard as i am , the thought of pursuing one woman while embroiled with another , just did n't suit me . after the phone call , i 'd sat there and watched the anorexic looking clothe-horses as they pranced up and down the stage . there was still a buzz about the hot little starlet who 'd just left the stage , and i smiled quietly to myself when i heard some ass behind me tell his friends that he was going to make his move . the program said she had one more performance near the end of the show , so i sat patiently and waited . when she came out the second time , i actually sat up in my seat . my back was n't the only thing that went ramrod straight .
though i did n't appreciate the comments from the other men around me that night , i had to admit that she was fking hot , as one of them had claimed . she was dressed pretty much like one of the models ; only she 'd covered the panty and bra set with a see-through silk robe that did n't leave much to the imagination . she outshone everyone there and it helped that she actually had a body . she was all smooth curves , and her legs , i could already imagine being held between them as i fked her . whether by providence , or fate , whatever you wan na call it , our eyes met , and in that split second i saw all i needed to know . i do n't think anyone else caught the faltering misstep in her routine , or heard the catch in her voice , but so in tuned was i , that i did n't miss a thing . chapter 2 i waited until her number was over and the last call for the models came through the pa. then i made my excuses to my sister , who thankfully , was involved in a conversation with the woman on her other side so was n't paying too much attention , and therefore was n't in my business . `` i 'll be right back sis , there 's something i need to take care of .
i made my way backstage the way i do most things ; like i owned the place . bypassing scantily clad women and harassed assistants , i avoided their hungry gazes as i kept my gaze peeled for that waterfall of cascading curls . she was off to the side surrounded by a bevy of people who were trying to hustle her through a door to the back . i made my way towards them and grabbed her elbow . she looked back and up and in her eyes i saw acceptance . she turned to the pushy woman next to her and whispered something before following me . she did n't really have a choice as i had no intentions on releasing my hold on her . as soon as i found an empty room , which turned out to be some sort of storage space , i did something i do n't recall having ever done before , but had been dying to for that last hour or so . crowding her back against the door to keep it closed , i held her eyes as i lowered my head to hers . licking across her lips , i found the taste of strawberries suddenly intoxicating . i pushed one leg between hers and pulled her body in close as i fed her my tongue . `` fuck you 're sweet . '' i nibbled from her lips to her ear . `` you 're coming home with me . ''
`` i ca n't i ... '' i buried my hands in her hair , pulling her head back . `` whatever it is that you 're about to say wo n't make a difference . feel this . '' i pressed her hand against her own racing heart . `` now feel this . '' lifting her i pushed my ck into the junction of her thighs where i could feel her hot puy through the silk of her clothing . `` do you feel that ? that means that no one and nothing is going to stand in the way of me having you . we do n't have to f**k tonight , but you 're sleeping in my bed . '' she seemed overwhelmed by my approach and rested her head against my chest . i took the opportunity to call my sister and make my excuses . `` sis , i 'm sending a car for you , something came up and i have to leave . '' we said our goodbyes and i called my driver who was having an evening off since i 'd driven my sister here tonight . he had no problem with the last minute call since he knew he 'd be handsomely compensated for the inconvenience . `` let 's get out of here . '' i do n't know how we escaped the glare of flashing cameras that night , but somehow we did .
i 'd covered her scantily clad body with my suit jacket and held her under my arm as we made our way to the valet parking where they 'd brought my bugatti around in less then five minutes . i held her hand all the way to my home in the car . there were no words spoken between us in the ten minutes or so it had taken for us to get there . i could feel the racing of her pulse and see the apprehension in her eyes . when i helped her out of the car in the underground garage , i pressed her up against the door and swallowed her tongue again . she was young and fresh and so f**king sweet she made me ache . i loved the way she rubbed herself against my cock , almost as if she could n't help herself . `` i 'm going to enjoy having you under me shiane . '' i took her hand and led her into the building , bypassing the bank of elevators to my own personal lift in the corner . she kept her head down , maybe because she did n't want to be recognized by the doorman and security , or maybe because she was shy , i was inclined to believe it was the latter . once we got to my penthouse , she seemed shy and unsure of herself . i 'm not one to buy into preconceived notions .
there 's been plenty written about me in the tabloids over the years that bears no resemblance to the truth , and though i had n't come across anything inflammatory about her in my little impromptu search , i was sure she dealt with her fair share of bullshit . i also had to take into consideration her age . she was young yet , for all that she was world travelled and famous , sometimes those things could hide a multitude of things . like the fact that her shyness and hesitance was not contrived . my first order of business was to put her at ease . walking over to where she stood in front of the door as if ready to escape at a moment 's notice , i took my jacket from around her shoulders . i kept my eyes on her bent head until i threw the jacket in the general direction of the chair in the corner . then lifting her chin with the tip of my finger , i looked into her eyes . `` you have nothing to fear here ; it 's like i said , we do n't have to f**k each other tonight . i can maybe hold off until tomorrow , but i want you in my bed , in my arms . what i saw tonight , i would be a fool to waste any time . '' `` um , what 's your name ? '' i threw my head back and laughed uproariously . i 'm such a beast . i had n't even introduced myself . it 's a wonder she had n't run away screaming bloody murder .
`` i 'm trace mckenzie . '' her eyes widened a bit at my name and led me to my next question . `` you know my name ? '' `` everybody knows who you are , do n't they ? '' `` i do n't know about everyone , but maybe a good few do . can i get you something to drink ? what do you usually do after a performance , which was magnificent by the way . '' `` i usually have warmed lemon and honey with a glass of water . it helps keep my throat soothed , but i do n't expect you to have that stuff here , so it 's okay . '' she bit her lip and looked down at her feet even more shy now . very endearing . i walked over to the in house phone and called down to have them go pick me up what she needed from the all-night market a few blocks over . `` that 's taken care of . it should be here in a few . why do n't we go out onto the patio and relax until they get here ? '' i took her elbow and led her outside where the stars were putting on a show in the night sky . i was amazed at my control , everything in me wanted in her now .
but somehow , i knew this , whatever it was between us would n't be rushed . i quirked my brow at my thoughts . i 'm not one for patience and i 'd be the first to admit it . she moved to sit in the chair next to mine , but i had other ideas . pulling her down into my lap , i did n't give her time to protest before my lips were covering hers again . i could n't seem to get enough of her taste . she was wearing the same silk robe and underwear she 'd worn on stage and her body 's heat seared me . by the time the bell chimed announcing the arrival of her delivery , my hands were buried in her beautiful hair and my c**k was digging into her hip . i sat her in the seat a little dazed and went to answer the door . in the kitchen i prepared the concoction for her and had a weird sense that i was going to be doing that a lot in the future . that 's something else i never pay too much attention to , the future . i usually let the chips fall where they may . `` here love , i hope it 's the way you like it . '' she took the tumbler from me and sipped . `` umm , perfect thanks trace . ''
i hunkered down in front of her and she stopped with the glass halfway to her lips . i held her eyes as i tried to form the words in my head . `` do you have any upcoming engagements planned ? '' `` i have three weeks until my next show , i do n't go on tour for another couple of months and i just wrapped up in the studio a few days ago . '' `` then the next three weeks are mine . let 's go to bed tomorrow is going to be a long day . '' i took the empty glass from her and led her inside . she was back to being nervous which was totally understandable . `` the bedroom 's through there with an en suite bath if you 'd like . i 'll find you something to sleep in . '' she walked on in the direction i 'd pointed out while i turned for the kitchen . when i made it back to the bedroom she was in the shower . it took everything i had in me not to go after her . the night sure was turning into one for the books . i 've never brought a woman home for the sole purpose of just having here there . she came out fifteen minutes later and i fought the kick in my heart . she looked like a teenager with her hair brushed out around her shoulders and her face bare of makeup .
i walked over and unwrapped the towel she had clutched in her fist . `` fuck me , it 's gon na be a long fking night . '' she was perfection . her tits , which for some reason had been hidden in the robe were magnificent , i would say a dd or close , with pale pink niles that almost blended into the rest of her flesh . her waist was tiny , i could easily span it with my hands and her hips had a nice flare to them . all woman and now all mine . it was topped off with a homegrown beauty that you never see these days . pink flesh with a hint of a tan on her cheeks , and the cutest sprinkling of freckles across her perfectly upturned nose . `` i see you 're a real blonde . '' her whole body lit up with her blush at my mention of the strip of hair over her pu**y mound . i kissed the top of her head as i passed her the tee shirt i 'd chosen for her to sleep in . another first , i usually avoided too much familiarity with the women i dealt with . having her sleep in my favorite old college shirt was very telling in deed , but we 'll see how this plays out .
