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`` i prefer my ranch in montana . ''
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it was the first time he 'd mentioned the ranch although she knew of its existence through bob .
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she had trouble reconciling the high-flying zack dimarco from the gossip pages with the rancher .
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it just seemed so implausible .
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she could n't imagine too many of his la babes wanting to rough it on a ranch for a weekend .
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she stifled a giggle and said , `` why ? ''
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`` it 's more ... homely .
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this is all hollywood glitz .
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you may not believe this , but it appeared in house and garden about a piece on bachelor 's homes . ''
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`` they liked it too , but i always felt it had no ... soul . ''
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well montana 's too far away . ''
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she curled her arms around his neck and rubbed her ni**les across his chest .
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`` and right now my apartment 's too far away too .
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so i guess we 'll have to settle for this horrible place . ''
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`` where was that bedroom again ? ''
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*** zack snuggled into the warm body next to him .
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annie felt good .
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so sensual , so amazing in bed .
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he blinked up at the ceiling , his brain slowly waking up .
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in his defence , annie had made him sleep with her .
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by giving him that look , the one that smoldered and enticed , he was a goner .
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looking at the photo again of his family had driven everything home again .
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his father 's constant tiredness , his mother trying to make ends meet , her continual harping and the loss of his father 's talent , and his will to live .
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there 'd been nothing in their lives that had brought happiness .
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certainly not the six children , the arrival of each bringing the end of their father 's music career , and marriage , a little closer .
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zack would n't live like that .
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he may not be wealthy for long if he fulfilled his dream and what woman would give up everything for him ?
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especially an la woman born and bred who was used to a certain lifestyle and comforts .
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annie may not have money but the city was in her blood .
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no , he had to do it right this time .
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had to end it before it got too far .
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it would be difficult , hell , but looking down at the sleeping beauty beside him , he knew he had to do it before he ruined her life .
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*** `` mmmm , zack . ''
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annie rolled into him and that 's when she realized he was sitting up .
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she blinked in the dim light .
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she heard him sigh and her stomach fluttered as the sense of foreboding increased .
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`` look , annie , we need to talk . ''
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he sighed again and plucked at the sheet .
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she should 've expected this .
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he 'd already made it clear he was n't looking for a relationship , and in the heat of the moment , she thought that was fine with her .
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but now , as he prepared to give her the bad news , she was n't so sure anymore .
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she did n't think she could handle reading about his latest attractive conquest in the gossip pages .
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she struggled to hold back hot tears .
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`` you do n't want me to get the wrong idea , but this is just sex .
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he touched her shoulder but she shrugged his hand away .
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deep down , she 'd hoped he might eventually come round to the idea of having something other than occasional sex .
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`` baby , i do n't know what to say ... '' `` then do n't . ''
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she got out of bed then remembered her clothes were way back in the entrance hall .
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no need to spell it out . ''
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if things were different , if i wanted to settle down , then you 'd definitely be at the top of my list . ''
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she scoffed , unable to believe what she was hearing .
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`` annie , wait . ''
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`` call me a cab . ''
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i 'm not staying here one second longer .
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you 've made yourself clear , zack , and i 'm glad you did .
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you know , i thought i could do this , but i ca n't .
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that 's one of the things i like about you .
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he reached for her but she shrugged him off .
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`` the least you can do is let me leave with my dignity . ''
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she picked up the phone in the kitchen and called a cab then found her clothes .
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zack watched her from the hall , arms crossed , eyes darkly brooding .
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and as beautifully naked as a greek god .
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he stared down at his bare feet .
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the vulnerability in his voice numbed her .
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she wanted to touch him , stroke his ruffled hair into place and kiss his forehead , but she could n't .
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it was too intimate a gesture now .
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`` i 'll wait outside .
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he stood in the doorway as she walked quickly down the drive .
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`` i 'll pick you up tomorrow night at eight , '' he called after her .
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she would 've asked why but she did n't want to turn around so he could see her tears .
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he must have read her mind though because he added , `` for louisa 's party . ''
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if she decided to go .
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of course she had to go .
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bob needed her to get dug-e and being seen with the right people on zack dimarco 's arm was like having a ticket to the moon-very rare and very expensive .
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*** zack closed the door when the lights of the cab faded away .
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he slumped against it and ran his hand through his hair .
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if he 'd just kept his mouth shut , none of this would have happened .
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they 'd still be friends , she 'd still be teasing him .
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he swore and thumped the door with his fist .
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although he felt awful-worse than he thought he would-he 'd done the right thing .
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annie was the last person he wanted to string along .
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she was too sweet , too vulnerable .
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she did n't deserve to be led to believe he wanted a relationship with her .
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best she knew the truth before it went too far .
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perhaps he should 've said something before tonight , but he 'd wanted her so bad , he doubted nothing would have stopped them from ending up where they did .
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he sighed as he put the kettle on in the kitchen .
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he was n't going to get any sleep tonight so he might as well enjoy a strong coffee .
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if only she was n't the marrying kind , they could 've kept on having great sex , no strings attached .
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tomorrow night was going to be hell at louisa 's party , but he had to go .
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he needed to help out bob .
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he owed him for what he 'd done all those years ago .
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*** the next night , annie dressed in one of the new skirts and low-cut tops she 'd bought with zack .
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too slutty .
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she tried on the leather pants but they only made her look like a biker , although she liked the way they hugged her butt .
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maybe the hipsters .
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the reflection in the mirror winked with approval .
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eat your heart out zack dimarco .
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with an electric blue top that revealed enough cle**age to make a man drool but not enough to make him drool on her , she decided she could pass for someone who knew what she was doing .
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she straightened her hair and applied makeup according to the instructions on a youtube video .
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the first three attempts made her look like dracula 's bride but after the fourth , she got the hang of it .
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