`` i 'll be right out sweetie , you can watch tv until i 'm done or if you 're tired go to sleep . '' i left her standing there and went to my own shower before i went back on my word and threw her to the ground and f**ked her the way i imagined . i barely avoided rubbing one out in the shower ; just let the water beat down on me as cold as i could stand it , cooling me down a little . when my felt the slight ping in my heart i held my hands out to wall and hung my head as the water cascaded down on me . i knew what was happening to me , knew it down to my bones , should i fight it or let it take its natural course ? i 'd never felt threatened before , in all my years of playing the filed , there was never a time when my bachelorhood was in danger . it was too early yet , or at least that was the crutch i held onto as i turned the water off and stepped out of the marble shower stall . wrapping a towel around my hips and grabbing another i walked into the bedroom to find her asleep . my new baby was tired . i stood over her , taking in the softness of her beauty in sleep . i wonder how many people had ever seen this side of her .
i had a brief stab of jealousy at the thought of the boy she 'd been linked with . i ran my fingers gently through her hair , going softly so i did n't awaken her . i shook my head at myself after i leaned over and kissed her hair . `` so fking beautiful . '' i whispered the words in her ear before heading to the closet for some boxer shorts . no sleeping in the buff tonight , i 'd changed the game plan somewhere between seeing her on that stage and handing her that tee shirt . i was treading unchartered waters here , so we 'll play it by ear , but there 's always been one constant with me throughout my lifetime . i always play to win . i could n't help drawing her into my arms when i finally crawled into bed . she just cuddled into my chest and settled , just like this kitten i once had as a child . what the fk ? i have n't thought of my f**ked up childhood or anything to do with it in a long time . i looked down at the head on my chest and felt fear for the first time in my life , or at least for the first time in forever . what was i to do with this new thing that was growing inside of me ? i have no notion of how to deal with love and all its trappings .
i 'm man enough to own my feelings , but logical enough , grounded enough not to believe in love at first sight . but this whatever it was that had hit me from out of left field , was a close second . i fell asleep with the thought of what tomorrow might bring for us . first time in thirteen years , that i did n't close my eyes with a spreadsheet running through my head . chapter 3 in the morning my eyes popped open to land on hers as she looked up at me from her place on my chest . `` morning beautiful girl . '' i drew her in for a cuddle and to sniff the morning scent of her skin . she felt right in my arms , in my bed . when i pulled back she was looking at me askance . `` this is so weird , i hope you do n't think i 'm in the habit of going home with strange men ... '' `` whatever you did or did not do before we met last night is in the past . besides , i do n't remember giving you much of a choice . '' `` i 'm gon na kiss you now sweet shiane , do n't worry about my hard cock , it ca n't seem to help doing that around you . '' i turned her onto her back and covered her body with mine .
starting at her ear i kissed my way down her jawline to the corner of her mouth before taking soft nibbles of her lips . i did n't force my way in this time , but made her want my tongue so much that she was the one who came in search of it . she was the one who took my face in her hands and forced my lips open with her tongue . i told myself to go easy even as i pressed my aching ck into her heat . her shirt had ridden up so that all that stood between us were a few scraps of silk . my control lasted for all of ten seconds before i was eating at her lips , my hands roaming all over her body . `` fuck , fk , fk ... shiane . '' i buried my face in her neck and prayed for the strength to leave it there , not to push her panties aside and slip into her heat that i knew was going to own my ass . when she nuzzled my head and squeezed me between her legs , i knew the jig was up . `` baby we got ta get up ; i 'm trying to keep my word here but you 're not making it easy . '' i sucked the skin of her neck between my teeth and rocked my ck back and forth into her , my c**k ring hitting her clit with each stroke and driving me insane .
she hissed and shook beneath me . `` fuck baby do n't do that . '' i gritted my teeth and rolled away with my arm thrown over my eyes . `` fuck ! get off the bed baby ... please . '' she hesitated for a minute before i felt her leave the bed . this was not fking happening to me . how the fk was this happening to me ? when i felt my breathing calm enough and my dick was down to a slow throb instead of a raging pulse , i lifted my hand and looked at her . she looked so fking young and innocent standing there , unsure of the crazy man who 'd dragged her off to his lair in the middle of the night and was now acting like an ass . `` i 'm sorry baby if you 'd stayed here one second more i would 've fked you . since i kinda gave my word i do n't want to go back on it . that 's no way to start thins off . it 's saturday morning , you said you do n't really have anything pressing on the calendar so i 'll tell you what we 're gon na do . ''
`` i 'm pretty sure if we went anywhere in this city you 'd be recognized in five minutes flat am i right ? '' `` yeah pretty much . '' `` and you did n't bring any clothes with you obviously , so going out to breakfast was pretty much out anyway , for now at least . so ... i 'm gon na go downstairs and make us some breakfast sounds good ? '' `` yeah , okay . '' i studied her as she stood there with her hair all mussed from my fingers , my mark forming on her neck and the shirt hanging off her shoulder . it was the sexiest fking thing i 'd ever seen . `` i changed my mind come 'ere . '' she made a running leap for the bed and landed on top of me , causing my eyes to open in surprise . the smile that broke out across my face was another shared first as i pulled her head down and clasping her there , took her lips in another wild kiss . she kissed like an innocent and i found it thrilling to teach her my showing her how to chase my tongue with hers . my ck was leaking profusely at this point as i enjoyed running my tongue around the inside of her mouth , over her teeth , and lips before diving back in .
it was a long time since i 'd dry humped anyone , but fk if that is n't what i found myself doing . with one hand clasped behind her head and the other holding her ass in place , i moved her body over mine , while my ck started leaking even more into my shorts . i wanted to turn her over onto her back and just take her , but i did n't . instead i pressed her cunt harder into my aching c**k and ground our pelvises together . she moaned into my mouth and quivered as i felt the first burst of cum leave my spewing cock . we laid still until our breathing went back to normal . `` i think a shower is in order do n't you ? '' i sat up with her still in my lap and rolled out of bed , headed for the shower . shiane i ca n't believe i 'm doing this . nothing like this has ever happened to me before , but when i 'd looked into his eyes last night while on stage , there was something there that called to me , what that was i still was n't sure , but somehow i knew i would be a fool to let it pass . i would 've gone on as usual if he had n't approached me , i 'm not bold enough to have sought him out .
but now that i was here i was n't sure of my moves . i 've only ever been with one guy , someone i met when i first started my music career . i 'd saved myself all through high school , holding out for that special someone . and then after i 'd been discovered , i 'd been too busy in the studio and with other engagements to think about a relationship . i 've never been into the casual scene , so when i met donnie , i 'd thought i 'd found my soul mate . someone i could spend my life with . that was before i 'd overheard him making plans to hook up with someone else . that day was the lowest point of my life . when i 'd confronted him after coming out of the bathroom unexpectedly and overheard him , he 'd grown angry . angry enough to hit me for questioning him ; then he 'd filled me in on the truth . he 'd only been with me because it was good for his career . he thought that being linked to the hottest new number on the music scene would open doors for him , which it did . he called me a stupid little farm girl with rose-colored glasses . as he put it , everyone was doing it ; it was known part of the business . people f**ked one another to get ahead .
when i 'd stupidly told him i thought we would get married like we 'd talked about he 'd laughed in my face . it was then that my love had started to die . it did n't die completely until news of our split got out and i learned that this was n't the first time he 'd cheated , and that everyone thought i knew . apparently they thought i was doing the same . i was never so humiliated in my life , all our friends , if you can call them that ; had known . i 'd slipped out of the spotlight for a while until my management told me i had to appear with the snake for publicity sake because of prior agreements and the album we 'd collaborated on together . so for a few months the world thought we were an item again . it was hard , especially when he cornered me one day after rehearsal and said we could just pick up where we left off , i was an okay f**k after all . i did n't even know this person . all i could do was walk away in disgust . since then he 'd called me a few times , he knew i was n't seeing anyone and since he 'd been my first somehow this little farm girl should just overlook his infidelity and turn a blind eye , because according to him i was never going to find better , because everybody in the business cheats .
now here i am , not even a month later doing something i never thought in a million years i would ever do . when i opened my eyes this morning and saw him there , his face relaxed in sleep , so perfectly handsome . the first thing that caught my attention was the tattoos on his chest and arms . the business suit sure had n't prepared me for that , or for what i was sure was a piercing in his cock . of course i knew who he was , everyone did , the self-made billionaire who 'd come from nothing . his story was told far and wide in all circles . a male cinderella story if you will . from what i remember his parents had been poor , from some place in the midwest . he 'd boxed in high school and gained a scholarship to an ivy league university where he 'd continued his boxing career but had focused more on his studies . then he 'd invented some game software and used the money from that to start his own securities firm . they called him the wonder kid of wall street . though kid was n't exactly accurate . he put me down in the bathroom long enough to start the shower before he turned back to me and lifted the worn tee shirt over my head .
i was embarrassed as he pulled my panties down my thighs and when i stepped out of them and he picked them up and brought them up to his face , i thought my body would go up in flames . his eyes held mine as he lowered them and then he was pulling me back into that hard chest of his again and our mouths mated . he dropped his shorts while our tongues were playing tag and turned me towards the huge marble stall . no words were spoken as he soaped up his hands and washed by body . his hands glided over me , slowly , taking his time as he touched my body , as though he were paying homage . `` i love your body baby , so fking much . '' he seemed hypnotized with by my chest , which until the look in his eyes , had always been a source of embarrassment for me . they were just too ... everything . but that way he touched them made me feel beautiful . `` get up here . '' he picked me up so that my legs went around his waist and his mouth covered mine once more as my now slippery body slid all over his chest . i feel the hardness of his ck pressing into my ass up to the small of my back . i had a moment 's pause at the length of him . there was no way that thing would ever fit inside me . `` we have to stop baby . '' he took a few more nibbles of my lips before letting me slip down his body .
we finished our shower after he 'd passed me the soap to return the favor . my heart all but flew out of my chest as i ran my hands over his beautiful chest . my face heated up as i leaned over and kissed his chest and i felt a sense of power when his body shook . he turned off the water and led me out of the shower . grabbing a towel he dried me before going to a door in the bathroom that led to a closet of sorts . he came back with a long silk robe that obviously belonged to him , and one for himself . downstairs in the kitchen he kissed me once more before seating me on a stool at the island and turning to the fridge . `` an omelet okay princess ? '' `` yes , sounds great . '' princess , how did he know that i 've always wanted someone to call me that ? he could n't have , so that was just another sign that there was something going on here that went beyond the obvious . he plated the omelets and sat down across from me after pouring us both cups of coffee from his state of the art coffee maker . i studied the kitchen for something to so instead of staring at his chest that was exposed by the gap in his robe .
i could stare at it all , or his beautiful face with those cerulean blue eyes that seemed to darken whenever he looked at me . `` today is saturday , monday morning we 're going to my private doctor to have tests done . not that i think you 're unsafe , this is for both of us . when i take you there will be nothing between us and i want you to be comfortable with the fact that i 'm clean as well . '' `` i see from the gossip rags that you 've only had one serious relationship since you came onto the music scene , tell me about that . '' i laid my fork down and folded my arms around my middle . `` what do you want to know ? '' `` everything . '' it almost sounded like a growl . i kept my head down ; surely this was a bit personal for two people who 'd only just met ; more personal than cumming all over him and he you you ninny ? i blushed at the memory and felt my body shudder . i almost jumped out of my skin when his finger lifted my chin . `` now 's not the time to think about what i can and will do to you sweetie , we need to clear some things up first ; eat your breakfast . ''
i told him about meeting donnie , about my childhood in the southwest and the life i 'd left behind to follow my dream of becoming a singer , the years of hard work before the payoff . the supportive family who was still very much a part of my life and whom i stayed in contact with by weekly phone calls and skype chats . of course i left out the most embarrassing details of my messy break-up with donnie . no one outside our circle knew the real reason behind the break , but i knew it was only a matter of time before that was no longer a secret . but somehow i could n't find it in me to tell this virile man who looked at me like i was the hottest sex object on the planet , that i had been such an abject failure ; or that i had been such a gullible , green fool . `` did you love him ? '' i looked up at him then , there was something in his voice , something i could n't quite place but it sounded menacing somehow . i swallowed hard before i answered him . `` i thought i did , but now i 'm not sure what i was feeling . maybe i was caught up in the excitement of my new life and he was the first interesting guy to ever pay me any attention , or the first one that i noticed anyway . '' `` do you two still stay in touch ? ''
`` no , only if we 're working on one of our songs or something that calls for us to work together in a professional capacity . '' `` and how often does that happen ? '' `` we just did an album together . it was finished just before we broke up . we might have to perform the songs together at awards shows and things like that in the future , i 'm not sure of anything right now though . '' `` that 's something we 'll have to deal with , something you should know before we go any farther . i 'm a very territorial about my possessions . i do n't share shiane , not ever . '' `` i find myself in new territory here though , because i 've never cared about a woman 's past before , never cared how many partners she had before me . with you i find that i hate this boy for having had you . it 's silly i know , since you know of me , then you know that i 've not been a monk myself . i do n't know why i should feel this way , it just is . '' i did n't say anything to that , what was there to say ? like he said i 'd read of his exploits along with the rest of america . he was a known lady 's man . not necessarily a skirt chaser , it seems they were usually the ones doing the chasing .
none of his encounters if i remember correctly had ever lasted more than a few months at the most . is that what he was after now ? because if it was , as much as i felt that strong pull for him , i do n't think i was ready for a fling . something of my inner thoughts must 've shown on my face because he brought my attention back to him with his next words . `` stop worrying , like i told you , whatever was in the past is just that , the past . '' could i ask him outright what his intentions were , or would he find the question gauche and immature ? that as something else donnie had accused me of . he 'd said that my ideals were old and outdated . apparently it was against the new social norm to actually want to have a meaningful relationship that lasted longer than the time it took to scratch an itch . `` you said there were some things that we needed to clear up before we went any farther , well i think you should know i 'm not into casual flings , i ... '' `` i think i got that princess . '' he did n't say anything else for the longest while , just studied me over his coffee mug . `` i do n't know where this is going , not exactly , but i do know there is n't going to be anything casual about it .
chapter 4 trace i did n't take her home until later that evening . i 'd turned her phone off at about noon after it had rung for the tenth time in half an hour . i had her send off a quick text to her assistant so that they knew she was alive and that was it . she seemed a bit panicked at first and i knew the feeling , since i 'd once been synced with my phone and any form of communication , until i 'd learned to compartmentalize . we spent the time getting to know each other , when i was n't kissing her . i did n't risk getting too hot and heavy with her again , because i did n't trust myself to stop . when i take her i want to feel her puy around my cock . i have never in my life fked a woman without some kind of protection and definitely not without a condom . i did n't look too deeply at my reasons for wanting to do it with her . all i know is that the memory of her on that stage the night before , the jolt that had gone through me when our eyes connected , was something that i was n't willing to brush aside . i 've spent my life following my gut and hunches that others had scoffed at , only to come out on top .
this just might be the biggest f**king hunch i ever play in my life . if the beautiful girl that was sitting on my lap in my living room , dressed only in one of my robes , knew the thoughts that were going through my head i 'm not sure she would n't have been looking for the nearest exit . everything about her called to something in me , something i had n't known was there . by the time i took her home to her apartment on the other side of the park i was second guessing myself . outside her apartment i looked for a parking spot . `` you do n't have to walk me up you know , i 'm perfectly safe here . '' `` no deal princess , i 'm contemplating turning around and taking you back home , the only reason i 'm not is because you do n't have anything to wear and i 'm sure you have stuff to take care of . but i 'm coming up with you . i 'm not ready for our first date to be over just yet . she blushed and smiled and reached over to kiss me but then seemed to think better of it . so i was the one who held her head and pulled her the rest of the way . if there were any cameras around i did n't care in that moment .
though i understood her concerns , she 'd explained about how precious her privacy had become since she 'd found stardom , how the simplest thing like running out for a carton of milk had now become a monumental task . that was something else i was going to have to take care of . i was n't sure from what she 'd said , what kind of security detail she had on a daily basis . i mean look how easy it had been for me to get to her and literally take her out of their hands . on top of her own star status , being linked with me might put her even more in the spotlight , so i was gon na have to take care of that first thing . i helped her out of the car and through the doors . she was wearing a pair of my jeans rolled at the ankles and around the waist , but of course she 'd made it look like a fashion statement . we made it up to her apartment with no interruptions and i was still holding her hand . i loved the look of her place , it was open space and airy with windows all around with a view of the park and a bit of the city skyline . it was nothing like mine , but it was n't shabby either . i saw little touches of her here , in the bright colors and soft throw pillows that she seemed to have a fondness for .
she was back to being shy again but at lease it seemed to stem more from what i thought of her place this time . we 'd spent the day practically locked together in every way but one , so most of her reticence had melted away somewhat . `` i like it . grab some stuff you 're coming back with me . '' `` you ... i thought you said you were brining me home to take care of stuff and you 'll see me on monday ? '' i looked down at her as she turned that little innocent face up to me . `` i did say that baby , but i changed my mind . i 'm not ready for us to be apart . '' i had the fleeting thought that i may never be ready for that again , but squashed it . `` do you need help packing ? '' i thought i saw a bit of a smile touch the corners of her lips before she shook her head no . `` can i at least check my messages first ? '' she walked over to the machine and hit play as she dropped into a chair . i walked over to the bank of windows with my hands stuffed in my pockets . the first few messages were just business as usual , but then coming onto the end there was some guy , maybe her manager who seemed very irate that he could n't get ahold of her .
`` i thought you said you did n't have anything plan for the next little while ? '' `` i do n't that 's just carl 's way , he likes to know where i am at all times . '' it sounded like a bit more than that to me , but i let it got for now . i 'm a grown man , so that means when she 's with me this carl person could go f**k himself , because i did n't need anyone keeping tabs on me . there was nothing else worrying on there and she headed into her bedroom to pack after offering me a drink , which i turned down . i just wanted out of there and back home as soon as possible . somehow i felt easier with her in my bed , behind my walls . she came back out with an overnight bag and dressed in a pair of her own jeans and a pullover . i took the bag and with her hand in mine headed for the door . monday morning i had to go in early to the office , so i eased her out of my arms and went to the shower . she was still out by the time i was dressed and ready to go so i leaned over the bed and kissed her awake . `` hmmm . '' she sighed into my mouth as she awakened with my tongue in hers .
i ended up sitting on the side of the bed and pulling her into my lap for a longer kiss . truth is i hated the thought of leaving her . the last two days had been like none i 'd ever shared and we had n't even left the house except to go to her place . we 'd spent all day sunday lazing around in bed reading the paper , talking or making out . i 'd already called my doctor and made the appointments adding pressure for him to rush the results which he assured me can be done . `` i 'll see you in a couple hours princess , the car will come and get you around ten thirty , okay ? '' i kissed her nose when she nodded against my chest and got up to leave . i did n't look back at her there in my bed in my old ratty tee shirt , i was sure i would n't want to leave her if i did . when it was time to send the car for her i changed my plans and instead of meeting her there i went after her myself . she was putting on her shoes when i came through the door and when she saw me standing there , f**k me if her whole face did n't light up and she made a running leap and jumped into the arms i had opened for her . `` hey beautiful , you missed me ? ''
she sniffed my neck and nodded before i pulled her head around for my lips to find hers . `` we 'd better go , john promised me that if we did this early he could possibly get us the results by end of day today and i 'm afraid if we do n't i 'm gon na f**king explode . '' i pulled her down just enough for her to feel the evidence of my need . i had no doubts that she was clean and i was sure that i was , but somehow i wanted this , wanted us to start things off on the right foot . i ignored the little voice in my head that told me there was an ulterior motive behind my actions . there was no way i was thinking along those lines , no way in hell . shiane i wondered if he was always this attentive , or if as with all things new , this would change once he got what he wanted . will he start taking advantage of me as time went on ? he was like no other man i 'd ever known , except for maybe one . i 'd seen my dad treat my mom like a precious gem my whole life . it 's where i 'd got my dream of a prince charming . not from any storybook , but from the way i 'd seen my dad look at mom when he thought no one else was looking .
or the way she was always looking to him when things went south . they 'd taught me to want that bond , to hold out for that and nothing less . trace seemed to have that in him , but i 'd been burnt once and my heart was a little gun shy . it had only been a few weeks since it was shattered after all . but here i was with sweaty palms and weak knees over this guy that i barely knew . the weekend had been the best one i 'd had in a long time . in fact i have n't felt that relaxed since the last time i 'd taken a trip home . neither of us seemed ready for the intrusion of the world just yet . we wanted to enjoy getting to know each other without all the speculation and other nonsense that came with stardom . downstairs there were two men in suits who looked like they 'd never smiled a day in their lives . `` this is your security , i 'm sure you have some already for business purposes , but these two are from me . they 'll shadow everywhere when i 'm not with you . my eyes widened at that . `` is that really necessary ? i 'm not that big of a star yet i do n't think . ''
i tried laughing it off as he introduced me to the two and pulled me out the doors behind him . `` this has nothing to do with your status , it 's for my peace of mind . '' i started to wonder if this was something he 'd done for all the women in his past and why that should make me jealous . he squeezed my hand and looked down at me . `` no , you 're the first . '' `` how did you know what i was thinking ? '' `` i told you , the weekend was about getting to know each other , i picked up a few things . '' he smirked as he helped me into the back of the town car . i 'd told him of my fear of needles so he held my hand and talked to me while the doctor and the nurse did their thing , before having his taken care of . it did n't take that long and soon we were back in the car . `` i 'm taking you to the office for a quick tour and then it 's lunch . we 'll go somewhere that i 'm sure we 'd be left alone , i 'm not quite ready to share us yet . '' i rested my head on his shoulder and squeezed his hand that was still holding onto mine .
i think he must 've planned this and warned everyone in the building not to give me the star treatment because i saw a lot of interested looks from his employees , but no one said anything more than a friendly hello . it was great . lunch was in a private room in one of the city 's more upscale restaurants where there were more a list stars than i 'd ever seen in one place at once except maybe an awards show . i was the one star-struck . `` is that ... ? '' `` yes it is . '' i must 've said that a hundred times before we were seated . i craned my neck to see into the other room and he laughed at me . `` you 're so cute . they 're looking at you and you 're in awe of them . '' `` i 'm pretty sure they 're all wondering who i am , it 's you they 're looking at . '' i was n't sure i was too far off the mark , most of them were starlets and they might 've given me the once over , but their attention was definitely on him . i could n't blame them . what he did for a suit should be illegal . and to think that what was underneath was even more mouth wateringly spectacular . chapter 5 trace i sent her home in the car and went back to work , my mind on the results and how soon i can have them in my hands .
i almost called john when the hours had drifted by and still no phone call . by the end of day when it was almost time to call it quits , the messenger showed up with the envelopes . i had no compunction about tearing into hers and reading the results . as soon as i got the all clear my body reacted . `` thank f**k ! '' i left my office almost at a run . my assistant called out to me as i was heading for the elevators . `` is it a matter of life or death susan ? '' `` uh no sir . '' `` then it 'll keep until tomorrow . '' i stepped in and pressed the down button . i would 've called her and let her know i was on the way but even that was too much right now . if i heard that sultry voice of hers on the phone i might embarrass myself again . i was on a hair trigger , the slightest thing would set me off , and the next time i cum , i want to be inside her . she came running when i cleared the door . `` hey you 're home i made din ... '' i threw the envelopes on the little side table near the entry and grabbed her up in my arms . `` later . '' my mouth came down on hers as i walked us blindly towards the bedroom .
i did n't even stop kissing her long enough to take off the little summery top and shorts she wore . `` undress me . '' her hands shook a little as she went after my tie and then the buttons of my shirt while i dropped my jacket on the floor and kicked off my shoes . she seemed fascinated with the ink on my torso , and could n't help running her tongue over it , so i took care of my belt and the zipper on my pants before she stopped me . `` no , i wan na do it . '' i released it and left her to it . she 'd learned my body in the last tow days , as much as i would let her . i 'd refused to let her take my ck in her mouth so she 'd spent what felt like hours measuring me in her hands and teasing the shit out of me while i sucked her niles and finger fked her . now she got to her knees and removed my socks . i watched her through half slitted eyes as she looked up at me with a mischievous twinkle in her eye , right before her tongue came out and licked the prcum from my cockhead .
my body jerked and my hands fell to her hair , holding her in place as she licked and nibbled her way down my shaft , biting into my ck ring , before taking half of me into her mouth . `` fuck ! '' i threw my head back as she massaged my ck with her throat muscles and she had great control from all the voice exercises she 'd done over the years . i was almost ready to pop when she took my balls in her hand and caressed them with the lightest touch . `` that 's enough , i do n't want to cum in your mouth , not this first time . '' picking her up , i headed for the bed and laid her back with her legs splayed open . i had n't allowed myself the pleasure of studying her puy ; i was waiting for this moment . kneeling on the floor i ran my nose over her wet heat before pulling back and opening her up with my fingers . she was pink and soft and wet . i teased her with the tip of my tongue , before licking deep into her puy . her back bowed off the bed and she looked down at me in wonder . i got the idea from her reaction that this was a first for her . holding her ass in my hands i lifted her to my mouth and tongue f**ked her while she mewled and writhed , her fingers digging into my scalp .
her taste was unlike anything i 'd ever savored before , salty sweet and fresh . she came on my tongue and filled my mouth with her sweet nectar . i had visions of eating her sweet puy for hours , just burying my face in her cunt until they carted me away . my ck was n't on board for that one though . i had to release one of her ass cheeks so i could squeeze him to get some relief . `` sorry baby , this is gon na be hard and rough , i ca n't wait any longer . climbing up her body i pulled her up higher on the bed and holding both her hands above her head , our eyes locked , i led my dick into her wet opening . she was tight as fk and my ck almost buckled . she flinched a little when i pushed the fat head of my ck past her puy lips . `` fuck babe , you 're so fking tight . '' i had to raise her legs so i could sink more of my ck home and even then i was only able to get eight of the twelve inches inside . she hissed and clenched around me , her eyes widening in surprise as i tried to force more of my meat into her tight as fk puy .
`` i 'll try to go slow . '' lifting her ass i opened her puy more , screwing myself into her little by little until i was all in . it felt like hours instead of mere minutes when i was finally buried to the hilt inside her . as soon as my balls hit the crack of her ass i took her mouth . she fought to release her arms but i held firm . bending my head i sucked first one then the other nipple into my mouth , biting her in my lust crazed haze . she fking flooded my ck and screamed . i fked in and out of her like a beast , her pu**y 's tight grip driving me insane . her legs came up and around my waist , drawing me in deeper with every thrust . i finally released her arms so i could touch her body and she clutched at me , her nails digging into my back . i could n't seem to get deep enough in her , i wanted to imprint myself in her deeply , the thought moving me to lift her legs over my shoulders and bore into her . `` this is mine , no one else 's ever again ; only mine . '' i pushed my tongue into her mouth , not giving her a chance to answer .
it would n't have mattered anyway ; it was a done fking deal . i felt the familiar tingle up my spine but fought off my orgasm . i did n't want to leave her body so soon , wanted to stay enclosed in her wet heat for eternity . when the bed started knocking into the wall behind us , and her grunts became long drawn out moans , i knew she was close again . `` cum for me baby . '' i latched onto her neck with my teeth and sucked hard , leaving my mark there before moving to the flesh right above her left nipple and doing the same . my sweet girl squeezed my ck between her puy walls and i felt the heat of her puy juice as she bathed my ck once more . `` yesssssss ... '' her long drawn out hiss only made the fever burn hotter . i wanted to fk her from behind , but did n't want to leave her body long enough to change positions . instead i teased her little rosebud with my fingertip and felt the answering tightening around my cock ; she liked that . i used the lubrication of her juices to coat my fingers and pushed one , then two into her ass up to the first knuckle .
she almost bit off my tongue that i 'd just shoved back in her mouth . the combination was too much for me and i roared into her mouth as i emptied my seed deep inside her . i was n't done there though , i ground my pelvis into hers , flexing my still shooting ck inside her . her response had me pulling my mouth away from hers to look down into her eyes . her eyes were glazed over and half closed , her mouth open in a silent scream ; but it had been the electrifying shaking of her body beneath me that had caught my attention . she was sight of wantonness as i took her in , and i was n't surprised to feel my ck hardening once more inside her . `` can you take me again ? '' i asked the question but i knew there was no way i was stopping now . i had three days build up to work off . the sheets were already drenched beneath us as i bent my knees and pulled her up into my chest so we could reverse positions . i kept my knees bent behind her back as she sat up in the cradle of my lap , mu c**k going deeper up into her . `` give me your nipple baby . ''
she leaned over like she barely had the strength to do even that and i sucked her nipple in hard as i used my hands on her hips to help her fk herself on my cock . in the mirror across from the bed , i could see where we were joined , see the glistening length of my ck as it slid in and out of her . her ass incited me to madness and i bit down on her nipple even as i sped up my thrusts , pounding up into her . she flooded my pelvis and lower stomach with more of her puy juice and i lost it , biting into her flesh as she rode out the storm with me . `` arggghhhh . '' i pulled her down hard one last time as my ck spat more sperm inside her . she fell to the side limp , her hand cupping her puy as her body shook with after shocks . i was breathing like i 'd just run a marathon , but i had enough strength in me to reach over and touch her . her body was on fire , and the way she rolled around clutching herself led me to believe i 'd hurt her . i got off the bed after kissing her shoulder and headed into the bathroom to run her a bath when i got back into the bedroom she was just laying there looking dazed . `` is your puy sore ? '' she blushed and buried her face in the pillow .
i grinned and picked her up and she did her kitten curl into my chest and nuzzled me . i kissed her hair as i walked us into the bathroom . i did n't trust myself to get into the tub with her , so instead i placed her inside and picked up the washcloth to bathe her . she had n't said a word since i 'd finished fking her so and i was beginning to think she was poleaxed . `` you okay princess ? '' she turned glazed eyes my way and gave me a little half smile . `` what was that ? '' `` what was what sweetie ? '' i ran the washcloth over her tits , taking great care with her beautiful niles that were still semi erect , before working the cloth down her middle to her pu**y . `` that just happened in there . '' her face heated up again and i could n't resist stealing a quick kiss . `` you were n't a virgin babe so i know you know what sex is . '' she started shaking her head before i was through speaking . `` that was n't se trace , that was , wow , shit , wow ... '' she blushed and hid behind her hair . `` oh yeah ? '' i grinned at her as i used the washcloth to rub against her clit .
she arched her back , pushing her cunt into my hand . i could actually feel her heat beneath the cloth as i cupped her puy mound . i dropped the cloth in the water and teased her swollen clit with my fingers while sucking her tongue into my mouth . so much for giving her a break ! water went all over the floor as i lifted her from the tub . my ck was at full staff and leading the ay as i cradled her in my arms and took her back to the bed . i walked around to the other side since that one was wet . thank fk for king sized beds . again i did n't want to give up her mouth or her tits to fk her doggie style so i took her down to the mattress with my body covering hers . reaching my hand between us , i used my ck to rub up and down her slit , hitting her clit with each upward stroke and rubbing the sensitive underside of my ck against her wet heat until i slipped into her in my last downward stroke . `` ohh ... '' her soft sigh broke the silence as i started f**king in and out of her , slowly this time . i told myself that i would go slow if it killed me , that i would n't hurt her .
it was tough but i held on . with my face buried in her neck , i rode her nice and slow as she lifted up to meet my thrusts over and over again . i alternated between deep stroking into her and grinding my ck into her belly . her legs opened wider and i slipped even deeper into her . it was a long time before i felt the familiar stirrings in my nuts again . her mouth was red and swollen from me eating at her lips and her neck was a mess from the five or six hickeys i 'd given her . looking down at her my heart jumped in my chest with all the things i imagined doing to her . the last thought had me speeding up as i started pounding into her . `` you 're not on birth control . '' i bit her ear after reminding her of that fact but there was more yet to come . `` you 're ovulating . '' it 's amazing what they can find in those medical tests these days . her breath caught as though she 'd just thought of it , but even more telling was the way her cunt tightened around my shaft . i roared out loud as i shot a heavy load inside her , my last thought being that i 'd lost my fking mind .
one look , it had taken one look at her to take me over . how was that even possible ? for a man like me it was n't even worth thinking on . i would never have believed in a million years that something like this could ever happen to someone like me . cynical , do n't give a fk and a beast in the boardroom ; love and marriage was nowhere on my horizon ; until three nights ago when i 'd looked into her eyes across a stage . i stayed buried inside her as we came down so it was a minute or two before i realized that she was out . pulling out of her body , i drew her into my arms as i fell to my side beside her . the cool air of the ac dried my nuts as i pulled the sheet up over us and dropped into sleep . we awakened a short time later and took a shower to clean up and then had to take another after i violated her up against the shower stall . i had n't planned to , but seeing her with water dripping down between her amazing tits and pebbled on her niles , it was pretty hard to resist . i was careful as i lifted her with her back to the stall and surged up into her , dropping her down on my length .
it had been years since i 'd fked anyone that long and that often , in fact i do n't think i 'd ever gone four times before and i still was n't done . it was as if each time only whetted my appetite for more . and the way she responded to me , accepting and ready each time i took her . `` if you want to get any rest tonight and maybe wan na walk anytime soon , you 'd better stop me . '' i whispered in her ear as i nibbled my way down to her neck and back . my ck was still hard inside her and i 'd just off loaded in her for the fourth time . her legs were still clasped around my hips as i kept her pinned against the shower . her answer was to pull my lips over to hers and smash her tits into my chest . as the water beat down on us , i took her down to the hard floor and started fking her again . `` this is fking insane . '' was it because i 'd slept with her in my arms for three whole nights and not taken her ? i could n't think of a reason for this hunger that would n't be assuaged . the more i had her the more i wanted , but if we kept this shit up she 'd spend the next three weeks bed ridden .
already i had noticed the red puffiness to her labia and heard the slight sounds of discomfort she made even as she spurred me on to fk her . i was sure i was killing her against the marble floor , the grunts and groans she made were becoming almost animalistic , but she threw her hips up at me taking my ck like a pro as i did my best to nail her into her ground beneath us . this time when i came the roar was more like a grunt as i shook and thrust into her until i was dry . `` that 's it , we 're getting out of here , please try to keep your greedy hands to yourself shiane , my poor man 's body can only take so much . '' she threw herself into my arms and howled with laughter and i felt my heart give a little more . we finally made it out of the bathroom and both just threw on robes as we headed down to the kitchen . `` did you say you made dinner ? '' `` yep . '' she went to the pots and pans on the stove and i lifted my brow quizzically . i guess i was guilty of stereo typing after all , i had n't expected the little pop sensation to know her way around the kitchen . she 'd made a dinner of grilled lamb chops of all things , with rice pilaf and creamed green peas .
`` i hope i did n't spoil it . '' yeah right . `` nope , the lamb was n't grilled yet , it 's still sitting in the marinade it 'll take five minutes to cook and the rest of the stuff can be reheated no problem . you just sit and i 'll take care of everything , '' `` yes ma'am . '' i opened a bottle of wine and poured her a glass , taking one for myself as i sat at the island and watched her flit around my kitchen . she seemed , happy . it was strange to look at this almost stranger and realize that already i 'd come to know her so well . did she even realize that she 'd started signing ? she had n't done that since she 'd been here . i would 've thought that she spent every waking moment singing , but this was the first time since i 'd brought her home that i 'd heard her so much as hum . it was n't the song from the other night , this one was slow and dreamy , with a catchy little lilt to it that made me want to strain to hear the words since she was singing so low . `` sing louder princess i wan na hear you . '' she turned wide eyes to me and looked down at her feet .
`` i 'm not really good at that . '' `` come again . '' `` i mean i 've learned how to control my fear somewhat before i go out on stage , but i ca n't really sing in front of anyone just like that . '' `` so how do you do it ? '' 'my manager gives me these pills ... '' i did n't like the sounds of that one bit . `` what kind of pills ? '' i lowered my glass and looked at her . `` it 's nothing bad , just something to calm my anxiety . '' `` is there a prescription ? '' `` no nothing like that , i never even asked him where he gets them ... '' `` do you have them with you now ? '' `` no why ? '' she looked at me quizzically . '' `` i 'll just like to have a look at them that 's all , make sure they 're okay . '' `` oh i 'm sure they 're fine doug would never do anything to hurt me . '' `` so you have the pills back at your place ? '' `` no , doug keeps them with him , he gives me one before each performance or sometimes when i have to go on one of those talk shows . looks like i was gon na have to have a talk with her manager .
she was so f**king green , i was sure it would never cross her mind to question anything the man did . though i did n't know him personally , i 'm a businessman and i know all about the bottom line . her voice is like liquid gold , i 'm sure dear old doug would do anything to see that nothing got in the way of her making them money . that was something else i was gon na have to look into as well . when i 'd made the decision to own her , everything that she is became my responsibility . there might be some friction because i 've noticed that she has a bit of an independent streak , but i had no intentions on letting that stop me . though i 'd save it for another time , nothing was going to mar the night for us . `` voila , dinner is ready . '' she seemed nervous as she served me , and then herself . i closed my eyes with the first taste of the succulent lamb . `` wow , where did you learn to cook like this ? '' `` my mom taught me and i love watching the cooking channel , you really like it ? '' i took another bite and it was good as the first . nodding my head i leaned over and pecked her lips . `` it 's amazing princess , wow . ''
i kept the conversation light over dinner , asking her more about life on tour and what she enjoyed most about her fame . as far as i could tell she was more interested in the singing than anything else . `` um , trace , you were n't serious about that ovulating thing were you ? '' i 'd almost forgotten about that , still was n't quite sure what had possessed me to think of it much less say it . but now that she 'd asked me outright ... `` as a matter of fact i am . it 's crazy i know , and if one of my colleagues had come to me with this story i would tell him he 's crazy . i have no explanation for it , the reality is that from the moment i saw you up on that stage something inside me shifted . '' `` i find myself reverting back to childhood , to a time when i had to scrounge for every scrap i wanted or needed . when i became successful , i promised myself that i 'd never go hungry again , and not just for food , but for any of those things i 'd longed for as a child , or anything my heart may desire as an adult . '' `` you 're the first thing my heart 's ever desired . i 've known wants before do n't get me wrong , but this , this is different .
this goes beyond my own comprehension . like i told you before , this past weekend was about getting to know each other and i 've gotten to know you . you would n't have come home with me had you not felt some of what i was feeling . i also know that you 're more about hearth and home than the night life . '' i did n't tell her that i knew that 's why she 'd stayed with the ass**le who 'd ended up cheating on her . i 'd done some research after she was less than forthcoming about the reason for their split . it was n't a known fact as yet but i had my ways of finding out things . i wo n't tell her that i knew though ; it was her story to tell if and when she was ready . i did know that if i ever ran into the little prick , i was gon na beat the crap out of him for putting his hands on her though . it did n't matter that i did n't even know her when it happened , it 's just the way i am , or at least it 's the way i seem to be where she 's concerned . `` but a baby ? we hardly even know each other . ''
`` i do n't think that whatever is going on here has anything to do with time and convention . either way , it 's nothing to worry about now . what 's done is done , and if it is n't , i 'm gon na make damn sure that it is . the only problem is your upcoming tour , but i 'm sure people have performed while pregnant before . '' `` do you know how crazy this all sounds ? '' i shrugged my shoulders at her . i thought it was crazy too in the beginning so i could n't fault her for having her own doubts . it was crazy when you looked at it , but it 's what i felt and well ... `` i 'm sure there have been people who got married after only one day of meeting or maybe two . i 'm even more sure that there are people who get pregnant after just one meeting . look at this way ; at least we both know where we stand . if the last few hours are anything to go by , we want each other more than a little bit and the bottom line is princess . i want you , in my life , with me , no matter what . so baby or no baby , you 've met your future , so i suggest you get used to the idea . '' `` what if i had other plans ? ''
`` like i said , i 've gotten to know you , and all that aside , this is what i want baby . as time goes on you 'll find that i never let anything stand in my way , nothing and no one . dinner was delicious why do n't you go find us something to watch while i clean up ? '' chapter 6 shiane i guess the conversation was over and what a strange one at that . i headed out of the kitchen on wobbly legs for the tv room to find something to watch , though i really did n't have much interest . my mind was awhirl with all the new things that were going on in my life . in the space of a few short days , it seems my life had been turned upside down . i find myself doing things that were totally outside the box for me . but this latest was a lot to take in , though the thought of it made me hot . trace was right . i 've always only ever wanted to be a mother and a wife . i 'd thought i would have that life with donnie , but was it possible to have it with this man that i 'd only just met ? what if he was just saying these things because like he 'd said , he 'd come to know me and knew that 's just what i wanted to hear ?
how was it possible that he could want me like that after a chance meeting ? i 'd spent some time today looking for any and everything i could find about him on the net . the one thing that stood out except for his success as a businessman , was the fact that he had a different woman every couple of months . had he used this same line on them ? somehow , he did n't strike me as the type . still , i had another worry . the things he 'd made me feel . how will i live without them if this was all just a game to him ? he 'd made me feel things i never knew were in me . my body has never reacted this way before , and even though his size was a little uncomfortable , the pain was more a pleasure-pain than a real hurt . i felt myself creaming just thinking about it . could a man really make love to a woman that much without some kind of feeling involved ? what if it was just lust ? i 'd seen pictures of some of the women he 'd dated in the past and i have to say some of them were drop dead gorgeous , including the last one he 'd been seen with a couple weeks ago .
the though caused me a moment 's doubt and i thought if ways to shield my heart this time , but i was afraid i might be too late . he 'd taken me over completely , something i had no experience with . i had n't the faintest idea how to handle a man like trace mckenzie . he was way out of my league . i heard him coming and searched through the stack of movies he had for something to watch . he came up behind me and wrapped his arms around me from behind . `` what makes you think something 's wrong ? '' i looked over my shoulder at him trying to put a brave face on . `` i was n't sure when i first came in but now i 'm certain it 's all over your face . '' he pulled me towards the couch and down on his lap with his arms holding me close . for some reason i wanted to cry ; he 's been so kind and attentive in the time that we 'd been together , what if it were all a farce ? i had no idea that i 'd started to cry until i felt his fingers wiping my cheeks dry . `` tell me what 's bothering you sweetheart . '' i could only shake my head and cry harder as i buried my face in his chest .
`` please do n't play games with me trace , i ca n't stand it if you 're just using me for some sick game ... '' i broke off when he lifted my face to his . `` baby ! i forgot you do n't know that much about men , only that boy you were messing around with . let me show you something . '' he stood up and took my hand in his , leading me out of the room and into the bedroom . standing me in front of the floor-length standing mirror , he removed my robe , dropping it to the floor , as i stood before him naked . `` you see those marks all over your neck and tits ? do you know what those are called ? '' `` hickeys ? '' `` that 's one word for it , they 're also known as passion marks . i 've never given one to a woman before . not since i learned what they meant as a young man . they may mean different things to different people . to me , they are a mark of ownership . '' `` that 's my mark on you . i put it there as a statement to you and anyone else who might see them , the ones on your neck anyway , anyone else sees the others , i 'll heat up your little ass . '' his hand dropped to one in particular spot that was right at the tip of my pu**y .
`` another thing , i do n't think a man that 's not really interested in a woman can fk her five times if he did n't really mean it . '' `` five ? '' i started counting on my fingers and got to four before i was being carted off to the bed . i looked up into his eyes as he laid me back and spread my legs before dropping his robe . his ck was hard and red , with a string of prcum hanging from the end heading for the floor . trace i knew she had to be sore , but she also seemed to need reassuring and for now this was the best i could do . only time will convince her that this was the real deal . fuck i was just as confused as she was , but unlike her , i was n't about to let doubts get in the way of what i wanted . taking her soreness into consideration , i dropped to my knees between her spread thighs and opened her puy lips gently with my fingers . she was a little red and puffy from too much fking , but she was also getting wet . i licked her clit with the tip of my tongue , staying away from her puy slit for now . `` ooh ... '' i love how f**king responsive she is , the way she lights up as soon as i put my hands on her .
i licked and sucked her clit until her juices started coming fast and furious . then i dipped my tongue into her puy , going slow so i could soothe the ache in her overused cunt . she gripped my hair and mashed her puy into my mouth before she filled my mouth with puy juice . when she came down from her climax i helped her up from the bed and folding her in my arms kissed her long and deep , sharing her taste with her . we tongue fked each others ' mouths like starving wolves and my ck was poking into her navel as she rubbed herself against me . `` suck me off baby . '' she slid down to her knees and studied my ck before sticking out her tongue and licking the prcum from my cockhead . she 's an enigma , all shy and blushing one minute and my little vixen the next . i had a moment of jealousy at the thought that she 'd done this with that assle but let it go for now . i 'm a very territorial f**ker , i knew i had to live with the fact that he 'd had her but i needed to erase him from her memory .
she licked along my shaft before sucking the fat head of my ck into her mouth and sliding her mouth down my length until she 'd taken me in as deeply as she could . i fisted her hair and waited until i was in her throat before i started thrusting in and out of her mouth , going slow at first , until i picked up the pace . pretty soon i was face fking her and she was moaning around me cock . i looked down past her eyes that were staring up at me and saw that she had her fingers stuffed in her puy. i almost shot my load then and there . she did some kinda muscle spasm around my ck and my toes curled . i pulled back so that i was no longer in her throat but on her tongue . i did n't warn her that i was about to cum , why would i ? she was going to swallow unless i said otherwise , and the only time i 'll do that is when i was in the mood to paint her face , her tits or the small of her back . she almost gagged on the first volley . `` easy , breathe princess . '' she soon got the hang of it and was swallowing fast enough in time to catch the next load . when my balls were empty and my knees were almost too weak to stand i helped her to her feet and took her to the bed .
`` forget the movie baby , you need me to hold you . '' i laid down behind her with her much tinier frame completely covered by my arms and legs , cocooning her as i whispered in her ear . `` everything 's going to be okay princess , i promise . if you 've learned anything about me so far , you should know i 'm not a man that plays games . `` but you 've had girlfriends before ; did you feel the same way with them ? '' her voice had gone all soft there at the end and i felt her body tense as if expecting a blow . `` let me ask you this ; do you feel the same with me as you did with him ? '' now it was my turn to tense up as i awaited her answer . when it came , it went a long way of easing the green-eyed beast that had been trying its best to rear its ugly head . `` no , i 've never ... but it 's not the same . you 've had so much more experience and i 'm sure i do n't measure up to some of them . '' `` that 's where you 're wrong sweetheart , first of all none of them ever came close and besides its about more than the physical .
sometimes in life you find that one being that you ca n't live without , you may have sampled a lot along the way , but when you found the one , it 's a whole new ballgame . '' `` tell me , what did you feel that night when our eyes meet ? '' she turned around in my arms and looked up into my eyes . `` it was like being struck by lightning , or at least what i imagine that would feel like . i felt a jolt to my system and i think i forgot how to breathe for a minute . i almost panicked because for a split second i forgot the words to the song . '' `` there you see ? have you ever felt that before with anyone ? '' she shook her head and bit her lip . i could see the soft sheen of tears in her eyes and pulled her close to kiss her forehead . `` it was pretty much the same with me baby ; so the next time you start doubting what we have , just remember those few minutes . now go to sleep , you 've had a long day . '' i turned her back around intending to go to sleep , but by now my ck was raging again . `` lift your leg baby . '' she lifted her top leg and i scooted down far enough to line up my ck with her pu**y. i slid in and held still pulling her back firmly against my front .
`` i 'm not going to fk you again tonight , we 'll just stay like this until you fall asleep , you need your man to stay inside you to keep the doubts away . '' i was suddenly very tired , and it was n't long before i fell asleep to the sound of her breathing evenly in sleep . in the morning , i awakened to her pushing her ass back against me with my ck still lodged inside her . with my hand on her hip , i controlled the pace . `` can you take me hard or do you need me to go slow baby ? '' i nipped her ear as she flooded my cock . `` harder , please harder . '' `` please what harder ? '' she did n't answer so i reached around and pinched her nipple . `` tell me or i 'll stop . '' i held still and she tried to f**k herself on my cock . i pulled back as if i was going to leave her body . `` noooo , please , harder ... fuck me harder . '' fuck , i think that shit backfired on my ass , because her sweet voice saying those words triggered something inside me . leaning up on my elbow i reached my hand around and fingered her clit . `` put your arm behind my neck . '' she complied with my order and i bent my head to her nipple . she screamed and went off like a rocket from the dual pleasure , or was it triple ?
i fked into her hard as i played with her clit and sucked her nipple . i imagined my son or daughter nursing at her bountiful tits some day soon and the next time her puy clenched around me , i shot off inside her . it was harder than i imagined it would be to leave her the next day . chapter 7 for the next three weeks , we stayed hidden away in our lover 's paradise . each day , i went off to work and left her home . and each night , i came home and after dinner , fked her into the wee hours of the morning . when it was time for her to go back to work , i thought i would lose my fking mind . i did n't want to share her with anyone . i knew it was selfish ; she had a life , a career that she loved . `` i want you to move in here with me . '' she did n't seem too certain , still fighting those doubts i guess . `` scratch that , i 'll send a service over to help you pack up , but when i get home this evening your little ass better be here . '' i left before she could give me an argument . i was pissed off the whole day and did n't know why .
in the last three weeks , i could pick up the phone and call her whenever i wanted . now she was busy doing her thing . i did n't like it one fking bit . when had i become this person ? i knew that what i felt for this girl was more than i 'd ever felt before , but still , this overpowering need to possess her completely , to dominate her life , was new to me . her upcoming show was out of town and i would n't be able to make it because of the timing . i was going to be without her for two weeks while she travelled outside the country for a eight night show . she 'd been going to the studio to rehearse the last couple of days coming onto the end of our time together , but she 'd been there in the evenings . she never said what if anything her handlers had said about the arrangement , but that could be because i 'd let her know one day when she tried to broach the subject that i really did n't give a fk. i heard her as soon as i cleared the door that evening . good , that meant i did n't have to hunt her down and drag her ass back home . i 'd half expected her to disobey my order to be here when i got home .
there were boxes in the living room and i breathed a little easier . looks like i was getting my way after all . `` hey ! '' she was in the kitchen when i walked up on her . she had n't heard me because she had earphones on . pulling them out , she looked up at me with her little shy smile . i knew she was fretting again about where we were going . i imagine moving in here with me was a big step for her . she 'd never lived with a man before , and i had to keep reminding myself that she was young yet . `` did everything go okay with the move today ? '' `` yeah , i still have some stuff to bring over and some will have to go into storage . '' `` did they give you any trouble with the lease ? '' `` uh about that ... i 'm not sure that i wan na give up the place just yet . '' i just looked at her not saying anything . `` when i asked you to move in here , did you think i meant for a few weeks or something ? '' `` no , i do n't know . '' `` take care of the lease shiane . or i will . do n't forget , i 'm a businessman .
it makes no sense whatsoever for you to keep that place and pay the exorbitant rent for an empty apartment . i understand that you still have doubts and fears , but i 'm not about to let them get in the way of things . i 've spent the last three weeks trying to show you , but apparently that was n't enough so you 're just gon na have to decide if you want to take a chance at happiness or not . a word to the wise : i wo n't pay for someone else 's short- comings . so if that 's what this is about , you can kill that shit right f**king now . '' it seemed like we were about to have our first real argument there for a minute , but then she backed down . she needed me to take charge and i had no problem with that . she 'd gone from under her parents ' care , straight to this manager 's handling , so basically , she 's been told what to do her whole life . some people rebel against that , but with shiane , it was quite the opposite . she needed it . she left two days later for europe and i spent the time gathering as much information as i could on her manager and the other people around her .
i did n't like that pill deal she 'd told me about , and from some of the things she 'd said , i was n't too sure that her best interest was being taken care of . as her man , it was up to me to see that no one was taking advantage of her . and though our relationship had been spared the spotlight thus far , it was only a matter of time before word leaked out . and how would it look for wall street 's whiz kid to be letting others take advantage of his woman ? we talked every night after her show no matter what time it was , that was a stipulation that i 'd made before she left . she could get away during the day because i knew she was busy with rehearsals , but at night i needed to know that she was safe . we did facetime until she fell asleep ; each night , i could see that my baby was exhausted but she seemed to be having fun . there was a lot of buzz in the headlines about her shows but i did n't listen or read any of it . that was until two days before she was due back . my assistant was reading one of those crappy magazines that were filled with half-truths and innuendo . that 's how i 'd always seen them until i saw my woman walking out of some restaurant in italy with her ex .
i did n't want to fly off the handle ; the caption said the picture had been snapped the night before which had to mean it was before we 'd spoken and she had n't mentioned it to me . my first instinct was to get on a plane and got drag her ass home after dealing with both of them , but common sense and rationality won out . i could n't go half way around the world to kill her . no , i 'll wait 'til she gets back and strangle her ass in the privacy of our own home . that night when she called , she still did n't mention it and i played like nothing was wrong . there was something in her voice but i was n't quite sure what it was . `` so you 've got your final show tomorrow night yes ? '' `` yes , and then i 'll be home . '' `` i 'll be waiting . '' the next night when she called , i did n't answer . i 'd spent the whole day in a contained rage and had pretty much locked myself away in my office . i 'd come to terms with the fact that i did n't believe for a second that she 'd cheated on me , but whatever reason she had for being with him was not good enough . and the fact that she had n't mentioned it to me , only infuriated me more . she was home when i got in the next day .
when she ran to me and jumped into my arms i held her close but did n't kiss her . she knew something was wrong and her eyes followed me across the room . `` is something wrong ? '' `` is there something you want to tell me shiane ? '' she looked at me at sea . i pulled out the magazine i 'd had hidden in the drawer of the little side table and threw it at her . her eyes widened when she saw it and she looked up at me with fear in her eyes . `` it 's not what it looks like . i can explain . '' i walked away from her and into the bedroom to remove my jacket and tie where she followed me a few seconds later . `` trace ... '' `` were you the one that was afraid of me cheating on you ? '' she 'd never seen me this way before , so she had no way of knowing that the precise movements and contained tone was a sure sign that her ass was in trouble . `` but i did n't cheat , he was on tour because we have a few duets together and ... '' `` and you did n't tell me this because ... '' `` i did n't want to cause any problems . '' she looked down at the floor and rung her hands . `` and the restaurant ? '' `` everyone was there that night . ''
`` did you talk to him ? '' `` i ... '' i saw the answer in the guilty look in her eyes . `` take off your clothes . '' `` now . '' she jumped and reached for the buttons on her shirt . i was naked by now and walked around to my closet . i came back out with my leather strap and she took one look at it and tried to make a run for it . `` you do n't really want to make this any worst than it already is do you ? '' that stopped her in her tracks but she was still halfway out of the room . `` come here ... do n't make me have to tell you again shiane . '' i almost caved when she turned big tear filled eyes my way . she took a deep breath to fortify herself and then walked slowly towards me with her head down . i did n't turn her over my knee . i was too angry for that . instead , i brought the belt down across her ass and thighs as she hopped from foot to foot pleading with me to stop . `` please trace nothing happened . '' `` i do n't want to hear it , you had your chance to tell me this shit before you left here . ''
i gave her a good twenty hard blows with the belt until she was a crying slobbering mess . still not satisfied i left her there crying and walked out of the room . i went for a long drive to cool down but by the time i got back , i was still no better than when i left . she was in the middle of our bed with her arm locked around her bent knees rocking back and forth . we looked at each other but i still was n't ready to talk to her . i felt betrayed ; it was a new feeling for me . it had been a long time since anyone had had the guts to cross me . i headed into the shower in the hopes that the water would help to soothe my ragged nerves but no luck . she was wearing my old tee shirt , which she 'd taken with her when she 'd left . `` lose the shirt . '' she hurried to comply though i noticed her eyes fell to my hands to make sure she was n't about to get another whipping . i climbed onto the bed and turned her around roughly .

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